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im bored. Exams, exams and more exams! Are we done with it? Its been quite exciting, i mean... yes, exciting. Tried a few different style of doing my paper.

Example:
English Summary
The norm would be me trying to highlight the points in the passage and then write my summary. Tt day, i decided to highlight the pts, write it down. edit 1st, den write properly. I used up 1 hr to do it! Woo.. thank God i managed to finish the paper. Waiting excitedly for the results... did i do well? or shld i revert back to my old style of writing?

Chinese Paper 1
I did another special thing that is to do Bao Zhang Bao Dao. Normally i would use narrative writing, write very few words... but i was challenged to do newspaper article and write 2 pages long! And i did! Thats the 1st time i ever do tt! Hopefully my results wld be better! Amen!

So excited for results! Pray and Pray! I can do it thru Jesus!

Exams!

okay... up with my new blogskin.. is it nice? whahaa... super nice rite? I would have to thank my blogskin changer..so cool!

Im currently in the midst of exams.. thus, u will hear lesser of my words during this period. O level is not tt difficult, yet must not slack! Im gonna work hard! Lets work hard together!

Did a wonderful duty today, abit of crop up.. but it was cool risking..! Woo! Praise the Lord for His Grace!

The start of my exams! Bye!

These are the books which I look at everyday!!! AHHH!!! going to blow!!! I have a feeling I'm becomin a nerd!! 

Result of studying too hard. Advertisisng my fave sweet whcih keeps me awake!! 

POS

Abit of chinese now... Zhuan Yan Jian is 2 days towards exams! Im so excited?!?!?! whaha... Or should i sae, scared? Hmm, By faith, i will do well! Amen?! Still Mugging my chinese and amaths. Oh my, all sec 3 amaths seems so foreign to me! Help!

Ive been bz lately. Not realli regarding wad, but its studies! Mugged mugged and more mugged. Bored? yeah... feel so tired.. but, wad to do? Jus gonna put in my best and do well!

Just now went for POS! Oh, i woke up late! Had to rush... did not gel my hair.. so, i look so........ UNGLAM! Argh! But its okay... Lionel Choong will still be as glam no matter wad! (Excuse of little of BHB) Coming back to POS, it was............. FUN! I had such a fun time! Thank God they did not start on time... I was late... They cld haf been waiting for mi??? whahaa.. OOpz.. no la.... its just a normal thing to wait and wait and den start... great time of fellowship... Ive always thot POS is a boring event, but, I WAS WRONG! It was SO SO muCh fuN! WEeee! Im looking forward for the next training.. but 1stly, TIME FOR STUDIES! Bye.. Leave tag k! :P

Seedtime and harvest!!

Many of you would have heard this phrase many times especially in this weeks sermon. Whatever you sow you will reap. Not just money but applies to everything else! If you sow time into your studies you reap results. If you sow seeds of bad thoughts you become a bad man. You sow seeds of bad relationships you end up being hurt. But then again. You sow time into studies you reap results. Sow seeds of faith and you reap an amazing harvest you cannot even begin to imagine. Now the seeds that are in many of our hands is the time we have. It all depends on where are we going to sow it.

Especially yesterday when I was kind of impacted by Bro Alex as he spoke of our brothers in the ministry and the condition of our growth. there is much much more growth to take place for me. Many seeds will need to be sown. Especially in this crucial time. In my O levels and when Emerge in approaching ever so near. Time management will be something that I will have to develop and perhaps perfect!!

By the way just to smack reality into our faces once again, we got 4 days to mid year and 34 days to out O level exams. i can pull through!! Praise God for that!!

2 prim pretty and Glam people!! in other words...a shuai ge and a mei nu...(handsome and pretty)!! bhb yeah...=p 

section 10 ushers...sorry if any of you aint in there man!! 

This is Me and Daryl...took it cause of his new phone!! 

Shi zhi lu kou!! (Don't really know how to spell it)

It has indeed been a while. Been so long since W216. My beloved CG finally went out together...I really missed those times. And today it was rather a happy day cause finally, we managed to squeeze some time since we didn't have CG to go out. Felt really like a family!! Of course we didn't go ou to do nothing. Spent our time playing this game "shi zhi lu kou" sorry but don't really know how to spell it. Its a food game where you head out to link and find different food. Frankly I had doubts in my mind that this won't be too enjoyable cause everyone will be in their own cliques. Vincent split us up into groups and apparently even though I was teamed up with a member from Baoting CG along with Mei Yan. It was realy fun!! We went out finding food thinkin of the wierdest and funniest food!?!? Though it was kind of tiring it all was kind of worth it. Our CG spending time together again!! It all feels like a family again, this was why Cell Groups are made!! I Love W216!!!

Thank You!!

This is gonna be a super short post cause studying now...really wanna thank Mrs Ng!! My tuition teacher!! She actually bought me the new Tao Zhe CD!!! WOOHOO!!! thanks alot man!! I'll get A1 for my chinese O levels!!

Much to say...Too little time

Once again the clock keeps ticking. Time is indeed invaluable in this point of time. Seeming so far yet so near, O levels are drawing nearer each day. Yet amidst the extreme rush for time events are occuring which are to be reckoned with! Past 3 days was the Live recording. It was truly an awesome encounter with the Holy Spirit and with God. It wasn't simply singing for the sake of it or to put it into a cd. It was worship and awesome worship!! Getting down to details would be a very big chore. So go check out other peoples blogs yeah!!

Today was a day which caused many to stop and ponder about themselves and their time spent together. Next monday was the Badmintons team final match against Monfort secondary. It was the best school in badminton. However out of desperation Mr Kuok appealed to us in a very persuasive way to head down to support our school. It started with 4I, then practically every class went forward to say " My whole class will be going down to support." due to the commotion caused we got Daryl to tell them our class would be going down. However some of us weren't too happy arguements arose which caused much tension. I felt the it was really unreasonable to be angry over such petty things.

It was already a rather confusing emotional tense day. Till we had NPCC. This was the last activity we were to have. Somehow we were happy about it!! Frankly I was overjoyed!! Unofficially we would Pass out. However in the NPCC room. Wen An reminded me of the times we spent together in the hot sun, in the push up positions, in joy and happiness!! It kinda touched me and hey. It seems NPCC wasn't that bad and i enjoyed it here!! Till it seems the worst things happened. I would not reveal who did it or what happened but the whole secondary 4 squad was on the verge of being suspended. Although it didn't really matter, it was very shocking as were not going for our last final most enjoyable annual camp if we really got suspended!! A question was raised by officers about our morals and integrity. We really wanted to just burst out in anger and in sadness but I really do hope we can pass out happily!!

Praise!

Many a times we react to situations in many different ways. If we are angry, feeling sad feeling depressed realise you have lost everything. Most of the time we react by shouting scolding keeping everything to ourselves running away or simply giving up on God. But instead ever thought of even offering a praise offering to God?? In the darkest times of your life, say God I still Praise you and say You are My God even through these toughest times. This was what was preached yesterday, although it has been preached multiple times. Its still a refreshing message! Praise is a sacrifice. Anybody who is prospering have no problem praising God but anyone in a ditch would think Praise is indeed a sacrifice. This message really meant something!

Headed to school hoping to study alot today. However, wasn't really able to had to cut my hair and stuff like that. Kinda happy cause My Dennis Koh finally returned me my band. Thank God for that!! Headed to cut my hair in the afternoon. Unbelievably my hair dresser reigned!! Oh no!! Only he knows all my style and everything. Looks like I have to find a new hair dresser to take care of my beautiful hair...=p

Sports Day...

An annual event Maris Stella for some reason keeps organising. Kind of bored of it. Its been what 10 years in this school so yup 10th and final Sports Day. Well I figured since it was my concluding year in Mairs Stella. I tried to enjoy it. Didn't intend to participate. Or so i thought.

School was dismissed at 10.45, Went to Sheng Kai's house along with Desmond Lim to simply slack,rest,sleep, put it in lame man terms, kill time. Went there played some card games. Then ate lunch. We were to report at 12.45 and what do you know. My food came at 12.45!! Was late so caught a cab down.

I was caught off guard and wow!! I was pulled to run for 4 x 100 metres. I was wearing basketball shoes?? They needed people so agreed to run. For some reason was kind of nervous. Even though there was totally no pressure on me. This would pull me down in my performance. I was still feeling this even at the starting line. While I was jumping up and down to keep myself warm. Kenny, yes Frodo kenny, was at the sideline encouraging me. Everything was well of no use frankly!! Till he said 2 magical words a few moments before the kick off. "Lionel, Godspeed!." Upon hearing this frankly I was reminded lets run with God for God Relying on God. Godspeed, to run at God speed. Or that was what it meant. But to me it meant to run with God supplying you that speed!! COuld feel his presence even in that extremely hot weather. Though we didn't win, due to unforseen circumstances. I was still Happy!!

You're not fair, I'm not fair, then who is??

People get angry easily, touch their pride inside of them and you have an arguement or worst a fight! People express this anger in a way that may vary according to situation. Shouting, vulgarities, Fights, quibbles, disputes. Whatever way they express it, one things is for sure. Either one party or both parties suffer. What's this all about??

After recess, me and 6 other guys were not yet properly attired. Be it in singlet or still in PE pants.Mrs Chan came into class and immediately dished out what seems to be the most exaggerated, irrational instructions. "Go change up and stay outside of class till the end of the lesson!" Many of us weren't too happy with it, but we complied. Then one of our worst fears or so we thought came!! Our VP so happened to be walking pass our class. Obviously she stopped to talk to us, this is when Lionel is proud to be a Maris. Mrs Maria Koh is an awesome VP, spoke to us in a calm gentle way, being reasonable and rationalizing things with us. Saying that perhaps its not just us but perhaps the teacher being angry! After she left, The unexpected happened.

The VPs wife, the Discipline master Mr Koh walked by. Immediately requested for us to stay back to see him at 2. Anger raged in all my classmates. Their eyes practically had fire! At 2, we saw him. He spoke to us in a more relaxed way. Was rather surprised. Well he really came hard on one point. Nobody is really fair around. Its not fair that we got sent out, its not fair that the discipline master's wife is the VP! So before you start examining and criticizing others, perhaps you have to start checking yourself. Stop complaining that She's wrong I'm right. But change!! It was kinda good. Even though it was from the DM. To my surprise!! He agreed to return me my Band!! So happy!

Food!! Food!! Food!!

Food is essential to the body. Gives you your much needed nutrients each day. Many seek food to relieve stress some seek food to put on some weight some simply eat cause their pigs. But whatever the reason, man love to eat!! And yes this whole update is all about food!! Different variations of different stories of food!

A hungry practically starving Lionel was home yesterday. Really really hungry. Came home at about 3 pm. Well was expecting frankly a boring stale monotonous meal. Entered in. Questioned my maid what am I gonna eat? To my extreme surprise she gave one of the most touching answers AGAIN!! She replied, oh your brother went to the prata store outside to eat. He drove then he called back to ask if I was eating. My maid didn't know so he just bought back my favorite murtabak!! How incredibly nice!! Begin to see the love of my Brother now!! Food!!

Then today went to eat With Loong and Sijia, ate at sakae sushi after such a long time! This time was expecting a wonderful sumptuous meal!! It was great!! The 1st bite was heaven but the last bite was the direct opposite!! Totally didn't feel like eating anything for the rest of the day!! We even had to smuggle some food and throw it away so we won't get charged extra!!

And finally tomorrow!! I've eaten wonderful meals for the past 2 days. So tomorrow it'll kind of be the direct opposite. Gonna fast tomorrow!! Hope that whatever i consumed today will survive me through the next day!! Even if it doesn't, I'll still rely on God's Strength!!

Finally On the Road!!

Odinary things are made extraodinary by many means and circumstances. Today which was supposed to be a totally simple odinary day was made kinda exciting!! 1st thing. After school was supposed to go for maths remedial but in the end had to help out in the inter-class basketball. Was the table official for the match 4E-4K. Man it was exciting!! Many cool moves were made and things were really close. It really boiled down to the last few seconds!! 15 seconds 4K is leading by one. 5 seconds 4E was leading by 2.When match ended, the score was tied. Tension was really high. Everybody was really 'hot' all almost about to fight. 4K was kinda expected to fight! So well what do you know!? A fight broke out. No suprise seriously. In the end 4K won. If you ask me. They should have lost. 2nd thing, went to study. And finally completed the sec 3B!! Well not just that I was pushed and pressured. Really gave it my all. It was really a fruitful study session!! Thanks to Mdm Tan!! Highlight of the whole day!! Me my mum and my bro went to eat fish & co. so we went home. What do you know!! My bro passed his drivin test!! It was so fun!! He was being annoyed by my mum like the whole trip?? So he was also scolding her like the whole trip?? I concluded If you can scold while driving, you're a good driver!! SO its really a thank God my bro passed and well it was an awesome ride. Makes things very conveniant for me now!

Overview

Weeks have gone by in an instant. Now this week has just passed. The whole week was spent practically studying like a mad man!! Sometimes I feel that I'm gonna explode at times! AHHH!! Well good thing is that the daily trip to the gym during recess periods seem to be rather effective. Muscles aren'y being deflated but Inflated! Hmmm Overview of this week. Tuesday went to eat Gelare again. Now the 2nd time eating it was well not as fantastic anymore. In fact it was kinda horrible!! Even when it was consumed on an empty stomach. It just didn't seem to satisfy me. doubt I'll be eating it for the next few days. Wednesday 4F had one period off chinese! Well we earned it!!! Thursday was pondering and praying whether to go for POS this year. Hmmm, it would be good to go! However this is 'O' level year. Still pondering though. Friday chionged 5 chapters of chinese!! 6 more to go!! Btw changed the blogskin again. Kinda like this one. Background song is Higher by Creed. Used to be one of my favourite songs!

All is lost but all is gained

The count has finally reached 50. 50 more days to the inevitable. 50 days to the chinese o levels. When it hits 40 days. Who knows i may just fast 40 days and 40 nights. No no just kidding. Basketball seriously seems so very foreign to me now. On thursday went to play and it really seems I have lost what skill i had left. Ball control is gone. Shooting way off. hmmm good news is that I'm not getting fat. To think of it. so many months ago. I was INSANE/CRAZY/MAD/OBSESSED, with basketball. Shooting 2000 shots, now well its just a recreational sport. Theres now no turning back to the old Lionel anymore. Well not just that. I was challenged by a friend to complete the whole of sec 3B chinese in one weekend. Frankly I dunno how it can be done. But I believe in the impossible!!

This is a quote from Phil Pringle i kinda like. Just learnt today. At times on the outside we are like this. but then...
 

in the inside I'm like this... 

All i need is you

Of all songs. I felt this song was my Favourite in the new united album...enjoy!


All I Need Is You
by Hillsong United

Left my fear by the side of the road hear You speak
Won't let go fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray
Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You
All I need is You...All I need is You
Is you Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again where would
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me

All I need is You...All I need is You Lord...Is You Lord
All I need is You...All I need is You

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold...You hold...

Awesome!!

There are times when we get tired in the ministry. Frankly thats very often. However we cant get tired of the ministry. Ushering is not just bringing people here and there. We do learn much from it. I was trained developed in this misitry!! Yesterday learnt alot!! Cut story short!! haha!

It was really eventful!! A very thank God day!! 1st miracle!! As some of you may know. I failed my 2nd class drill test. So it was kinda impossible for me to promote to sgt. But hey!! Look at me!! I'm now SGT LIONEL!! =p 2nd miracle Lionel found his wallet! Was jumping for joy in class!! Everything is all by God's grace!

Turns.

The most anticipated time of the week. Yes Friday!! Leading to the weekends is perhaps the most sought after time in the whole week for us students. However, today this wonderful day had a big turn. For the good or for the better?? Nobody really know yet. Miss Maria Koh. Our VP shared with all secondary 4's about the recent change of the JC intakes the MOE have implied. It appears that our batch would be going for the 1st 3 months of JC! To some it may be the next best thing!! But to others, it would seem to be the most unseeming attack to the heart he never expected. This means the school will be using the Prelim Marks, good or bad? Frankly I have no idea. But one thing for sure. I'll have to start accelerating even more!! She also shared with us interesting study tips which really helps!! I just really hope and pray that I'll walk with God thru this tough time!

Many thought that this assembly would be the end of school. Little did we know we were in for a big change. Mrs Chan requested my class to head back to class, there she scolded us for some window problem. It seemed like any other scolding till...tears literally flowed down her eyes. I have never seen this before. Frankly I didn't know how to react! To rejoice or to lower myself and feel for her. The answer was confirmed when Desmond Lau walked up to give a packet of tissue to her. I felt what he did was really good. Respect for that! I realised in this noisy, unthoughtful, self-centered class. There was some heart, and it wasn't afraid to be shown! This incident appears to have changed the way our class sould react to not just Mrs Chan but to all teachers. Good or bad. I have no idea!

Seems like a bad day!!! But still happy!!

everybody has their bad days. For me it was today!! Everything, seemed to just go wrong. 1st thing!! I had a chem test, and frankly I studied extremely hard for it, extremely hard!! Well the paper was relevantly easy. Till I realise I made a terrible mistake and like half of all the marks are already gone!! Its so demoralising!! After that, left the exam room to realise "Where is my Wallet!!!" I wasn't able to find it anywhere. Literally went running around the school to find it!! I was so so angry and annoyed!! For once Lionel was really genuinly broke!! Went home and wow!! Got all wet!!! (sounds very drama eh). Then at home! Wow!! What do you know. Recieved a call from Ong saying " hey i u failed ur 2nd class drill test!" At that point I really wanted to flip!! Hiaz. It was a really bad day. However. For some reason, I was still able to thank God. And the more i thank, the better I felt. Indeedlift all your sorrows to God. Everything's gonna be alright!

Wow...Touched man!

It has become a norm for my brother yes my brother Wayne to well frankly not talk to me that often. Day in day out. We see each other, words are hardly exchanged. If we do most of the time it would be for my usher life or juz a plea to help him get something done. I guess its the age gap?? In the past. The way things were in the house was horrendous. Shouting was the norm. Scolding each other was frankly a daily event. Things changed just before I got saved in Sec 1. I guess I was starting to open up to him. At 1st it went well but for some reason things started to die down. Although we still do love each other, we didn't really express it. At times he was the meanest person on Earth, at times he seemed to say the right words to really pick me up from a ditch. I guess there was a mutual understanding till yesterday. I was out the whole day till night studying. So I didn't come back for dinner or lunch. Today as I returned home for lunch I realised that there was still some Ginseng Chicken left. I really liked that dish but it was like 2 days ago. Curious, I asked my maid, Why was there remaining food.This was the reason. Yesterday my brother was eating then he asked if I was returning for dinner, my maid didn't know. So normally i guess he would have eaten it, but little did I know, He said " Keep for lionel ." Actually i didn;t even know if its true or not. But nontheless I was quite touched by that!! Even though it was so small. Even negligable. I was touched. Looks like my Bro really does care!!

PS.Yes!!! Great Job 4F!!! We did it!! 10 consecutive A's!!!

Purpose in everything

Days have passed. 160 to a mere 60 days remaining. Time is a luxury we rarely experiance nowadays. However today as I was studying at desmonds house. We really rushed and studying like machines...Literally like machines. Then at around 7. We were over-exhausted. Then it came to our minds. Hey why are we doing this. Why are we studying so hard in the 1st place!? Then a very familiar book came to my mind. Purpose driven life. Many factors may drive your life. It may be stress, may be Love, may be fear. For example you study becuz everybody is doing so juz so u can fit in. Or u study cuz u're afraid ur parents will scold you. Then there is a very important factor. You have to be driven by a purpose don't just do things without thinking why when how. Do things with a purpose in mind. Question yourself why you study why you work!? EVerything will seem easier!!
PS. WOW MAN!! This is seriously unbelievable!!! Unbelievable!!! Sijia!! Yes Sijia!! Treated me Gliare. A waffle and ice-cream dessert. Very nice!! And cost 5.50. And she treated me!! haha!

Never thought it could be that good!!

Past few days were days which are historical for many christians. This day 2005 years ago. Jesus the most Holy one Took upon his shoulders all the sins all the pain sorrows of the world!! This day is really significant!! It marks the day of Jesus conquering Hell and ascending into Heaven!! Its Easter!! Well really happy cause Wei Hao came and well he accepted Christ!! This is a great breakthrough!! Even if I screwed up in my ushering 10 times over and over again. It still made my day just to see him lift up his hands!!
As you all realise well was ushering for alol 3 services!! And wow!! I was doing external traffic for the 1st time and was 84 alpha (Bro BT runner) so i was kinda geared up for well any and every tough challenge that would come my way. I was thinking maybe this would be tougher than 80 runner. Than I realise it was alot of mind work!! and not so much of physical!! If i'm going to get into details its gonna take forever!! Well running for him was really great!! I never thought it would be that good!! At times both of us were at attributes bookstore and then just browsing and I was checking out the new hillsong united CD. On the 3rd day as We were watching the drama. He went to run some errand while telling me to stay. Little did I know. He came back with a CD, the new hillsong united album!! And he gave it!!! What a blessing!! thank god!! I really wanted it but didn't have the cash and wow man!! So happy!! PS. looks like you were right,Blessed and you will be blessed!!=)

2 days of shock!!

Life was supposed to be as pernormal for yesterday and today. Little did I know, there were shocks at every single turn!! Starting with yesterday, we had a mini morning service. Unexpectantly, well Bro Anthony finally did something that i could say i respect him for. Given his reputation and stature, he did what Jesus had done. He washed the feet of 12 students. The fact that he did it in front of the sholw school well showed a very big deal of humility. Well after that we had PE. Running again. This time well was kinda all geared up to run. Surprisingly Desmond Lim said he wanted to pace with me. Well i agreed, at first I assumed he was joking. Little did I know, he really put up a strong fight. He eventually slowed down and walked. I wanted to run ahead. Then i hesitated, maybe i should slow down, despite him pulling me back, despite me failing and losing what form of reputation i had!! Somehow it all didn't matter. I slowed down and literally pushed him and pulled him to run. He ran like never before, we failed yes, but from a fail of 5 minutes to a fail of 30 seconds. There was tremendous inprovement!! I'm so proud of him!! Then I realise hey doing this really impacted him. What if I did this to everybody else!?!? Well then everything went well after school went to watch POC at Adrian's house just that it wasn't that impactful as last time though. Then watched spongebob squarepants!! Nice show!! Then i did the wierdest thing. I waited and studied below a block just to wait for someone!! Feels super stupid!

Well today woke up early, had to help out in Children Church. Oh man!! It was so interesting!! The kids are so cute!!! I could have squished some of them!! Well was doing level one traffic all the way though. Not bad good experiance. Then met a friends brother. Name's dennis and he's 5!! So cute!! Innocent little sweet thing!! After that rushed to SIS to do support. And wow!! it was like only half an hour of support for us. Was supposed to go out with bert and co. But man i'm so so sorry. It seems I got a little parental objection!! I wun PS you again!! Thats it!! Cya!!

PS.WOW!! something amazing happened!! Sijia actually treated me a cup of drink!!! WOW MAN!

Barely escaped!!

It was getting rather boring, studying day in day out at either Marine Parade library or school library or study area or even Macdonalds. It may seem interesting at first, but studying all these places for the past 2 years would give u a very strong feeling of Boringness!!! Well today I was desperate!! I needed to study and make it feel interesting! And what do you know. Me and Daryl Chia ended up at RJC!! And MAN!!! That school is beyond amazing!!! The size and the facilities!! This makes SRJC look tiny and Maris Stella unnoticable. The library was like 3 storeys high!! and almost every room was air-conditioned!! And it seems not everybodys a nerd there. What they say about libraries being quite was so true for RJC, it was one of the best!! very condusive!! And managed to complete like 3 chapters of chinese in 1 hour!! Was like so happy! Everything went well, intended to study for 3 hours and leave at 6. Little did I know there were teacher walking around checking student passes!! Thank God the teacher checked the group beside us first. We packed up and ditched the place ASAP!! But it was a good experiance!! And Thank God for Alvin!! He managed to like give one of the best crash course I have ever had. 2 full chapters of Maths in 2 hours!! Thats amazing!!! Well studying hard but also relying on God tremendously!!! Nothing can be done if well i don't put my trust in God!!

Start of school!! Wait did school even end??

Books weren't foreign to me even though the holidays have just ended. The whole holiday was used well and was rather productive. Much change was done. Coming back to school was a real shocker for many of us. To our horror, it seems not just 4A but 4B is also tested in out chinese o Levels!! How bad can it get!?!? Well nontheless i can still do well!! Nothing is impossible!! I was really happy yesterday when Wei Hao came to church!! I really do hope he enjoyed it and will really be commited to it! Not just that but I had 5 hours worth of briefing and meetings yesterday!!! Was so tired!! The biggest was the Easter indoor briefing. Compared to what we did in Benny Hinn, this should be easy!! Amazingly!! I'm going to be 84's runner!! haha...going to be at traffic!! I love that!! =)

ATF

Perhaps NPCC aint that boring after all. In fact, it can actually be kinda fun!! Today we went for the ATF which is Adventure Training Something. Forgot what the 'F' means, but well it was an NPCC activity held in Ubin. It was in fact more then fun!! It pushed many of us to the limit!! We conquered fears we never knew existed and well we accomplished tasks we never knew we could!! Flying from a 7 storey building, Using pure brute strength to climb from one structure to another 20 metres apart and 3 storeys above ground! Conquering whatever fear I had of darkness and it was a very big achievement for me!! I really had fun today!! Thanks to everyone who made this great activity possible!! Well yesterday we had the Sy Rogers mini conference. Man it was Awesome!! In fact it was better than that!!! It wasn't just entertainment but really words which really pierced my hearts and make me think!! Even though I was tired, even though i was feeling drained, It was really God's grace that I'm able to learn so much!! Well think thats about it!!

PS.WOW!!! Its an amazing breakthrough!! Sijia payed me for her food for once!! WoW!!=p

5 days of stretching, miracles!!

Past 5 days were phenomenal perhaps words cannot descride the awesomeness of everything that happened!!these 5 Benny Hinn was in town. He is a world known healing evangelist!! Man it was seriously awesome!! How he prayed for healing how people start standing up from their wheel chairs and everythin!! Well cut long stoy short, if not it'll take forever!! This is truly the 1st time I've seen this!! Whole zones fall under the power just like that!! Some stood up from their wheel chairs right before my own eyes!! Not only that, this time round for ushering was Brother Alex runner. Along with Qing ni and another sister. Well it was awesome!! Although it was very very tiring runnning at least a few km. I learnt alot though how the whole hall works. The importance of traffic and the minor details of everything!! Gonna cut long story short. It was a real learning experiance for me though. 1st time i was able to see counting occur.

Not Fat anymore!!

Do you like what you hear!!! Finally I discovered the skill of uploading songs into the blog. Don't say I'm Slow. I'm not!! Well made a few modifications here and there as well. Hope you all like it yeah. Well things happened today in school which were quite upsetting. Won't mention names but it all started with Mr Kuok coming up with a grading scheme for class cleaniness. It is insane, graded by A,B,C. A being a perfect clean class, B being a moderately clean, C being dirty. If we get C, the class has to stay back. If we got A for 10 days, we get 1 period off the day!! Well sounds like a good deal eh. Upon entering the class in the morning, my jaw almost dropped!! I have never seen 4F being so unbelievably clean!!! Everything was straight, clean and in an oderly manner! Thought we would definitely get an A. That's where we screwed up, It seems that the counselors were the ones grading and they gave us a C!! We were extremely well upset, and apparently some "kind,grateful" classmate started blaming our chairman for not cleaning his window. Being an extremely busy and stressed up fellow he started to lecture the class!! A chairman lecturing the class, that is like "respect!!". However it didn't stop there. For some reason, nobody knows. Our Chinese teacher came in and made some big fuss about chairman not being good. That really ticked him off. So he started showing his temper and left the class like that. Causing a lot of misunderstanding amongst the class. We were all confused after today. Man whats happening!! But I do hope everything goes back to normal tomorrow morning!

Well not just so much of bad stuff today. Finally!! Good news!! Lionel has started exercising again!! I realise that the gym has been opened for free use during recess. That makes me happy!! Everyday, i won't waste money on gaining fat but spend much needed time working my body!! Since I cant play basketball no more. Its better this way!!

Its not how you fall but how you pick yourself up!!

Tough decisions, tough times constantly hinder many people from rising to their fullest potential but a few go beyond their problems, some rise to the challenge to face their worst fears to become a victor at the end of the day. Be it in studies, ushering, your walk with God or even family problems. At times we have to remember that every problem is there for a reason!! Yesterday I was given the wonderful opportunity to take Hotel 4 (Hall traffic for ushering)! I was overjoyed! It was my very first time attempting to take a set all on my own. However, it was indeed a big challenge for me. I thank all the leaders there to help! I had a wonderful experience as a hotel 4. Even though it wasn't a very good attempt, i was still happy cuz i learnt from my mistakes!! Now people may experience truly tough times when families are falling apart or something like that. Dun lose hope!! Even in the lowest point, your situation can be salvaged for the greater good!! God still loves you and you'll always have a spiritual family!!

A purpose!!

There are many things I appreciate, many things I love.
Many things i thank God for....
Many things I get excited about.....

BUT there is only One, just One i bow to.....
One that i'm Given to....
One that i'd bear my All to....
One i would rather walk with than anything......
Just One..... The ONE.

Lionels getting fat!!!

The ultimate horror or biggest shock is that Lionel!!! Yes lionel!! is getting fat!!! Oh man!! However However, Not much of fat i guess, rather more of weaker. Went to gym today and to my astonishment. I couldn't carry something that is so light!! (forgot the weight) I used to lift these weights for warm ups....and now its literally pushing me all the way to the limit!! Well at least the truth is discovered and it hurts!! But the truth sets you free!!! now I can get back the Lionel body once again!!

Perhaps there's sense in nonsense

Laziness is a constant annoyance I have to deal with every single day. Be it at home, in school. However the area with the word laziness pasted everywhere is during npcc activities. I have never really 'enjoyed' an activity after a tremendously long time. I'm literally dragged to activity almost everyweek. I have not like it since NPCC day parade last year, i'm going to spare all the details. But something happened today which gave sense to all the nonsense that we have been facing. its tiring boring and well i realised maybe there is a point to all the rugged training. Giving discipline, endurance friendships. At times i regret joining NPCC and at times i regret slacking. Now its all coming to light. There is a purpose for everything in this world indeed!!! Today we didn't have English lesson but we were relieved by our VP. She spoke to my class about bucking up!! Believing in yourself, studying really hard!!! And i always thought this school was total nonsense. Well looks like i was proven wrong.

Gone gone gone...

Anger and disappointment filled me to the point of rage today, however, it was only for like what a second?? For some particular reason, i was rather light hearted not fearing much. Well in case some don't know. My hp got confiscated...will tell u my temp number later. k nothing much today. cya!!

Transecending all boundaries-a friend

In many situations, Love has its ability to conquer whatever may come its way. It may not just be the love shared between a guy and a girl. Rather it has many variations. One specific type of love I'm sure all of us share is the brotherly love or rather love between friends. Friends aren't just people you meet in your daily life be it school or work place. They are people who stick with you, share burdens with you, listen to you, build you up spiritually mentally and physically.In the family of Christ it is exactly the same thing. Sometimes people often question me, why don't you get angry?? Why don't you retaliate when you are being pissed off?? A question sometimes I myself have no answer for. Issit because I juz don't care? Today I realised its not so simple. There's no point in being angry. You curse him, things get worst. You bless him, he gets confused. Not only that, since I'm going to be seeing him almost everyday for the whole year, I mind as well enjoy him. Simple as that. Thats why I choose not to flare up or anything like that. A friend won't focus on how ugly you look how bad you act. He will still care about you and love you as a friend.

97 days...

Clocks are ticking away. 97 days left to the big chinese O level exams. The thought of it horrifies me. It may just be because I have not properly preapared myself, or maybe I'm just paranoid. Either way, the date still stands, 30th May 2005. 97 days from now it will actually happen. Not only that, its going to be tight for me the next month. I have to be able to prioritise, serving God and putting much needed effort in my studies. I have to be able to chew gum and walk meaning i have to learn to do twice at once!!! This reality was smacked in my face by Desmond Lim although its really stressing me out. I thank God for that smack though. Nontheless I will still be very on fire for God. Always doing my best and looking to God for direction. Sometimes when you don't know what to do. God is there to help!! That leads me to the next topic. Spiritual discernment is going to be very important for the next few weeks and conferences. I'm going to have to exercise it to the max. I'm gonna need Gods help to flow with the Holy Spirit during services especially in ushering when I'm really going to rely on Gods strength. At times for no particular reason you may be looking around, and wow u spotted something. Coincidence? I think not. In the next few weeks I'll have to rely on God to point out these problems situations to me during the conferences. I indeed rely on God.

Even though I walk throught the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. for you are with me.
-King David

Looking towards the cross all the time... 

TP Open house

A form of craze has hit the area of tampinese in Tamesak Poly!! Went there with Kenny and Desmond Lin to check it out. After all TP is the next best thing after JC. Looking left right and scanning the whole building, it was quite good a campus, much bigger than Maris stella which is most definite. The 1st stop was the school of Applied Science, Not bad, however the course wasn't as good as expected. The Chemical engineering was good but lacked the 'fun' factor I guess. The secondary choices to Chemical engineering were all associated with Biology. A subject little to be desired by me. Next stop was business School, I would say I'm quite impressed by it, facilities provided were acceptable, most importantly it had more of the 'fun' factor compared to the Science school. What impressed me most was the CMM or most commonly referred to as Mass Com. A course which I have always been thinking of joining, being the inquisitive boy that I am, A question arose, "What are the requirements to get in?". To my extreme amazement "11-13 points and an A1 or 2 for English Language." Whatever dream and thought I had about going to mass com was shattered in an instant. There were other courses like Hospitality and Tourism Management. A good course just that it is a little boring here and there but a job in the future would almost be confirmed. After all, Singapore is moving to the Tourism Industry( Someone out there better treat me something for writing this...You know who ar =p). Next was engineering school. Sorry but I was far from impressed!! We just went there because Kenny wanted to. It was extremely boring! Maybe due to the huge lack of interest with computers?? I am a simple guy, don't mind many jobs just don't put me in front of a computer and typing the whole day. Please don't I hate it!! Next and last stop was the CCA booth. Nothing much there, got many many free gifts and was pleasantly surprised by the variation of CCA given. Well This is TP. Just remember!! Anyone in TP no offence but ya SAJC is still my 1st choice. TP is my 1st choice for Poly though!!

1/3 Physical 2/3 spiritual

Sweat is something that feels so foreign to me after not producing it for one entire week!! This was due to the disgusting and horrendous rash which is spreading on my laft arm. No where else, Due to the rash Sports has become an enemy, Laughter and jokes have been hurled at me. Getting a bit bored of it though. And yes, today i finally reached a point where i could no longer take that rash. Went to see the doctor to discover its more than any other normal foor allergy rash. Everything was uncertain about the rash, but ione thing was certain, I'll need really strong medicine. The doctor gave me tablets which were the size of half an eye. Now that was scary.
Another incident was todays PE lesson. It was different today. I was not excited or anxious for PE whatsoever. Maybe it's because of the rash and I know I won't perform well in the run. So as expected we were scheduled to run one round around the school. Not too tough, but for someone who is in my condition it would be an amazingly big feat. Even though I had the rash I ran nontheless. I was determined to do my best. So as the ran began I felt physically tired the 1st 1km. How was i to survive the next half?? Then I recalled the sermon of reality being a limiter of your life. In our whole bodily nature, we are split into 2 different components. Body and spirit. I had already lost in my physical self. But I kept pounding in my mind "I am only 1/3 physical and its only going to limit me. I have to focus on the spriitual me which can conquer everything!" So surprisingly I did much better than expected and this was all due to God's work. Nothing else.

Stand By Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, oh I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me,
Stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
Or the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh wont you stand now, stand by me

Valentines day!!

Love is in the air people!! Love is in the air!! Its valentines day today. A day full of kissing hugging cuddling so on and so forth...but well not for me. I'm single! So i'm just gonna treat it like any other normal day. But seems like nobody else is treating it like a normal day. 1st thing came to school for morning assembly and lo and behold. Mr Kuok was at the prodeum speaking abt V-day. But the wierdest thing. Have no idea how he talks and talks until it ends up to studying. Ok left morning assembly in a state on confusion. Geog lesson came and my friend(moo) was sitting beside me and slumping saying he's going to head to the most romantis location in the World, but to cry!! So dotz!!! But there were good things as well. People scheduled for dates here and there. Everybody being kind of loving here and there today. Was supposed to go out with one of my friend today(nt gf ar). But couldn't, needed to study. SO SORI!!!! public apology. Well things went well. Watched the vcd about a boy. Surprisingly good. Touching movie. Well I'm supposed to be mugging like a maniac just about now?? haha!! CYA PEOPLE!!! To everybody out there, couples, married couples or just singles!!! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

CNY!!! A breakthrough one!

Showers of blessing has been open upon me in this time of festivities. Other than me skipping school on friday. Everything was rather pleasant and enjoyable this New year. Got quite a few Hong Baos but didn't bother to count. Was rather oblivious to the fact that they were there during this season. Other than being blessed multiple times. I was shocked when one of my unchurched cousins gave $50 to my brother to give it as a thanksgiving offering to God for everything he has done in his life. Another shocking thing is 2 of my cousins are pregnant!!! Which means i'm going to be an uncle soon!! Unbelievable?? Believe it...This year was also different because this year i wasn't presecuted very badly or made a fool of. Rather this year many more cousins and relatives come to believe in God. They just need the extra push!! Then they'll be in church!! Another unexplainable happening was that on Friday i was walking out to the bus stop. A man stopped me and offered me a modelling job!! Oh mAN!!!!! AHHHH!! Well i had to decline but i told him If i needed cash i would call him!! And its $60 an hour!!!!!!

Shall we dance?? Not strong but made strong

bursting out in laughter, yesterdays reunion dinner cum house warming at my aunt's house was an enjoyable one. We Spent our time eating and well watching a movie which well impacted me in a way. It was 'Shall We Dance', a very good show!! It was about a man dancing to be happy!! I kinda looked back to bball and thought hmmm, now i play juz for the fun for the game!!And i truly enjoy it!
Next issue was about today. Hmmm well many many other people are going to blog about john bevere and his preaching so ya i dun think i'm going to blog about tat but it was more about 2day's ushering duty. It was great and everything well i wasn't really showing much leadership though however thats besides the point. One occasion was when we were keeping the chairs. Btw, most of us can only carry 2 chairs. So one brother tried to carry 3 or 4 chairs which is a feat. I asked him, hey are you able to carry that many chairs. He turned to me smiled and said. "no I can't, thats why i'm carrying them!!" At that moment I was so inspired by his words. Many times we are unable to do some tasks laid out for us. But if we don't do it, If we don't step out in Faith to believe in God that "Hey maybe this is possible!!". nothing would be accomplished. We aren't strong but we are made strong!!!

Sad game...X country

Entering the Court, I could feel the tension in all of my fellow players, managed to follow the school team bus, and while the team people were warming up, one by one. So many lay-ups missed. I could feel something is wrong. Was it because they were nervous? I hoped not. It would cost us dearly if there was any form of self-doubt in the players. Game began, Tip-off, and Off we went!!! Or should i say to the back we go!! They got the 1st posession and made a lay-up. That moment on many of us knew it was going to be a hard game, but we still kept playing as hard as we could nontheless. Slowly but surely they began to lead us. 5-8-14-20. Coach then called a time out, but it wasn't of much use, in fact we began losing even more. Many of our Star players weren't really performing. by the time 4th quarter came we were still losing by 20. For many of us, all hope was lost. However, for those on the court, they fept shooting,kept defending, kept giving their all. Game ends in a loss. We couldn't catch up losing by 20. Its over...Maris Stella Basketball for some of us ended last month, but now same situation is happening. Not for me but for the sec 4s. Although we could not escape from the fact we lost. We still lifted our heads high!! =)

After Watching we rushed down for X-Country!!! Well did well. Strange thing is last year i really did my best ang got 80 plus position. But this year i didn't really go all out for it but got 73rd placing. Strange?? Well like what bible says, focus on God and everything else would just fall in place! Well i'm very happy for Wei Hao. Did very well!! Good Job!!

If the world makes a mistake its still a mistake

Dragging myself to school every single day cause of the late nights spent on the phone books or com. However today was different. Morning assembly started with A new teacher lecturing the whole school. Everybody was really upset and unhappy, however, for some of me and my friends, it didn't stop there, We went back to class frustrated. (PS nvr heard me say i'm angry right). Well I couldn't concentrate for the first 2 periods cause i was thinking about what he said. Then I realise, hmmm maybe he got some logic in all that rubbish. One thing for sure, he's much better than most of the DMs. Scolding us for no paricular reason.
Second traumatic incident was the shaving gel!!! Yesterday some classmates fooled around and poured some gel on the teachers desk. Our teacher found out and scolded the whole class, Many of us could still take her scoldings till after recess when she wanted to send 2 classmates to DM. The whole class was furious!! Most of us were argueing cause there was no reason to send them down. 1) She doesn't know who did it. Even the monitor was on our side. Its like ' HELLOOO!!! Do you know when you're wrong!!!'. She kept asking the person to own up, the class kept silent. Not because we are fearful but cause we didn't wanna sabo our frenz. So having no solution, she issued a punishment for the entire class. However, it wasn't carried out after all. This was due to our friend who owned up. In the end the punishment was lifted. I would remember this incident not as an act of rebellion but a time when the whole class was untied in crisis, when we stood up for what we believed in.

This is me being prayed for during baptism! 

Me studying at 11 pm at mac last year. Will tat happen this year?? 

Bro coming back and Scary day

People come and go, but family members stick beside you whether you like it or not. Seeing my brother depart from our home country heading off to New Zealand to serve our nation didn't really impact me or make me feel very sad for some reason. I mean yes, He's gone, Would most indefinately feel sad, But this time round, wasn't so bad. Frankly, Wayne Choong practically slipped of my mind the moment the day ended. Sounds evil eh, but strangely today as he returned home. Seeing him made me feel happy and warm inside. Giving me smiles and laughter the moment my eyes were laid on him. Moral of story is, Treasure your loved ones man! Even though they may seem insignificant at present time. When they're gone. You will miss them! Next up! Jokes and Laughter were filling the air as Me and my classmates were heading to geog lecture. Was shocked to see Mr Lau suddenly appear behind us tellingus to tuck in shirts etc. And apparently, behind us were a group of boys coming in late and making much noise! DK(Dennis Koh)(DM) followed behind them soon after asking for the boys who were knocking on the staff room window. Unbelievably he called me out!! and oh my Goodness! My HP was in the pocket. It was so so so scary. It almost got confiscated but thank God it didn't. So another moral. sometimes we don't have to fear many things. Like i was scared for nothing, he wasn't even looking out for a handphone. And if you have a clear conscience theres nothing to fear!!

January is history(pizza hut)

The current date is 1st of Febuary. And indeed January is History!! 1 month down and 9 more to go before the big O. Nonetheless! I will not put so much stress on myself. Its slow constant studying from now onwards. Have not updated my blog for the past week cause was kind of busy with well Everything!! I really thank God now I'm not thinking of BGR or stuff like that. People obsessed with that would really have to manage their time well. Let me update you of interesting things last week. Hmmm a peculiar incident which kinda caught my attention was when i went to pizza hut with my mum after i cut my hair. Quite shocked to realise the restuarant was not filled with humanity instead it was 90% vacant. However, the thing that caught my attention was the waitress, I was not impressed by her beauty whatsoever, I was impressed by her courtesy and her friendliness. She gave a very sweet looking smile. PS. I was melting. More importantly her co-worker was scolded by her their manager cause of some calculation problems. To my surprise, that waitress didn't attend to other customers but Comforted her hurt friend. That was what caught my eye the most. PPL!!! This is my type of gal!! Not saying i want a GF but ya if i were to have one. She'll something like that. =)

New man...Officially!!!

Plunged into the water as choong jan tai and arising as Lionel with expressions of happiness an joy which couldn't be expressed in english orwhatever natural tongues for that matter. What has happened you may ask?? If you really have no idea I just got baptised!! Being dipped and soaked into the water just as Jesus was. For jesus this significant act marked the start of something so amazing no man or natural science could comprehend. However, for my case. This act is significant for me in the sense that from this point on i'll 1) Be known officially as Lionel from now on. 2) Officially a christian in the outside world and 3) Officially dedicate myself to the church and for the mighty works of Christ Jesus!! For Jesus this marked something amazing. For me, i do hope that this is the start of a new Lionel. A new man in the inside,officially, and out with the Old Man,Officially. Lionel who is going to impact and change the world. A new and reborn man!! Well this was the highlight of the day.Praise god that that wasn't the end. My dad, uncle and even my grandma who is very against the church came to witness the baptism. That brought me much joy!!! Ps. I quit rose online le.=)

???

Time is really precious this year. Every second means a very big deal!! And for me, time is being spent very well. With a very clear mind. Till now. When my life was infused with an addiction. A game called R.O.S.E online. An extremely enjoyable MMORPG game(Or maybe its my 1st that's why Its appeals to me very much). I've been filling my days with this game. I'm spending too much time on it!!! Studies are being neglected and shoved aside. Very soon I may start failing if I do not stop. So the important thing to do is to think!!! How do I play and study and keep my 5 hours of studying a day goal. Ideas have been rushing through my mind as I'm blogging. Hmmm? The obvious solution many of you would be thinkin would be to uninstall the extremely addictive game!! But man, I can't bear to do it. So therefore a compromise has been reached. I can only play 1 hour a day. No more. But if you sit and ponder about it. What about basketball?? What about my friends?? Hmmm. That would be yet another episode of my life. Right now. I'm just going to stick with this plan!!! Besides, I'm not surprised if one fine day I wake up and get bored with the game.
Well In case some of you may not know. 2moro is the day. The day of reckoning. When i throw away my old man( Please note "old man" is not my father but my old self) in an official manner. People!!! I'm going to be fully immersed in water. I'm going to get baptised!!! Extreme joy came to me when my mum signed the consent form. Its a day which i have been waiting oh so patiently. I would be a christian in an official way and I would be lionel officially as well!!! Not only thst. But the next most satisfying thing was that my Father would be coming to witness my baptism!!! Finally!!! My father is coming!!!=)

Year Of excitement,Sacrifices...And Walking On!!!

22 Days pasts like the wind. It's now 127 days to our inevitable Big 'O' Levels. Can't say I'm petrified, Can't say I'm Over-Joyed. But I'm looking forward to the day nonetheless. Filled With determination I'm Walking On!!! I'm Conquering my Worst Fears, My worst subjects. And I'm not merely going to do it with my own Strength. But with someone who gives unlimited strength, Spunk, energy, Enthusiasm and all other Positive Words known to man. Who else could it be? None other than My Jesus!! He's beside me all the way. That's why I can Speak So confidently. The past week was a mind boggling and nerve wrenching one, Challenges and intensive moments were coming and Going. A maths and Chem Results,And Well Frankly i am not pleased with all my teachers. Queenie Chua is no longer teaching. Replaced by Ms Khoo. She isn't really a teacher who is easily pleased. Ms Chan, Cai Tou is still here. Despite the fact that the teachers this year turn out for the worst. I'm not going to let this pull me down. I'm going All the Way! With or without them. The game of basketball no longer plays a big role in my life any longer. I'm was depressed at first till now. I'm finally set free!!! I'm Happy!!!=)

New Tuition Teacher!!!

Well hey hey!! 2day well was ok...nothin much study at marine parade library. Nothin exciting till night time when i had my new tuition teacher...In case u din noe. I fired my old one cuz well freankly he isn't much of a use to me. So from now onwards its gonna bae a guy called Alvin. He's really different. Craps here and there. And makes lesson interestin. Frankly i was kinda surprised he turned out to be such a nice guy. Well He also kind of drove 2 topics of A maths and mind u it was the 2 toughest. And I caught it all in my head. Thank God for such a great teacher and amazingly i can link with him. He treats me as a friend not a student. Very happy!!! =).

Bye bye bro!!!

Hey hey!!!Came back from sending my bro off...he's going to new zealand for his NS training...heard its kinda tough man. Well too bad for him. Who knoes in a few years time its gonna be my turn again!!! Well these few days have been kinda tough for me. Really physically pushing the limits. Yts studied for so long i wanna die le. 2day went fro bball training. Dunno why but really all the drive to train is gone le. Kinda wierd. Well besides the point. I really do hope tat i can strive through this year and i believe i can do it!! Yeah man!

this was my goal for like 2 years...now its coming to an end...frankly i'm a bit sad its ending just like tat...but its for the greater good!!! I'll miss you Liu Chuan Feng!!! 

this is me scting cute!!=p 

1st week of school

Wa seh.The 1st week has ended.Thank God for that.This year is indeed gonna be a tough year. Cuz its 5 days week le.So i'm gonna be kinda busy like everyday. well fridays in np.This week had bball trainin on thursday,then np on friday then bball again on saturday. It was really tirin...think i'm gonna get sick really soon man.Well most of my worries are also over cuz well its the end of my bball life le!! Haha...no more trainin...juz plain fun playing. I dun have to waste time shooting myself but really have fun. Its kind of wierd.I know myself its obvious i wont get inside,but went for my last trainin 2day and well its no pressure at all,juz play...haha think its gonna be like that everytime i play bball.But as always...Maris B boys...better make me proud and win the competition!!!! Well this week also had many tests. Next week also got geog and SS test.Whats wrong with the school man. Tests tests tests, Well maybe good maybe bad also. well i plan le. I aim to get 8 points. I repeat 8 points. Sounds impossible??? well Like what Addidas always say. Impossible is nothing. So well It can be done, Juz with alot of hard work i guess. I really do hope I can shine for God in my O levels.Well to all sec 4s...Study hard man!!

still surviving!!!

Hey Hye once again!! Well what to say what to say. Kind of a frustrating day. The A maths test 2day was like so annoying!!! I realised that the question ain't that tough after all.But one problem.I didn't know how to do all of them!! If these questions were posed to me in the final year paper last year i would score.But well sad case i guess.Didn't study too hard. Thats what alot of my friends felt also,so i'm not the only guy=).Well still lifting my head up high. Afternoon went to play bball.For like 1 hour.I must not give in to temptation. Then wow!!! I managed to hurt my ankle in that 1 hour!!! Well life has to go on despite these minor set backs. 2moro is the physics test. Hope to do well man. I really do hope to pass. So well must study real hard 2day. Faith is an Act yeah!!! Think I'm going to have to start counting down le. Counting down to what?? The big Os man. May be too early but after what audrey Chong told my class 2day. I'm kinda scared and serious about it man. HAha.K think thats about it man. Gtg study le.See you!!!

New Year!!! STart of School le

Hey hey once again!!! well 2day is the 1st day of sch for 2005!!!! Amazing right....well time truly flies...It was juz like yesterday when i was a small kid in secondary one.Then wow.Lionel Has grown up...haha...Well kind of started this year on a positive note.Woke up feeling happy,excited and looking forwad to the future. Dunno why but went to school happy despite the fact that i was in for a tough week with all the level tests i have to take. No matter.I'm really gonna study hard for it.I hv many goals for 2005, grow more in God.Doing well in studies.And well to many ppl this would shock them but also to end my basketball career well.Dun get me wrong.Not to stop playing totally.I hv to play.Or i'll get fat.But i wont compete or really be devoted to the game.well its really a sacrifice i guess.It's somethin i really love.and i'm giving it up.yup!!! and i'm happy about it!!=p k then think tats abt it. Gotta go study.So see you ppl!!!

2 days to new year!!!!!

Man its awesome when i look back at the year man....Every year end i look back and think abt my life.Its fascinating to realise what stupid and funny mistakes we have done.At times i laugh juz by thinkin about it.Well thats besides the point. I'll tell u more 2moro man.Well 2day was well nothin special.Went for Np in the mornin.Special activity cuz it was games day!!! woohoo!! nvr had that much fun in a long time.Later going to meet with adrian.Supposed to go shopping!!! Again...wa seh...I'm goin to go broke one day man.Hope to get some new yr clothes. Well i'm at current trying my very best to get my father to allow me to be baptised.I really wanna get baptised so bad. So ppl out there pray for me k!!! Wahaha!Well 2moro is new yr eve.Haven really study as much.A little worried abt my studies...hmmm?? =p K then.I gtg now...Cya!!!

I'm back once again!!!

Its been like so super long since i blogged...well i'm lazy...You can't help it right. Well many things happened ever since i stopped. Exams ended.Hols started.ANd now hols ending.It all went by like so fast.ALl the fun and stuff. Still doing well in usher ministry...learning much more now.Still doing well in God. Well if I'm going to go into the details.Its going to be super long so spare me! I'm still playing basketball. Well there came a point where it really got boring for me.There just wasn't the drive there anymore.No more purpose in playing the game.Till recently when i realise that it makes me happy while playing it also develpos friendship. Thats why i decided to give it one last shot at this.One last shot at the game. But this time i play and train with a purpose. It drives me a little.Speaking of friends. Made some new ones. Let me intro. Tim1, David and Sijia!!!! Well they're all ushers but well u'll be hearing more about them. I realise that really i'm surrounded by many gd ppl too...Be it sch or church...Not something you hear from me right. well i'm super tired now cuz i spent the whole night on the phone till 5 so ya.I'm dead tired.Wonder how my friend managed to wake up at 7.45.Hmmm??? Well NVM!!! scrap that.Good night ppl!! or good morning??

I'm Back!!

Harlow!! Its been so long sice i blogged eh.But muz understand la...Exams!! Well i'm actually back ahead of schedule.Exams haven finish yet.2moro will be A maths.But for some reason i'm not stress at all.Dunno why but think its coz i've been working since school started so well i stick to the saying "slow and steady wins the race" so well i hope so yeah!! Well i hv really been studying kinda hard till exams started when i started slowing down liao...kinda wierd eh.But well kinda sian of studying!! Share somethin with u all.Somethin really cool happened on tuesday.Was my E maths paper and well can say kinda ez.But i came across a question i din noe.So well i skip then when i went back to check was stuck for with tat questions.So well i suddenly thought of somethin.I closed my eyes.Bent down and well Started praying really silently for God's help!!And well i kinda followed what Huizi did.I really cast out all fear and trust God.And true enough!! I got a hint from the Holy Spirit "Right Angle".Then i checked the paper and amazingly it fitted perfectly!! then i continued doing and got my 4 marks!!Amazing yeah!!=p Cya guys when exam really ends!!

3 weeks from now!!

Hey hey!!Well 2day was kinda cool...Went to church wearing a new long sleeve shirt and new jeans both bought by my parents.Well wore it coz i'm doin greeters 2day!!Greeting almost everybody who comes into church.Yup!!Then durin svc it was really gd coz the sermon really impacted me.Abt changing our thinkin,Mixing faith with the word.Acting the Word.And putting jesus 1st.Although the msg was for financial abundance but i somehow felt tat it applied alot to my studies.When you study Muz remember God's Word etc. I am an overcomer and muz follow God's plan!Then when u study dun think confirm fail de muz put faith and say confirm pass and A liao! Then well muz put God 1st!! When study muz study for God and doing everything for him!!Lastly muz change our thinkin...Well We hv to bring out the old self renew our mind then put in the new one.U can't put the new over the old u hv to remove the old 1st!! That leads me to the last thing.So sori coz well i hv to put out the old man which is well the person who keeps using the com and dun study.So well i wun be coming online till after exams so very sori!!I hv to be the new person liao!!Cya!! Hope the next time i blog it'll be gd news abt my exam!!

Give Bball another Go!?

Hey hey ppl!!How has things been??So sori for not updating...Exams really near and like really stress and tired! But well...many things hv been happening.Ppl say i hv become more girly...wearing pink.Using pink and purple highlighter and colouring my notes pink and purple...girly meh??Oso faced with a very direct question...Should i continue bball and give it another go?Tis has been ringing in my head for this week.I gave it up as in stopped being obsessed and training so hard for it since june.Yes i still play but not as often.Well kinda left my number 1 dream during youth conf.Then of all times begin to wonder should i give it 1 more shot.Since next year 'B' boys oso.Wat do u all think??AHHH! Well studying has been ok ba.Not so stress liao...Dunno y for some reason.And well 2day jian come my hse study and he saw my sec 3 picture.He gave the very scary remark "Lionel,You seem to hv grown chubbier." Oh no!! I'm getting fat!! Muz start exercising liao!! Well 2day has been a gd journey with the holy spirit as well.Din wear my W.W.J.D band but somehow i felt i was doing it even though i din wear it so was kinda happy!! k then byez!! PS.To all 3F ppl.Thinking of setting up class blog...wan??

SAS??

Hey hey! Well it has been a little wierd these few days.Feeling a bit less stress so well dunno if tats gd or not!=p.2day was well rather interesting.Sch was great.Chem test was well easier than expected! And well the real fuyn starts after sch! I was supposed to study with jian at parkway parade but we found a better place in sch!Sori but u all can't go coz its restricted!Its an SAS session with Ms Audrey Chong at the chapel.Frankly i hv no idea why is it called SAS but it was really gd!Completed my work extremely fast and had fun as well! We had a radio and it was tuned in to class 95.And being an eng teacher.Audrey Chong couldn't help but listen to the game that was on air and there was a prize as well!!$900!!!and to win...very simple...They give u clues and a few letters and u are to guess the word.So we played and we tried to call in but couldn't get thru!!AHHH!It was very annoying coz the word we got...Was right!!$$900 would hv been ours!NVM!!After studying at 4.30 we tried to sneak into the maris residents and very amazingly we saw the jacuzzi!!! And i actually caught a pic of it in my phone!!Woohoo!!

Feeling Stretched!!And its great!

Hey hey!Well so sori for not updating for a while!Well this week was well rather mad.Ran up and down studying studying studying!Its hectic coz i spend like 6 hrs after sch studying!!And its not even exam period yet!!So think next week will be worst.Actually resting coz i took Jian's advice and unwind for the day!Many things been happening!I look at matthew and man he's sad.He used to be the most hyper cheerful and crappy guy in our class and now he juz looks so washed up!everyday come sch sleep on his table at the corner and nobody cares.Think coz of Ytd Panda Eye went to tell him in the face see you next year(Means retain liao).Then 2day kana whack by mrs heng coz he lost a whole tray of paint which cost 140 bucks! And all the teachers juz not being his side.Tried to help but he juz scolds me everytime i try.He wants to pass but he's juz too demoralised to do so!Well anyway!Everybody has really started mugging!!And well I'm really stretching my capacity everyday!!Its very tiring but very shiok coz its like me plugging into God like a socket then get power from him!!Its awesome!!Woohoo!

gd start i guess!!

Hey hey!!Well 2day was kinda diff!!Woke up differently!!Woke up looking forward to the day and happy!Sounds wierd right.Well have to say that after what i learnt ytd.The holy spirit gives me the annoiting and the joy!!I was in tune with him and lots of things were very diff!!2days mornin assembly was diff as well.The start of the end so well thought the VP will like give a warning speech but she spoke of "and then some".Sounds wierd again but was a little moved by it!Muz exceed the normal and think differently to succeed!!Then well lesson was rather gd altho it was very unexpected and it felt wierd as well playing bball.Exams in 3 weeks.Nothing can be tat scary at this point of time.So well its the begining of the end!!Like countdown to die.But well i really hope its a countdown to A's!!Right everyone!!Well leave u with a song...

Mariah Carey
Hero:
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

Evermore

Evermore
by Hillsong United

Lost for words with all to say
Lord you take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
For you are holy
And as I look upon your name
Circumstances fade away
Now your glory steals my heart
You are holy
You are holy Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for your glory
With all my heart I'll say
I'm living for your name
With all to give you praise
We're living for your glory Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for your glory

Hey Hey!!Well 2day will not be tokin abt my day coz felt tat this song is really gd and all of u shld hear it!!We dun live for ourselves...we live for ur glory!!Woohoo!!Btw....sch starting 2moro!!Lets chiong all the way for the end-of-year paper!!!

4 days of Power!!!

Hey hey!!Sori nvr update for the past 2 days!!Cause it has been really wild and fun man!!Then 2day nvr go np again.Feel very bad le.Overslept!!AHHH!!Well nvm!!Think go school will kana scolding de.Well wat to do!!The past 2 days,2day and 2moro will be all church and God man!!Thursday go church for the overnight pm!!nvr felt better durin that meetin!!Carried the walkie set and was traffic for usher.In case u all dunno wat i'm talkin abt.Its ushering the ppl to the diff areas during the meetin and u're like the in-charge!!WOW!!So ya.We prayed and prayed...God's precense was extremely strong!!I have the faith that all our prayers will be answered!Then ytd was another prayer meeting with the diff schools like temasek etc.Then 2day will be cg day and 2moro svc!!Really hope that it'll be a great time!!For all u non-christians reading this.Well our christian life is a supernatural one!!Prayer does miracles.Dun confuse it with the normal mornin prayer that is like SO DEAD every mornin in school!And one sad student muz recite it everyday.Its like you talking to God personally and he hears it.Can pray abt any and everythin...BGR,u name it u can pray it!! So well looks like tats it!! Cya guys!!

Long day 2day

Hey hey!!Well 2day was kinda cool.Had to skip np 2day again.At first felt very bad but well.Its for a good cause.If u all are wondering y i din go.Its coz of the bball match in the mornin!!It was very last minute.Was told on wed so well.Play play lor.But!!!To my extreme surprise!We played against thai ppl!!A bit huh??But we played anyway and not to my surprise we lost!!But wat to do.all of their players are taller than us and most can dunk!!But it was still a good game.Fast break run like siao.Really go all out until after the match wan to go np cannot.Really sretched beyond my limits!!Scored abt 10 plus so not bad ba.After tat went to eat roti prata.Ate like $8 worth of it!!Well i was hungry!!Tats abt it i guess,and later goin church.And guess wat time!? i'm leavin the house at 10!! Wahaha!!coz got overnight prayer meetin.in case u all dunno wats tat.Its a time where we pray overnight for many things and for great breakthru!!Then 2moro early mornin my house oso got prayer meetin!!Dunno if i can stretch until like tat!!Thank God i friday got nothing on.So dun bother askin k!!Well looks like i did most of my hw oso.Muz pia man.Ltr s'pore idol think muz miss oso!!k man! Cya guys!!

Holiday?? What Holiday??

Ok this is getting a bit mad.What's this week called??Its called holiday week or a break week right.Well what do you know??It's Not One For Me!!!!Well almost everyday i hv to go back to school for either extra lesson,np or Oral.Only have one sad day which is free.Thats Friday.And i would think i need to study on that day!!Wats up with tis man!?Well nvm!!Everythin is well goin well till the most annoying thing happened!!2moro!!I was all geared up and ready to go np!!Wanted to be more dedicated and commited to it!!What i learnt on sunday i can apply to all aspects of my life.I wanna be more into np and help the unit!!But!I was called to lunch with my parents.And cannot go np!!This is getting so ironic eh??A few months ago i so hated np.Now i'm like enthu!
2day was oral exam.And well it was the time when Lionel had nothing to say!!See me talk so much but during the oral din really talk about it.Well the whole oral was about dancing and the arts scene.Would have to say that the reading i did was lousier than expected. But the Pic discussion and the conversation was not bad!!She even said that my ideas were good!!But a little jumbled up!! And one very good thing i can give to all my church frenz is that during the discussion time and if u dunno wat to say.Talk about God or the bible!!I'm serious!!Thats what i did!! You've got limitless topics and ideaas u can extract from and link to ur conversation!! Well think tats abt it.Cya guys!!

wahaha!!Good Bye Baby!!

Hey hey!!2day was one of the most shocking days!! Really kinda sad coz i gave my Baby away for one month!!The baby i fought with.The baby i shouted at and loved!!The black and silver baby that i used to shoot 2000!!haha!!Its my basketball!! Well yup its gone for a month!Lend it to wei hao to focus on my studies since exam is 1 month away oso. So 2day played my last game! Then well my hols like no hols le!!Everyday muz go back sch le!!But well cannot be too engrossed in studyin oso.Well tis is due to a meetin ytd...kinda happy coz i went for the meetin with brother Alex!!Then it was really gd coz well he spoke abt commitment to ushering!!Nvr knew it was so much!!Well lazy write all out....so well will tell u in time to come!!Cya guys!!Btw Oral exam 2moro!! Any tips??

I am More Than A Conqueror

I am more than a conqueror!! Rings a bell in ur head?? Guess not eh. Well this phrase has inspired me in many ways.To be a victor in any and everything!! To me tis verse from the bible has encouraged me to excel and do my best in every possible way. Well some of u may not know it.But well Living with God aint a boring and fictional thing.Its real and Tangible man!!You can really feel him.Its no joke...u can cry even though u're a guy and jump for joy coz of him!!Not only tat we can do all things and all means ALL things!! A major part of the optimistic side of me comes from this phrase.Well I said this well coz i thought it'll let u all noe more abt wat i believe in and my daily life.
Life 2day is well rather rushed up and down.1st time tis year that well a fight occured in class.And well the most unpredictable guy started it...Matthew...The art freak fought man...very shocked.Pulled them apart though.Hiaz...the 1st real fight...Last year dunno got how many!!Well juz now oso chiong the national heritage badge.Kinda amazed we were able to finish it in such a short time frame oso...happy!!!somemore 2moro last day of sch!! Woohoo!!but even b4 hols start its all booked liao...wierd eh...k then cya guys arnd!!

In and Out

Hey hey everyone!!Well sori ar.I update my blog in and out de.Well tats me man.Time flies fast man.Few weeks ago i was working like mad for my ca2, And now wat do u noe.Its 34 days to SA2!!wow!! SO well i'm goin to slack to the max for the next 4 days and then i'm gonna chiong until i get white hair the next 30.2day was a very tirin day.Woke up at 10...went back to sleep again then woke up by Jian's call to play bball.We played for like 3 hrs.But was SUPER tired!! the sourt was in walking distance but shared cad with eric they all.Think this will also be the last few times of chionging bball liao.Now that i think of it.I've been looking to the past alot.But now i realised!! Its time for me to scrap the past and press on to the things that are ahead!! God blessed me with this revelation 2day.Felt great man!!Now i oso doin the PTI report for mty squad.Realised that well NP is getting more and more fun.Dunno why but its just like that la.Funny eh.Sec 2 totally lost interest.Then now kinda interested liao.OH MAN!!If i juz stayed enthu!!=p Cya guys arnd!!

Busy man!!

Hey hey!!surprised i din update my blog!? Well so sori eh.These few days hv really been hectic runnin here and there...up and down.Well finally got back all my results.Well i'm happy abt them.Many subjects did better than i expected.Failed 3.Chinese and A maths.The third is rather unexpected and very shockin to me.Its english!!!AHHH!So well sad sad case.Well cannot slump over it ba.Or rather muz do wat we learnt 2day!!Cannot ignore or run away from this problem!Dun worry if u're gonna fail again.Dun hide it.Dun get angry or resent it and Never give up!Never Give up!Never Give Up!So muz start pia_ing for english but i dunno how.Well 2day was kinda cool!!Went thru the wierdest feelin 2day.Coz i din serve!!WOW!!But well it was gd goin back to cg again.Went to see my grandpa juz now as well.And well apparently he's recoverin rather well!Kinda happy for him eh.2day kinda funny coz everybody in cg was like askin abt the ants life.And askin "if ants die do they go heaven?" so well i told them the story over and over again! Fun day man!! Cya arnd!

Its been a while

Hey Everybody out there!!Its been a while since i blogged eh.Well tats coz i've been working very very hard!!I spent like half of my days in mac and the airport.Well this CA week was really a big roller coaster ride for me man.Shouts of joy...Shouts of despair.Can hear that often in my class.Well now wanna thank a few peeps for helpin me out in my studies.Huizi my ex-team ic who constantly gave me tuition free or charge.Jun An,Kenny andDesmond Lim for following me to do the crazy overnight studyin at the airport on friday.Desmond Lau and Daryl Chia for helpin me in my physics.My cg for constantly supposrtin me and Finally God for pulling me through this time.Well juz a brief summary of what happened durin the CA time.The papers this time round were rather ez ba.But got some exceptions.Passed my e maths,ss and chem! so very happy!! All those 3 i thought i would fail de lor!!Well 2day last paper so went to celebrate big time!Went to play bball then chiong AVP!!Not bad show ba.Then came home to watch day after tommorow!Shiok man!But now little headache man!Well think tats abt it.Need to play more!!CYA!

Sori so long!!

Hey hey!!sori!! will continue updating on the 24th!!Exam now ar...sori!

Time flies

Time flies...100 hours turns to 60.However the amnt of books hv reduced.After much crash course.I'm almost done.Now basketball seems so far away after yesterday.Played well,Balled well.If we just ran faster,think b4 doin some things.Then we could've won.Till the last game and last few seconds.While takin 7 i sprained my ankle.Gd thing its last mins.Somehow feel refreshed after all these work and trainin.Not tired.Well tats the power of God man!And well life's been more relaxed since i dun think of her anymore.Feel like i've been set free! k then cya guys!

Sori!

well hey hey...well tis is juz to tell u all tat well i wun be blogging for a while...exams comin ar...less than 100 hours away...so i'll be pia-ing!! So pray for me k!!byez!

National Day!!

HEY!! sori for not blogging for some time.Was well kinda busy doing all those partying =p well now i'm 15 yeah!!Big boy liao! Now tat i think of it.I really did change eh.Hope tat well 15 will be an awesome year.I wanna change more for the better.Wanna grow more! Wanna get taller!! And wanna be more on fire for God than 14!!Chiong quite a bit for my bday.Got movie marathon then got cg tat day!Cool man!Well ytd svc.Was also great!served W1...been so long since i serve there!Then well sermon was on the word of God.So well really wanna focus on it everyday now!!Then after tat go see fireworks!WOOHOO! Man it was really awesome! Took a few pics and well after tat very unexpectedly went to eat marina south buffet.Wa seh!!It was the most wildest one ever man!!Well 2day is national day!!yeah!!Can see bochun marching ltr...=p and well its amazing coz i'm studyin 2day!!WOW! Well coz i hv to ba...exams comin...Then 2moro got amazing race.WA!! BZ man again!! k ba...byez!!

Woohoo!

Well 2day was well a rather cool day.After all those stress finally a kinda fun day!Well 2day was 3 on 3...ok to cut long story short...WE LOST!!But well somehow not too sad abt it.Think maybe coz in tat competition we met some new frenz.Ppl from outram are really kinda friendly eh!!Then it was well a really tirin and hot day!!WA!!But it was really gd coz finally the eve of my bday...haha!!yeah!!then well feel tat everythin has well kinda changed since last time man.When i look back it was tis lionel.Then now its another lionel!!haha!So well thank God for tat wonderful change!!

So much work ar!!??

Hihi everybody! Well 2day was for dunno wat reason another super stress day!! supposed to be an off day 2day!Well it started off with going to school to revise for the ss and physics test...Till i realise i din do my english compre and din do my ss ws...So I really chiong all the way...Then when sch started.1st lesson is chinese.Then for dunno wat reason he scolded me coz i din understand a question he ask me.Not surprising though he always does tat.Then Physics WA!!TEST SO HARD!! then nvm.Next is SS.Got test..Well test rather ok ba.Wrote alot.But i couldn'ty finish my ws!SO well she punish us by writing chap 6 and 7 by wed...Tats like 7000 over words!And tats alot of work and not forgetting to study for the extremely chim maths and physics and geog!!AHHH! Tats alot of work.But well in all these work.Dun really get weary for some reason.Yes get stress but not to a point where i break down or somethin...So really kinda happy tat i get tired in workin but not of working.Muz remember!Muz work to maximise ur potential!! So thank God for the day.Going to clear ALL my hw debts 2day!! SO not sleeping much!WAHAHA! BYEZ!
would you believe me if i said...
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today...
would you believe me if i said...
that all of your dreams in your heart can come true...today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be... today...
and if i had wings i would fly'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS.. because of You.. i'm free!!!!!
would you believe me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before..you step out in faith!!
would you believe me if i said...
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE.. for God..
just live your life..
with God inside
you wont regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God... for God!!!!

mad day...shiok day

Its really been a real real tirin day man...Was like rushin from sch to home to bball court to home again...wa....i wanna bang wall!!Then well 2day was really stressful as well.Mr's Chan is forever giving us extremely mad topics and making us stress.Not only tat she doesn't really get the msg into our heads.So its really hard.Now got wat 'cot' 'cosec' 'sec'...hear oso scared.Then 2moro got like SS test and physics test.Wa seh!!think hv to sleep at 2 again.Its really gettin wierd man.Sat my bday but like super stress!!But even though its extremely stressful i feel a sense of fulfillment when i accolmplish a task.Like after maths lesson feel very happy.After basketball,happy i taught them some new things.Then like even through all these stressful times.Kinda feel my capacity has been expanded...Thank God for tat man!Well its like 2 days to the 3 on 3.Hope to win man!!really do!train so hard liao!Then exams are also very near.I'm goin to start pia-ing soon.Anybody wanna join me at serrangoon mac from after sch to 11 in the night?? HAHA! i'm crazy!! k ba...byez!

2.4

Well 2day will be a rather short one...well 2.4 run 2day...amazingly i pushed myself to the extreme limit and got 3rd in my detail.Not bad eh...compared to last yr.Looks like the extreme sports trainin kinda paid off.Well oso amzingly after the run...still got energy to train my bball for the comin 3 on 3 inter-unit competition on friday.Wa seh...train until really tired man.Then sommore the weather was really mad.Or in eric's terms"gay weather"...so hot till got a bit headache now man.Dunno how am i supposed to pia to 2 a.m.!! Tats wat i'm goin to do for the rest of the week.So well kinda wierd right...My most shiong week on my bday week.But gd la.Will expand my capacity as well.Well 2day oso quite happy coz well i feel i'm breakin-through into ppls lives now!Well tats abt it.Byez!

mad day!

Hey.Juz got home from basketball trainin.2day was really really tiring.Many many things happened...Since the beggining of the day it was really kinda dramatic.Somethin huge happened tat made me really sad then sori ar but cannot tell...Practically went crazy in sch...So was like so distracted liao...would laugh or shout at any small thing.Kinda so unlike me.Then directly after tat got scolded coz i din forgot all abt my maths hw...then muz stay back...ahhhh!Was really stressed then like wa...Then maths lesson...A Maths so so hard man!! Somemore i was like in a slump then come out so chim work.Give me more things to think abt!!Then juz now i calculated my time.Muz train bball for the rest of the week coz got alot of competitions comin up.And then like no time study.Then super stress.After tat.Juz realise tat CA juz next week!!AHHH!!So many things happen in juz 1 day...Y all at one shot!!AHHH!!But well by the end of the sch day.Everythin eventually got better.Desmond Lim reminded me tat i muz FOCUS!!Then well was also reminded tat i am an overcomer!! No matter wat I hv Faith in God tat somehow someway.Altho i dunno how.I can pull through tis.So even though it started bad.The day was ended well!! Then also juz on time coz my bday comin!!Woohoo!*hint*so well tats abt it...byez!

Free!!

Hey everyone! Well 2day was kinda cool...went to church 2day.It was service with mike connel so it was deliverance time!2day was also my serving day so i went happy and wore a jacket to usher!!=p.As I started many brothers were pulled then made to do membership day.And i was doin with loong...yeah!! Well membership went smoothly.However the preperation for zone A was really hectic.Were given like 10 mins to prepare.Then went in for service.Msg was on the broken heart and sadness.Really thank God tat even though the msg had nothin to do with it...b4 the svc i prayed tat the fire will come back once again.And it really did! Even though ppl were like vomiting screamin shouting crying.I still felt God.Even though i was moving chairs.Really thank God tat he revealed tat he is always there for me.And somehow after I got tis back.I really feel FREE!And tis is worth anythin man!!after tat went to fellowship.Kinda happy was able to do so since ytd i missed cg and din really get to see them.So well tink tats abt it.So byez!