Monday, December 17, 2007

The stand still....

Listening to : Love Song - Sara Bareilles

Well, now my life is pretty much ALOT slower. Haha. Everything is over.
Well, australia was great.
The camp breakaway was fantastic. Overall...Life has been pretty good.
Well, i honestly won't elaborate much about the above 2 events. if not it'll just be a typical diary.
well, all i can say is that, aussie has one way or another broadened my horizons.
Not everyone is like singaporeans. There're pretty awesome ppl and places out there.
Well, the camp was beyond possible description.
I mean, it wasn't just a time of real fun, it gave me a real chance to lead.
It gave me a chance to encounter God in a real way again. I feel that the camp has changed my life. Now that is a critical moment. It really is a critical moment.
Well, every trip had its hallmark events. For aussie, i witnessed a waiter, out of his own free will pay for the meal of a complete stranger. And now you can tell that there're no strings attached.
Thats what ppl call service. Its real service. This is how things should be like. Really. :) I like.
ALso, for the whole camp. THERE WAS NO RAIN! days b4 the camp, it was pouring.
1st day no rain.
the next day, sentosa day. No rain. Wait...it was....IN MAINLAND!!! NOT IN SENTOSA!
Last day. NO RAIN! After our alst game...IT STARTED POURING!
Now, that is what i call real prayer works.
Heh. Ok honestly, this is going to be a rather long post. Why? Cause i'm home rather earlier today. I'm kind of lazy to play my psp, so i'm blogging.



What i really wanted to say is that, in this last 23 days of my civi life. I'm really treasuring it.
Well, i'm not going to be a real chiongster to party till 3 everyday.
To me, it really is just to live life now. Yes live it to the fullest, but theres no point if i don't slow down to appreciate it.
Well, maybe thats what i've learnt from aussie.
Life is so slow there, it really is easy to sit and appreciate life. A duck roasted can make a whole family REALLY happy.
Well, for me i don't think i need to do many things to enjoy my life. Heh, I realised that just only, 5 hours ago.
Well, while walking around vivo, i stopped to read a book.
It shouldn't sound too uncommon, Its "5 ppl you meet in heaven".
Heard of it before? It really is a good book, please read it.
Well, I couldn't complete the book. Well, i read the initial part.
Heh, what it said was really right. Heaven ain't gonna be a white place with angels.
Heaven is all around. The real heaven is to know and look back at your life after you've completed it and appreciate it.
Heaven is with your best friends, your favourite food. Its what you are.
To me, my heaven really is my friends. Now i don't need to be out watching movies.
I dun need to spend so much money. Well, honestly what i really would like to do now is to just spend time with the ppl i love.
My darling...E406....trackers...family...
I really want to spend time with these ppl, while i still can, i want to experience MY heaven.
So when i really do meet my 5 ppl in heaven. I'll look back and truly smile.
That a simple mac meal may be enough for me. :)
It really is. One moment is enough...
Enough to be in heaven. :)

Sounds emo? heh...well thats me b4 i go ns...23 days and counting... :)