Sunday, July 22, 2007

Nothing short of amazing...

Listening to : Ain't no mountain high enough

All i can say is that i'm amazed.
Well, i don't wanna elaborate much about the real running but track nationals was the end.
I'm so happy for those 5 medalist.
More than that, for EVERYONE.
More than the medals, after everything, I'm just so so so so happy.
To see the team in such a manner.
To be that strong, this is what i call a team.
This is what i call spirit.
The best people I have ever worked with, the best people I have suffered with.
The BEST PEOPLE around.
Thank you CJC TRACK AND FIELD!
I owe this cca so much. I have learnt so much.
I ain't perfect, but this team, Its perfect.
I don't care what anyone says, I don't care what comes between us.
This is the team to be in.
Team CJC Athletics. I love it.
I will always be a Tracker at heart, I will always be their captain at heart.
I love this team. :)

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

more than enough

Listening to : Nothing

So here we are, 2 days away. Strange how the more nervous i get the more i blog.
ANyway, today i've finally started feeling the jizz of it.
Well, initially it really got to me.
Its here, our nationals is in 2 days time.
Perhaps we should panic, but i got a better suggestion.
I do believe in myself.
I know who i come from, one whos almighty and strong.
More than ever, I do trust in my own abilities, I know i am the ehad and not the tail.
Right now, i guess i've trained so hard, i know i can do it.
I dunno why but i psyched myself up so much for it,
I pushed my mind to think i can so much so I ain't too nervous about it anymore.
I even cut my hair. -.-

Monday, July 02, 2007

NOT too kind

Listening to : Before its too late

TIme really hasn't been kind. It really is here.
Nationals is in less then a weeks time. What am i saying. Its in 3 damn days.
Honestly, i'm not very nervous. I don't know why myself.
I guess track has really changed for me, not just to win, but to impace.
Today was my last official training, and honestly, i really am emo.
Before its too late, i better do something. Perhaps, that was what i've been thinking all along.
Well, now its all over, 2 solid years of training has finally ended.
I wonder if i really did make an impace in their lives, i do hope i did.
But CJC track has really changed lionel choong. A different spirit.

Enough of that, for now, i shall not brood over what i've lost but rather what i've went through.
To be thankful for all those trainings to make me who i am today.
A boy bred to run this race.
Many people think that it really is impossible to run this 100m race.
Guess what, i don't really care anymore, i really don't. Right now, i'm going to do the impossible.
If the possible just isn't working, i rather do the impossible for it to work.
And i guess it's going to be really tough race. well, its gonna just be me myself and god in 100m.
Well, thats all i need!
To everyone as well, you may not be getting any support, any help to drive you on.
You just have yourself, but GOD DAMN IT!!! THATS ENOUGH!
Just believe in yourself.
This nationals will change for CJC, i believe it, everyone will always remember how they race CJC.