Sunday, February 27, 2011

Possibilities....

Listening to : For the first time - The Script

My heart falters way too easily. So much so it gets really tough to control at times.
Trying to get a grip of things never felt so hard.
It gets even tougher when 'friends' try to show concern.
Really appreciate it but I'm trying to be aware of whom I share with...
Moving on to Suntec well, means I'm moving on to a new era, phase of life.
Time to move on, grow up.
However, I do not doubt that small singular possibility....

Sunday, February 20, 2011

built

Listening to : Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap

Things are actually turning for the better.
For once, in the past few months, I felt part of it...
Holding on to hope for the future, I don't have much now, I practically have nothing.
Nothing to fall back on except a few friends that I have.
But realizing how some care is quite... Nostalgic.
I'm really not one whom shares and expresses myself in front of others.
I'd like to think I've put up quite a good front the past few days...
but gosh, I'm getting really tired.
So please, if I just want some personal space, give me some alright?
Either way, things are getting better, one step at a time...
Honestly, I've got those few to thank.
For not letting go when it was honestly real easy to see me crumble.

Monday, February 14, 2011

I'm not forgetting

Listening to : Don't Forget - Demi Lovato

I know that there's much pain involved. I just can't seem to let go...
if I can't then what more her... It's extremely painful and I'm trying hard to cover up.
I'm not too sure if I can find any more courage.
All that I have now are memories, good ones which I will not foget.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

It was a dream

Listening to : Teenage Dream - Katy Perry

The past month has beyond painful, torturous and hurtful.
I know there're things that need to be done and no matter how badly it feels, I have to do it.

My World will crumble and I'll lose almost all, but for everyone's sake, I have to...
Sadly, there's no happy ending just as how we wished/dreamed/hoped for.

I'm leaving it as that... This blog will be vacant for a while, a long while till i sort things out...