Saturday, April 30, 2011

CROSS-fit #3 Looking Up


Ever had instances in your life where things just SUCKED.
Like everything around you seems to be falling apart.
You can't seem to be proud of anything in your life and desires/passions simply leave your spirit.
Wherever you go, life just seems to be another slump.

It's human nature, when people get tired, they look down.
In the WOD, when you've spent almost all the energy you've got inside of you...
Their hands go to their knees, some even collapse and they all look down.
Maybe there're some biological reasons to that but to me, that's a clear sign of,
"I'm extremely down and out, I'm looking down, I need a long break".

Strangely, in the WOD, don't keep looking down.
Don't look down at the weights, they'll just discourage you, throw you off balance.
Don't look down at the puddle of sweat accumulating cause you've got a whole lot more in that tank of yours.
Don't look down upon yourself, cause You can do it, You were made to succeed.

Look up, look ahead, look forward.
(Apart from the real effects of opening your lungs and helps you breathe easier)
Sum up that courage inside of you. Being in self pity won't help you one bit.
Nobody is going to pick it up for you, telling yourself you can't, won't help at all.
Look up, be strong, be courageous.
"For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind."

When you're in the gutter, when you can't hold on no longer.
Don't look down for comfort, look up for strength.

Ps. Amazing effort from Camille today. Inspiring.

Friday, April 29, 2011

GE

Listening to : Turn Me On - Bruno Mars

I'm tired, I can't seem to study and that isn't pleasing at all.
Went to watch the rally today and well, was quite impressed to a certain extent.
But after a bit of thinking, I guess I need to weigh the claims made by the other parties as well.
For now, I'm quite at a standstill.
Gonna figure out my exams and all first, one more paper....
How irritating can this get!
Holiday plans are already underway, looking forward to summer!

On another note, I realized that in the past few months/years.
I've gotten really slack on one simple aspect of life.
Self-monitoring.
Gone were the days where I'll really spend time at night reflecting on how the day was.
What I could or could not have done to actually make it better.
How I'll be a better person tomorrow.
Whether I wasted time and could've spent it on something better.

Conversely, instead of self-monitoring, I've stepped up my emo level the past few months.
I've become subject to this sad reality of being 'human'.
I thought I was over that, that I was strong enough to hide emotions and move on aptly.
However, guess I'm not totally superman after all.
We all have weaknesses.
I just hope we don't have them exploited.

CROSS-fit #2 The Return

Listening to : Coming Home - Diddy Dirty Money

Ever wonder how it felt like? To be away from something for way too long.
To take a break from your usual habits which mean the World to you.
To be away from the box due to other commitments in your life.
When things eventually get cleared up, when you've finally got things back in order.

What will you do?

Stay away or come back? Wasn't this the love that you've always longed for?
Wasn't this the euphoric feeling that everyone yearns for?
Yesterday I made my return back to the box after a good 3 long weeks.
I was afraid, scared to a small extent but excited nonetheless.
I had wanted to go about doing my own regime, something different from others just because I had deemed myself as somewhat weaker now.
But no, it was straight to the prowl.

It made me think for a moment, what's up with that...
Don't they realize that I just got back.
Don't they realize that I'm not fit, I'm not ready for such a grueling WOD right away?
I was looking at the system, not the community.
Just as it's said, "Not my ways, but yours".
It was a truly tough going one, I fell and collapsed soon after then it hit me...

What matters is that when I walked in, people cared.
When I was lying on the floor after the WOD, feeling like I've been stabbed in the gut.
They welcomed me back.
No matter how 'unfit' you may be, you may be thrown right back into the game.
You wonder, "don't they realize that I just went to hell and back?"
But look around, they're still there for you, they're still there cheering you on.
Each step, of the way.

You may have been away for too long, away and distant from the true joys of life.
Even away from the one true meaning of life, God.

But come back, come back.
Cause no, they won't criticize, they won't judge.
Cause when you're on the floor after giving everything you've got,
What they'll say won't be, "you deserved it".
It'll be, "Welcome home."
God will say, "Welcome home."

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

CROSS-fit #1 The introduction

Listening to : Savior - Rise Against

I'm going to attempt to start this separate section to my blog.
Since I'm really gonna kick start this well, 'profession' of crossfit of mine.
I suppose I should start small, developing in a scene where mistakes can be freely made.
My blog. :)
So yes, here is essentially CROSSfit, Crossfit with a Christian perspective.
I do believe that crossfit has some tied down meaning with the cross.
(Even if there isn't I'll make one, vividly).
This is the ultimate goal for me, bringing fitness to people but the focus would be to help kids/youths/anyone out there lead a better life. Of course with biblical principals.
If you've got any inspirations, thoughts, comments, do post them up and leave a note.
(I'm getting the comments button fixed, if I can figure the HTML out of course...)
Gonna figure out how to archive certain things as well. I suppose I'll try to make it a weekly routine, maybe more frequently. But one things for sure.
It'll be, SHORT but CONCISE. With pictures and maybe vids.
But The focus will really be to link what we commonly do in life/workout/exercising and out mental state to how we should function in life as a Christian and as an individual.
So here's to the first edition! More to come. So stay tuned!
(After exams...)


5 minutes of perspective

Listening to : She ain't you - Chris Brown

This comes across as another 3 idiots moment similar to last semester I suppose.
It's somewhat a distraction I guess.
But I really want to make full use of life.
Don't want any part of it to slip away.
To get a grasp of it.
3 simple things.
Think I need to start rethinking certain strategies.
However, I know it's for the better, for greater, more positive change.
"I no longer choose to be right, I choose to be happy."

Monday, April 25, 2011

World

Listening to : Misery - Marron 5

Yeah, tonight is Maroon 5. Sadly, I'm missing it....
Mugging mugging.
However, one more week. Way too many things on my mind.
One thing is for sure, I won't allow my World to go around myself.
Not anymore...

On a different note, tonight isn't so fantastic cause the moment I got home...
I got sucked into watching the video 'Strangers Again'.
Yup, kill me now.

Apart from that, I'm trying my best to keep the focus on what matters this week.
Let's do this.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

round-a-bout yet again...

Listening to : Freedom - Rage against the machine

I sincerely thought that things were getting better, on the rise...
It seems I'm wrong.
No matter how much encounters I get, I can't live on the memoryless principal.
God cleanses, forgives, forgets.
People don't...
Reality of life we all have to live with.
So take it and go.

Friday, April 22, 2011

The right fit...

Listening to : She Ain't You - Chris Brown

In the midst of this crazy insane period, I guess it'd only be appropriate to stop and take a chill pill.
It is Good Friday after all.
Or maybe I'm just being plain overconfident. Well, I have way too much to blog about.
A whole lot of drama has been repeatedly occuring and trust me, it's not to my liking.
However, some of which has been rather interesting though.
The whole N thing.
Well, I've been constantly looking up crossfit Lisbeth.
It's a simple blog but providing much perspective when it comes to crossfit and life.
It isn't very deep, nothing too comprehensive, but most of it is really true.
I'd really want to bring such messages across.
Essentially, she is doing what I wanna do but in the virtual form.
For me, I want to interact, I want to impact.

Sheesh but before doing any of that, it's time to really get back into the grind.
This exam period has been quite a drain for me. Emotionally, mentally and physically.
My body is suffering from the lack of WODs.
My mind is constantly being driven to it's utter boundaries computing tough equations and making full use of my analytical skills.
Thank God I've got a good calculator (Thanks mum for the cash)
Not forgetting the emotional barrage that is, waking up every morning knowing that it's the same process again and again.
Oh, who can leave out the occasional semi void I feel inside at times. Yes, add that to the list.

However, thankfully, it's coming to an end real soon. The thought of this semester just infuriates me.
Probably not too good in terms of performance but I think it went relatively well in terms of having a life.
Definitely couldn't have made it past a certain stage if it weren't for a few friends whom I have around me to constantly put up with all my thrash talking.
Ok, let me exclaim that.
THRASH TALKING. Thanks so much for bearing all of it...
Either way, it's back to the books now. I'm still finding whether the shoe fits, and whether this is the right path for me, the group, the friends, the choices....

Saturday, April 16, 2011

No Count

Listening to : Knocking On Heavens Door - Avril Lavigne

What seems like a very trivial thing to many is actually quite a well, serious thing in real life.
The fact of 'cheating' in a WOD or in any aspect of life.
Often enough, we don't even know we're doing it wrongly or that it's wrong.
Therefore we need one real important person. The Sporter.
The one looking at you, watching your every movement and counting your score.

3,2,1 Go.
The WOD begins and it's really heavy with whatever movements you have.
5 minutes into it, you can't breathe properly and well, you begin to compromise on your movements. You begin to slump forward, rounding your back and not standing up straight.
Your sporter then says the worst 2 words that can come out of his mouth.
NO COUNT.
Right here, you can have 2 reactions, lash out at him and say that YOU DID IT CORRECTLY.
Or second, you can humble yourself, take the suck and start again.

Like what Coach K always says, trust the guy whose heart rate is not above 200 bpm.
Very often, almost 90% of the time, we think that we're doing it correctly but in actual fact, we're not, we're not doing the movements, we're not performing in life as we should.
You may be going through some tough times now.
Going through some real trials and undergoing some real tough 'workout'.
However, when you start to get tired, when you start to get a little weary, listen to that 'sporter'.
When he or she steps in to say, you're doing it wrongly, try again, restart.
Don't lash out and say, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH.
Often enough, they do, and often enough, they're right.
Trust the fella who can think straight.
Cause at the end of the day, you don't wanna go all the way up to heaven to hear 2 words...
No Count...

Friday, April 15, 2011

YOU YES YOU.


This is a real stressful period, but I guess I shouldn't be overlooking the greatest things in life.
The friends that we have.
Not many, just a few.
:)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Gimme a break!

Listening to : Sweet Disposition - Temper Trap

I'm violating the small rule that I've set for myself to never blog in the school library.
It just feels sad doing so. However, it is futile effort to continue studying.
My brain has semi frozen over and has stopped working as of the past 20 minutes.
So here's me taking a small break.
Guess things have gotten a whole lot better. Like what some others have said.
The Up and Running attitude of mine seems to have disappeared.
Either way, things are getting better.
All for the right reasons this time.
Breakthrough came late last night, in the quiet cool of the night.
It was refreshing on many levels.
Yeah, I still do feel a little messed up but nothing I can't handle anymore.
However, during this period, I've become somewhat dependent on just a few friends.
So much so I think it's a bad thing.
Being independent and real is probably what got me thus far.
Being able to operate without many around but now.... I'm not too sure.
Then again, I'm really glad that there're those around me who truly care.
Care enough to inflict pain for my own good...
Either way, I'm not stopping, not now.
Come on, I can't get gassed in the last moment.

Monday, April 11, 2011

First summer

Listening to : Goodbye - Avril Lavigne.

The lack of sleep and the increase in stress is driving me pretty much nuts. I WANT A BREAK!
Besides that, I've got quite a whole string of activities lined up for the end of exams and commencement of my long awaited holidays.
Well, lets see....
I guess the aim of the entire summer vacation is really to get into gear of what I wanna do?
Everyone is doing internships etc etc and well, I guess I should be looking into areas like that.
Well, a few exciting things coming up! IN ORDER OF EXCITEMENT.

Totally want to get it done, kick start what dreams I can fulfill this year and those that are to come! Apart from that, I'm intending to hopefully get some coaching experience.
Guess as young imaginative varsity students, few of us are keen on starting and branching crossfit out to various schools and CCAs.
Wonder how that'll will work out, but the idea is still at hand is on the verge of growing!
So, yeah, I can't wait to do more in this area of my life!

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Hopefully coach grants me an intern opportunity. I'm avidly looking for people/organizations to teach and help. This holidays will really open up much required time to source this out.

2) Higher Conference
Yeah, I guess this is something I really desperately need.
I know that in terms of level, I should be well, in the mindset of really giving in this conference.
Keyword used here is should.
I guess this time I really need to receive something strong from God.
I've been running away and adverting his presence for way too long.


3) Yoga classes
Don't laugh now, I really do wanna learn yoga.
No, I'm not gay, I just need to get more flexible.
A whole lot more flexible. But I guess I'm glad that others are willing to join me.
I'm literally going to force others to accompany me to it if nobody does!


Totally can't wait for a more graceful and flexible Lionel.

4) Friends....
Ok, this probably ranks higher than that of yoga but I'm slightly lazy to change the order.
So it seems I've been wasting too much time studying mugging and feeling all sucky about life.
Time for me to give back to others...
I have got to make time for those friends I've neglected for long time.
Time to start giving Bible studies and helping those who can't exactly help themselves.
Time to learn how to lead this new found team of mine. (That just reminds me of responsibilities that i have coming up, THIS WEEK)
Time to simply be there for people. :)

5) Tuition
Yeah, sounds like a total nerd, but I do wanna be better at giving tuition lessons to whomever who needs it. Guess there's just this burning passion to teach youths.
Yeah, though I hate superficial interaction, I know...

6) PARTY!
Enough said....

Much to do but honestly, still very little time. Guess all these are mapped out. I have to plan them out. For now.... don't be stupid, focus on your exams.

Getting into perspective

Listening to : You make me happy - Lindsey Ray

Time to stop being miserable and be awesome.
Can't believe I made such a Max statement. Either way, that's what I needa do.
Stop, just stop feeling like I've got no more juice left and actually get down to getting things better.
I know I can, I know I will. Eventually, I'm still the conqueror I've always been.
I just need to remember it. I know what to do, really..
But I just need a little push. So yeah, I'm trying real hard!
Things are gonna get better and I know it will!
Time to get my head in and know what really matters.
The World will not wait, I'm getting old and time to make the most of who I am.
Time for Lionel to really be Lionel and not some emo prick.
Can't believe I've been acting this way for the past few weeks.
Gosh, what an utterly sad state I was in....
EITHER WAY! Nothing is instantaneous.
But one thing is for sure, the decision to be stronger, better, greater!
I'm not denying my humane emotions and feelings, I'm just placing them in perspective. :)
2 more weeks to my exams, 4 more weeks to the end of it.
Let's do this...

Saturday, April 09, 2011

1 year in crossfit

Listening to : Wolf Like Me - TV on the Radio

So it's been pretty much about one whole year since I've entered the sport of crossfit.
One full year of training in Crossfit Singapore alongside Coach Kevin and all the other peeps around. I'd like to think that we've come a long way, I've grown, not just physically but mentally as well. That I'm able to be more resilient in the tough things now.
Not gonna talk much about the physical training regimes but the whole general idea of crossfit, the culture that it brings.

Well, before crossfit, I've had such a long history of sporting background.
Ranging from Basketball back in High School, till Track and Field in Junior College days and even Ultimate Frisbee after I finished my army term.
All of them were amazing, all of them gave me something which really made me feel good about myself. However, something was significantly missing.
To a small extent, purpose...
I was missing that drive inside of me which well, like what i said before, keeps me going back again and again. I guess being in track developed my mind and physical attenuation towards short bursts of intense activity but I guess it really wasn't kicking it.
It was only when David posed a training regime for us to go to, crossfit. Ridiculous 90 bucks for 3 intro classes. I sincerely thought it was a big rip off.
All for frisbee fitness, well, let's give it a shot.
I went in to an industrial estate, expecting a huge gym but entered a small apartment tucked away admist roaring bikes. Huge tyres were littered all around the perimeter of the vicinity.
I really thought that it was a cheat session. Walking in, I was shocked, I saw bodies on the floor, struggling for some oxygen after an immensely tiring workout.
Thereafter, I was greeted by no one else but...
Coach Kevin.

Oh yes, I was afraid, the first thing he said was...
"Lionel, you're 30 minutes late, that sums up to 150 burpees, clear it later".
WHAT ON EARTH AM I IN FOR!?
So yes, the intro class went relatively well and surprisingly, whatever he taught was strongly advocated back in track days, basketball days and almost every aspect of training.
The movements were simple, the movements weren't very complicated but the movements were truly MOVEMENTS.
Going about doing them required much effort, even with an empty PVC bar.
After that first few intro class, I won't say I fell in love with crossfit straight away but it has left a long lasting impact on me.

I alternated between going for ultimate trainings in NUS and coming to the 'box' for WODs.
I was firstly very impressed by the knowledge of the athletes and CoachK, when I told them of my previous ailments and injuries, they immediately knew what was the cause of it.
I clearly remember my first few days.
It wasn't a scenario whereby nobody wanted to talk to me, I do my work out, you do yours.
Everyone kind of swarmed to me, teaching me the basics of the basics.
I clearly remember my first WOD.
10 minutes, As Many Rounds as possible,
7 Over head squats, 10 pushup, 15 air squats.
I used an empty bar, and I fell completely flat on the floor after it. It was my first real workout.
I couldn't breathe, my mind was going nuts, I wanted to puke and cry at the same time.
Strangely, in the midst of all that pain, I was insanely high as well.
MY GOODNESS! THIS CROSSFIT THING REALLY PACKED SOME KICK.
The community added to the flavor of the whole training idea.
So there and then, I moved on, no more ultimate. Crossfit....

Of course there're much deeper truths to the training regime, the technique, the form which cannot be properly explained here in words.
However, it was evident, it was clear, this provided me with that kick, it gave me what I desired.
To do something I never thought I could do...
However, like the other sports, it didn't have a purpose at that very moment.
That was when I spoke to coach one day, after an amazing mission trip to Kuching and learning of the cultural mandate in SOT.
I learnt of the true meaning of crossfit Singapore. The reason for existence. I guess I've said it way too many times but yeah...
It's about being fit, not on the outside, but in the inside and to bring that to those who can't help themselves. Simple as it seemed, it really made sense to me...
Apart from all the masculinity, it had a deeper meaning. I have never cared much about having a perfect body, only about being fit, pushing my limits and seeing how far I can go.
This was it...

I have to admit, crossfit has changed me considerably.
From what I have observed and noticed in the box, I'm not the only one who shares such sentiments. Many others also do. I guess it's this culture that we have created.
To care for one another and work out together. It isn't just like any other CCA.
The people are here cause they want to be here, they want to get better because they want to.
The size of the community has been growing ever since.
I'd like to think that what attracts the people is probably the testimonies of how crossfit has helped gotten everyone a whole lot fitter but what makes them stay is the culture.
Yeah, I know what's running through your mind, it's just like a cell group.
Yes it is, if someone comes to you and say you've got no time to commit, it's too time consuming.
Well, you're not being bought into a program, but into a lifestyle, regardless of what anyone says, this is how it is...
We've all grown, from the very first introductory class.


To the size we have now...

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It's been a great year, it's been truly fruitful. The most recent tough WOD I did.
5 rounds of 160# thrusters (heavier than my body weight mind you) and Muscle Ups.
Never would I have thought I'd be doing things like these...
if I can, you can, they can.
Looking forward to many more years to come and much more growth as an athlete and individual.

Friday, April 08, 2011

Pushing your limits?

Listening to : Fight and Kiss - We are wolves

Pushing it to the limit and breaking it, something we commonly say and throw around way too easily. Going all out, giving your all every single time in every WOD and activity.
Well, I'm sorry to burst your bubble, don't think that's really feesible and possible.
Quite a chore if I may add.
We all have a limit in our mind, body and even in our soul.
I have to admit, the limit is there for a real logical reason. Pushing it is great.
Getting that high from doing something you've never done before, emerging victorious every single time, it feels great. Achieving something you never thought you could.
However, there's a fine fine line between pushing your limit and killing yourself one bit at a time.
Crossfit boasts intensity, pushing your heart, lungs, muscles, body to it's boundaries in a short span of time. Basically, carrying out immense work capacity.
I have no doubt that it is effective in getting you places, it's the intensity in our lives which eventually drives us to greater heights.
Take what Pastor Kong said yesterday, in trials and tribulations, grace abounds. Intense bursts of testings, difficulties is a tested and proven way of growing as a person and in GOD.

However, prolonged intensity, prolonged pushing, extended periods of immense stress takes it's toll on people. Eventually, it drives people insane, it drives people up the wall and ultimately, away from the sole reason why someone actually does it to begin with.
Before you push the limit, in the midst of the heat and tension, in the sweat and tears, you need to have this bugging thought in your mind, why you're in it.
Why you do what you're doing, why do you keep going back again and again despite the hell that you go through.
If you can't verbalize it, if you can't piece things together in your head, then perhaps, you should evaluate some stuff in your life.
Taking a break may be the best thing you could do right now. Taking a step back and breathing may be the smartest decision in your life. Evaluate yourself.

Something I learnt from well crossfit as well. Verbal cues.
Whenever I'm down and out, whenever the heat gets turned on, whenever I wanna give up.
These 3 words come to my mind. And I tell myself that, every single time.
"Believe and Conquer".
A small extract from crossfit HQ, when you train the beginners, when you're teaching them simple movement, don't complicate things, don't throw in big bombastic jargons.
In every aspect, we as humans LOVE to complicate simple logic (explains Sociology)
So as we teach them the push jerk, we don't tell them so many things at once.
Of course there're a thousand and one aspects of it.
Get your head through your arms (window), knees out, back engaged, tighten your core, drive your heels into the ground, keep your head straight.
The list just goes on and on and on.
However, one phrase which others have commonly advocated easily condenses everything into 3 simple words. "Dip and Drive".
When you tell them to perform that motion, you tell them to dip and drive.
What happens thereafter? Well, they dip and drive!
It's a simple logic, coming from within you, you don't exactly need much external voices to keep bugging you to dip and drive, to look ahead and not back, to be an overcomer.
You need to find that phrase.
Fine that revelation for your life, that simple 3 words, that simple phrase.
"I can do all things"
"Nothing is Impossible"
"With God, all things are possible"
This applies to not just crossfit, not just fitness but in every aspect of life.
When you're head is down on the floor, tears filling your eyebags, no longer have sufficient strength to lift your head. Those few words are perhaps all you've got.

I learnt something valuable from a friend yesterday.
No matter what we say, no matter what we do, we are all alone.
Yeah, I know, everyone can say that they've got their buddies beside them etc.
But no, at the end of the day, in the quietness of the night, we are all alone.
What is helping you stand? What is causing you keep pushing that limit you always want to?
For the sake of others?
For the simple joy of doing what you're doing? To be a better person?
Keep pushing, keep focused.
"Believe and Conquer".
Cause I'm with you in it!

Dumb Dogs...

Listening to : Goodbye - Avril Lavigne

It's 330 in the morning, I'm tired, exhausted but feeling quite accomplished for doing quite a bit of work today. Not too impressed with my emotions on the other hand.
I wish i could blabber everything out here without being aptly judged.
However, in the sad sad world we live in, kindness isn't easily spared is it?
So censor we shall. My eyes were somewhat opened yesterday to well, something pretty amazing.
So much so I really couldn't think straight, I wasn't rational at all.
Being around my friends didn't help at all. Nothing could distract me from it.
Wow, I guess it was something I knew I could do, I knew I can achieve!
But then again, there're a thousand and one things which can mess things up.
Implications implications implications....
I wish it would all go away in a simple small way.

The past few days must have been quit a living hell for you, yeah, best friend.
I can't say that I've been through what you've been through.
I can say that well, I've felt alone before, felt like no one cares to a large extent.
Well, people do. I do! And as much as I can, I'll always be there.
I don't need too many fanciful things, I don't need that many people around.
Just a few and to that few, I treasure a whole lot.
Take the day off, look around, smile to yourself, enjoy life.
Be contented.

Apart from exams, I still need a little bit of sorting out to do...
Ok maybe a little is a small understatement.
Can't I just stay put for once, mind don't wander will you!?
Moving on, this is life isn't it?
Looking ahead, creating chances.
Haha, and yes, I'll wait for the dog to finish Peeing, Kay?

The K Word

Listening to : Push - Avril Lavigne

Kindness: It’s an essential element of CrossFit.

What? How the heck do I figure kindness as a part of Elite Fitness? To stand on the top, you gotta stand on top of somebody, right?

Yes and no. It’s all in the way you do it. Pulling yourself up does not have to mean pushing someone else down.

See, this whole CrossFit thing was never about putting anybody down. It was always about lifting. Lifting bumpers and loads, lifting yourself up, lifting others up, lifting this world up. Except you just kind of hope you get some help. Deadlifting the world by yourself is pretty hard to do. That’s why all these other people are here too.

Competition motivates, but it should not undermine. Drive yourself to higher levels. Motivate others to join you. Refuse to accept less than the best. That’s all cool. That’s what this thing is about.

Belittling? Denigrating? Maybe not so much. Now, don’t get me wrong: Political correctness is NOT the goal. I don’t want everybody wearing shawls and holding hands and singing “Kumbayah.” (The shawl totally gets in the way of triple extension anyhow.) We can dish it out and we can take it. Joking and messing around in CrossFit is totally cool. In fact, those are some of the best parts of CrossFit. Especially if the joke’s on you . . .

But, somewhere, underneath all the bravado and the bluster, let’s remember to be kind. Some people want to eat their cake and have it too. We want to have elite fitness and improve humanity too. (We’re not so much into that whole cake thing, you know.) It’s a tall order, but what the heck, nobody ever said we were rational.


Monday, April 04, 2011

I need to remember this....

Listening to : Push - Avril Lavigne

I'm really really tired, physically and mentally.
Strangely, my emotions are still holding up.
My mental capacity is deterring my physical strength to set myself up properly in every situation, be it in crossfit or in church or anything.
That irritates the hell outta me and man it's a viscous process.
The stress of exams are really kicking in.
At least, things in other senses are turning for the better.
Feeling more and more encouraged by the simple things around me all the time.
Though continually, I do need some encouragement here and there...
I guess like what Pastor did say, I need some people I can cling on to. Those around me...
I know I can do this, I know I don't need some fickle minded one off incident to get me started on focusing or working harder.
Simply put it, I just need to make a decision, and just get down to doing it.

Ain't doing the open WOD, mind is just not too strong enough for it.
Not for now at least.

I'm still more than a conqueror....

That, I need to constantly remind myself...

Friday, April 01, 2011

Live now

Listening to : Just Say Yes - Snow patrol

Enough already: stop with the resolutions.


Stop saying how you’re going to improve.


Stop telling. Stop talking. Start doing.


You don’t need to read another article on “The Best Way to . . . “


You just need to take A way.


Now.


The clock is ticking. You won’t get these minutes, this day — this life – back.


Live right now. Live right now.


Live right now.