Wednesday, January 14, 2009

glue

Listening to : Love Bug - Jonas Brothers

It really has been a while since i last posted an entry.
I've either been really lazy/tired/busy to blog most of the time.
Only recently have i decided to blog again. I need an avenue to release most thoughts.
Well, lots have been happening recently since like last year after commissioning.
Life hasn't been too different though.
Honestly, the break after comms was good. Had some good time to catch up with some good old friends and spend some time with shiming.
Wasn't a good time for my wallet though. OUCH! Time for me to really start saving up!
Also, life as a newly commissioned officer has been good!
At least I feel part of the whole system, other than simply getting trained, i'm giving back!
Its like now I'm playing a part in the security of the country.
Maybe it makes NS feel a whole lot more meaningful for me.
Though it does mean a hell lot more responsibilities on my shoulder, it is indeed something i look forward to do. Its probably a shift of attitude since AFS i guess.

Maybe not just in terms of my NS life. Maybe there is a small shift in attitude for all of us.
Was casually conversing with a close friend and i've realised.
We all have changed one way or another since school.
Be it army or uni, it has made us different. It has made us a little more mature, down to earth.
No point chasing things which don't really matter anymore.
Other than the occassional playful nature which comes out once in a while.
Guess cause we're getting old, experiencing symptoms of both our childish nature and adulthood.
Yes. DAMN we're turning 20 this year.

Another of those points is that I do have some resolutions this year.
This time i kind of gave it some good thought about it. Yes i did.
This year i really do wanna get those goals done. Hopefully i don't give up halfway again like last yr. Ooops. Wait, i didn't do new year goals last year. haha!

Other than that, i'm still living by my deepest desire everyday.
To love this life. I know its late but yes, 2009 will be awesome stuff man.