Sunday, July 27, 2008

Oh and yes, wouldn't it be great if u were really superman?
I wish i really was.
I really hope i still am at times.
Just feels great when u can do the impossible eh.
I dun wanna be a hancock, but i just wanna make ppl happy.
That'll be really nice eh. Ok. No more emo-ing.

Confusion?

Listening to : hypnotized - Akon

Exhausted is one of the smallest words that can describe how i'm feeling now.
In the physical sense at least.
This weekend was by far the most tiring of all.
Friday and saturday had long nights and then today playing in the sun
It really took alot of energy outta me. In fact now i'm not feeling the best.
Sadly, i still gotta book in.
Once again, i just wish i was a free man. A civillian. Soon i guess.
But on the other hand, sentosa splash was actually really fun.
I thought it kinda brought back the roaring lionel.
I'm just blur now. I dunno, its so strange on one hand but its really who i am on the other.
It was fun partly cause of shiming.
I really love her man. HAHA! I hope she reads this.
Anyway, i gotta spend more time with everybody else too man.
But for now, i'm just gonna try to get as much rest as i can before 2moro exercise.
Confirm will get scolded left right center.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Sound

Listening to : Because of you - Ne-yo

Having a sound system the sizw of your previous com ROCKS!
Oh god, i love music and now its AMAZING!
Guess i spent alot and its WORTH IT!
ANyway, i'm finally out!
this week was rather demoralising. Yes it was!
Heh. Guess its just me but yeah, wish it was alot easier for Aerodrome phase.
Recently been less tolerent over many things. But either way, i'm still happy. Haha! I'm trying to be at least. In the next few days, i'm gonna be going crazy with practical.
I got only this LAST 2 days to truly unwind.
Good news is that wednesday we got our nights out.
OH YEAH!!
So its a real morale booster for me. I mean, its finally come true and all.
But i really am gonna work for it. Going to mug real hard and make sure i don't fail or anything.
I'm up for tower controller on monday.
You know the aircraft which over ran the runway???
I doubt its the pilots fault.
Its the controllers fault. IE. MY FUTURE POSITION.
Scary eh. ANYWAY! I'M OUT! So time to chill and listen to music blasting at my ears!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Run the show??

Listening to : Run the Show - Kat DeLuna

Today is a good day!!! Cause its BOOK OUT DAY!!
Its been so long since i have been able to come out like this on a monday!
Thank God for the break tomorrow.
Honestly, i dunno why we have this other than the fact that its RSAF day or something.
Anyway, recently have been quite into running, or rather very addicted to running.
This is the 1st time in the past 7 months that i have actually been exercising at home willingly.
I dunno why, i guess the runner in me is coming up again??
Maybe its the time of the year, where every wants to race again. I miss those days.
The track team has been doing a splendid job.
I really am proud of them. In fact, going back to school with mark tomorrow.
Hopefully can catch up with the rest and also to gym!!!
Not forgetting to run!
Wanna meet up with my other friends, all of em.
Guess i haven't been too good a buddy to some ppl.
My class ppl, my sec sch friends, my cg, my family.
AHHHH.
too little time in a day i guess. HAha. This calls for more bookout!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Sunday Morning!

Listening to : Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

Its SUNDAY MORNING! Rain ain't falling, haha
But i gotta book in EARLY TODAY! In fact in about 20 min i gotta start getting ready.
Just gotta eat lunch 1st. So still ok. Haha.
I'm really really exhausted and tired man. Too tired to be true.
I hope the next few days will be more fun though.
The past week was a crazy week for most of us.
Especially the last few days building up to the exam.
Heh, good thing this week we'll have alot of free time and all with tuesday off.
I'm really glad. In fact i'm QUITE looking forward to this week.
I'm effectively only booking in for the exam. Thats all. HAHAHA! ok ok, I'm crazy.
Anyway! I guess today will be fun as well. Though i'm really tired now still.
Hopefully my running hasn't deproved after yesterday.
Though it was on hell of a time. HAHAH

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Lost Mind

Listening to : Too Bad - Nickelback

Well, in a few hours time i gotta go in to do guard duty.
Was supposed to meet Shiming at like now. But guess she gotta do stuff and all.
I'm SIAN!!!! Oh well, wat to do, its just too bad i gotta do this duty.
I just want the next few weeks to be alot more relaxed and all.
Ok, that won't happen, next week is going to be assessment week and exam week the week after. I dunno how on earth we're gonna be able to accomplish and do well for all.
Our instructors were disappointed with our marks in the integrated phase.
THEY EXPECT 90%!!!
How crazy is that eh, its really scary.
I just hope laters guard duty is super relaxed and no walking around.
Was just thinking the point of all this rubbish i'm doing.
I whack so hard for an 8-5 life but is it really worth it.
Guess i feel quite rubbish in camp most of the time.
Maybe its also cause of the people and all, other than that, i guess its the stress too.
THATS LIFE!!!!