Monday, June 30, 2008

The FIRST relaxed day

Don't ask me why i can blog now. Cause if i tell u, i'll prob go jail or something.
WELL!!! i'm in a better mood today. WHY!?!?!?!? Cause today SLACK!!!
Yesyes, its my first day i have NO exercises, NO scolding and NO low morale.
Went to run feeling good. The only SIAN thing is the Cyberspace duty at night.
Other than that, i think i'm relatively happy with the day.
BUT!!! the next few days will be kinda tough i guess. OH OH OH!!
The only good thing is that there's gonna be a few different activities along the week.
Guess it breaks the boringness of the week.
Kinda wanna hang out with EVERYONE AGAIN!!!!
Guess i WILL be emo 2moro.
4 more days to BOOK OUT!!!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Never back down

Listening to : Stronger - Kanye West

Wow, yesterday was a really long day. Not that i'm complaining or anything.
Was actually quite fun. Caught the movie Never Back Down.
It was an AWESOME show. Wow, i never thought it'll be that nice.
Guess its not just about fighting and all, its really cool to see how he really trained.
Kinda makes u wanna learn fighting.
Ok fine, i'll just stick to running. I gotta admit, running does the same to me.
Now i'm psyched up to run and get STRONGER!!!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Black Week

Listening to : The Way I Are - Timbaland

Well, its another week over. This week is labelled BLACK WEEK!
Well, a few weeks ago, there was this day where everything went wrong, thatwas called black monday. This week, EVERYDAY went wrong, so its BLACK WEEK!
Let me summarise the days in a very short point form.
MONDAY! Start of the week, got told off during the few practices we had, not able to run.
TUESDAY! Got scolded like hell for the IPPT things and admin issues.
WEDNESDAY! Got KILLED during exercise 3 by captain Too. TOO MUCH!
THURSDAY! Died during the ex 4 brief when we realised we had to do a thousand things
FRIDAY! BURIED during ex 4 itself. It was a total failure.
So that sums up the week. I thought it was generally the worst week in Air force yet.
Well, maybe there ahs been worst weeks in the army wings, but guess this is the worst for now.
Good pointer is that a few NSF seniors came up to us and told us that WE CAN DO IT!
How i wish that was really really true. Heh, they made it sound tough but really possible.
They did it, so can we. Thats the idea. Well, at least for now, i'm ready for another tough week.
I'm going to get mentally prepared this weekend, i'm going to really chill.
On a good note, today we brought FLT Vamsee out, it was a good experience. I had fun.
Also, chilled with the guys and sm. Really liked spending good time with them.
Guess everyone goes through some pain. This is ours.
So don't ever say C3 is slack.
Cause i think infantry is really really slack.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

exploder

Listening to : take you there - Sean Kingston

Its getting crazier by the moment. I'm starting to really dread booking in.
GUess its getting better cause all my other friends are all going ocs.
Making us all in the same boat.
I have to say that this coming week may be a little boring.
Guess cause i had an awesome weekend.
But at least i had my fair share of fun.
HAHAHHAHA

Friday, June 20, 2008

Control

Listening to : Yellow- Coldplay

I'm back from AFS!! Finally, well this was a short week.
But a tough one indeed, was ic so did alot of rubbish and stuff.
Too bad i'll be ic again in what, 4 weeks? Anyway, on a lighter note, we've finally started controlling. Honestly, it's one of the most fun things we've done since enlistment.
Its like playing a game, just that its more complicated and hell fun.
Its extremely cold inside simulators and i'm starting to talk funny i think.
Like i'll hardly say hold on but stand by now.
Its funny but at the same time way cool. BUt we're now only in our first phase.
The one where we just stare at the com screen, not yet to the realy 3D room.
I can't wait for that. BUt for now, i'll just be saying things like, confirm checks complete!!!
MAMBO 4 MILES ON TRACK ON GLIDEPATH REQUEST LAND!!!
I'm sure that never made sense to u reading it. But ya, its fun.
To me at least. I just wish all my friends from school were here doing it with me.
It'll be the best i could ever ask for.

Monday, June 16, 2008

better

Listening to : Better In time - Leona Lewis

Today was good. A good refreshing WEEKDAY!
1st time in a realy long time since i've been out in a week day.
I really wouldn't mind such a day once in a while
I was able to tsee the juniors and train with them, they're doing well.
I kinda miss track training, training with em beats 100 trainings in NS.
It makes you feel good to know that there're ppl there to look out for you and push you on.
Oh well, their nationals are coming, and i remember how it was when it was my nationals exactly one year ago. HAHA! CJC GO GO GO!!
Met up with alvan and mark to gym. Was quite fun, the past few days were fun cuz of them to a certain extent.
Guess, they all form up a significant portion of my life now.
Definitely the day wouldn't be good without seeing shiming, heh.
SHES GOING BATAM NEXT WEEK!
Its gg to be the most lonely and boring weekend ever.
Guess i gotta book in soon, its boring and its extremely draggy.
Good thing this week is much shorter.
But i'm IC this week, sian. AHHH

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Breathe

Listening to : Big girls don't cry - Fergie

So I finally got back home after a long morning.
The funeral was well, a first for me, i was shocked, sad, trying to focus and then i realised how much i should treasure life.
Oh well, i dunno why the sudden emo-ness. The fact i started the blog again means i'm emo.
But i'm ok with it i guess. can't really be bothered what others are thinking of me.
Well, today is back to life!! BYE 2LT CLIFTON LAM!!! He was a good man. I really have to admit that, but i'm sure he's in a better place. I'm glad he lived and was part of my life though it was in a small way.
On a lighter note, i have off in due!!! MONDAY IS MINE!!
Gonna enjoy my sunday nights and monday morning. Going to go training for the 1st time in a long time. I'm gonna like that. I really will do i guess.
In a whiles time the best person is coming over, makes things all the more better.
Haha, its fathers day today, guess my dad is enjoyinh himself.
I'm a happier man today! FOOOOOOO

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Revival!!!

Listening to " Time of My Life - David Cook

Its been SO SO SO long since i last blogged. longest break i have taken so far. What 6 months!?!?
Guess its time to actually change trhe blogskin as well. Hopefully its a good change.
Why am i suddenly back?? I don't know much myself. Guess maybe its a little too stressful in NS??
I'm now in C3 in Air Force School. Life has been good and all. Just alot of studying and pracitcal.
I have no more physical training!! WOULD YOU BELIEVE THAT!??!?
Well, the saddening thing most recently would be the passing away of OCT Clifton.
He was my friend in Air Wing back in Safti MI. I only got to know him better in the last 2 weeks or so. Its really a waste to me. I just wish I could have done more.
It makes me look back and think how fragile life can be and all.
Just wish we all had a little more time to say that one more thing before we go.
Well, bottom line, we're all getting old. BTW! The media is partially wrong about details of his death. I am a little annoyed by this but well, its singapore.
I can get jailed if i say anymore.
2moro is the funeral itself. Its my very 1st funeral in my life.
Its my 1st and i'm participating in it. I'm going to do it to the best that i can.
Things haven't been too easy with life other than NS as well.
I duno, disconnection is starting to happen in various areas of my life.
Especially with one group of friends i thought i'll never be away from.
I'm getting closer to some other buddies too, which i'm really glad to have as well.
As for Supergirl, Shiming is still the best i've ever had. I would never have made it this far without her.
I guess going to NS had really changed a part of me, either for the better or the worst. I honestly don't really know. I'll only know in due time.
So in the meantime, i'm gonna make full use of tonight to just relax and not think about anything at all. Thats becoming one of my favourite hobbies...