last minute

Listening to : Shadow of the day

This is really the last 5 minutes.
I seriously hate this time.
I will always blog once then 1st thing i'm out and once again right b4 i go in.
The attitude swing is quite extreme. I dun wanna bk in.
The people there, some are strange, some are disgusting, some are ok.
But more than that, its just the training.
Its just. AHHH.
Anyway, i'm keeping a positive attitude to it.
At least i'm trying to do so.......
To think i used to be so happy in school....

Achieve

Listening to : The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

Well, today was quite a good day.
Though there were many complications, all i can say was that it all ended quite well.
In fact, i'm quite satisfied with the outcome.
Well, In training, I'm done with half of hell. Which is honestly good.
I think i'm actually able to pull this controlling thing off. HAHA.
Anyway, did a few things this week.
To actually complete some things i intend to do this year, i actually bothered to start.
I FINALLY applied for driving. YUP!
I'm quite happy i did so. Feels good getting the date. I'll never forget how it feels.
Maybe i will...
Anyway, was thinking and honestly, i've heard from people you gotta ba happy to be successful.
Well, from what i think. Thats RIGHT!
Yeah, i remember feeling the same way in A levels. So those burning the oil...
Be HAPPY STUDYING!!!
Oh and yeah, i gotta ba a happier person in camp. haha.

Well, was talking to mark the other day....
4 places we HAVE to go after ORD.
Its expensive, but what the heck, if not now then when?
1) New York
2) Las vegas
3) Los Angeles
4) Hawaii
Oh and yes, if shiming you're reading this....
You're not excluded.....
So make plans for 2010. HAHA!

to the end

Listening to : I will follow you into the dark



I'm quite a happy man. Heh, maybe its just recently.
Just ran my 10k. Quite fun run going with Calvin and all.
Heh, well, highlight would be the graduation yesterday.
Yup, the SOT graduants are really the stars of the night.
To me, it only one girl! HAHA! Yup! Its my SUPERGIRL!
Don't ask me why man, but she's really the best there is. Heh.
Many won't know the problems she ahd the past 5 months in sot.Yup, gotta admit, it really was exceptionally not easy for her.
Maybe its a biased point of view, but i'm really proud of her for making it this far.
For pushing so much, guess i'll really follow her till the end. Heh.
Many are asking me, when's my turn.....
Ok fine, after i got long hair again. HAHA!
Well, gonna watch money no enough 2 soon.
hope its going to be nice. WELL!! See my girl soon!

Lightning

Listening to : Check yes Juliet - We the Kings


Wow, this week was really quite good.
HAHA! Yes it was, it started quite well, ended better.
Well, other than guard duty, the week was quite ok.
NExt week will be quite short as well, other than assessment 1. Everything else is ok.
Well, the news all around.
The bolt. HAHA!
Yes the USAIN BOLT!
He was AMAZING!
A 100 in 9.69
A 200 in 19.30
A 4x100 in 37.10
Amazing stuff, i'm really amazed by it.
Well, only one pic and one word will summarise all i think.
LOVE

Confidence

Listening to : Bottle it up : Sarah Bareilles

I'm back on a wednesday! I'm happy once again!
I just did my Ex 5 and i think it went relatively well.
Not just that, i just met shiming. I'm really happy cause i met her too!
Well, i guess its these times which really just make u appreciate the time u have in life.
HAHA!
I dunno, i'm quite enjoying this week though its longer for me.
Maybe i'm thinking differently now.
U just need one thing along the week to just tip everything over!
That makes u really high....
I want my weekend to come. Though its short.....
But still, i know this weekend is important for shiming...
I wanna be there. Well!!! Other than that...
Mark's last week, Alvan short week.....
We're all experiencing different things eh. HAHA!

the time period...

Listening to : Hate that i love you - Rihanna

Well, i hate this time of the week the most.
The few moments at home b4 i book in.
I really hate it. I dunno why, just that i wanna get out b4 i get in.
This sucks.
Somhow, the the days when my gf was here in the last few moments made it alot better.
HINT HINT!
ok. book in time. cya in a week...

Superman of speed

Listening to : Disturbia - Rihanna

Well, its the olympic season!
The time where Records get smashed!
Dreams get shattered for some, but dreams come true for many!
Glory to country is brought and best of all, skills that kill are seen
Well, I guess to me, i'll just be looking at 2 sports.
Basketball and athletics!
Well, all eyes on the 'redeem' team of USA for basketball.
Kobe bryant is almost top form, Lebron is on fire, Wade is crazy. Can't wait to see who gets the gold!
For track, i'm really looking at the sprints, quite exciting to see who gets crowned the fastest man on Earth. Its quite a battle between the supermen of speed.
HAHA! Came up with that phrase, not bad eh. My bet is on Tyson Gay for the 100 and Wariner for the 400. For hurdles, heh, Liu Xiang will be my fave for that.
Hope they all get their golds.

On a more patriotic side,
SINGAPORE GOT THEIR 1ST MEDAL!
Good job table tennis ppl.
HAHA! I kinda felt quite proud of my country when i saw them win.
I mean, getting a trophy is really showing the world u own.
Yup, swe owned the rest in PING PONG!
heh, too bad for all the other events i guess. Singapore can never see basketball or track man. Not even close.
One day, i just hope to be one of the superman of speed.
Hmmm, maybe i'm dreaming too much.

ANYWAY!
Controlling in air force is really no joke.
Getting scolded more and more each day.
However, i'm trying to keep a positive attitude towards it.
Like even if i can't make it, i'll just go to the army side and also be happy there.
Heh, guess the key thing is to just be happy.
Remember that was quite the attitude i had when i was having hell in the army wing.
Yeah, it was PURE hell. I hated it quite badly.
So for now, i'm just going to be happy controlling. YUP!!
Love what u're doing and do what you love. I always will keep that ideal to myself.
Alright! gonna rest a little then go church.
After that its supporting AMELIA LEE for BIZZ QUEEN!

Quite ready for ah meng...

Listening to : Viva La Vida - Coldplay

I love this song. I really do, i guess coldplay really went beyond they're usual genre in this song.
Or maybe this is the epitome of their genre.
Sadly, i don't exactly love the rest of the songs in the album.
Well, I still think coldplay rocks. Most of their songs are my faves.
Well, top 2 bands in which i wanna go for their concerts.
MUSE and COLDPLAY!
Yes... Muse is like amazing when they come to concerts.
Their music is different yet stands out.
Too bad i have yet to go for both bands concerts.

On another note! Today is my LAST day of break.
I honestly feel cold when i move back to the simulator.
My R/T will come out strange and i'm quite sure that My controlling will be a little shaken.
I got one unsatisfactory already.
I just hope i don't get another one.
I still don't think i did THAT badly. Or rather, it just depends on who i do with.
I'm gonna be mentally ready for the BASTARD instructor!!!
The past 5 days were great nonetheless. I really do feel refreshed and all

I guess it felt great cause of the people i hung out with. Yeah.
Met mark close to everyday, to hang out,
The trackers / Family were around too, my class.
Tan sijia, the Lee couple.
The Justice League and even celine whom i've strangely started talking to again.
We used to be Quite good friends in the past i think.
My Supergirl went overseas but she kinda felt there all the time beside me.

Yeah, thats why my week felt good.
Now that the break is coming to an end, i'm quite ready for anything they can throw me.
I accepted the fact, if i have to ooc, i will.
But i'll do anything i can to prevent that.
Cause i know i can do all things! :)

Confused yet again

Listening to : Break the ice

I'm bored...
The break is so long i'm actually bored.
Well, i guess i know how mark feels now,
doing close to nothing or irrelevant things the whole day.
Just today, was thinking about how i'm thinking too much at times.
It gets irritating.
That makes me confused, so much so i'm led astray.
Gotta stop it at times.
Thats why i gotta focus on a simple few things now.
AAAAHHHHHHHHHH

Mission Accomplished

Listening to : Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

I am now at the 4th day out of 5 in my so called 'break'.
I have to admit, its really working.
I feel alot more relaxed and really happy i took the break.
Spent a good day with my girlfriend, friday was spent celebrating birthdays and partying a little.
I guess its really a fulilling 5 days.
Whats more!?!? I've got 2 more days!
Today gonna go service, i guess will hang with my cg, or at least try to do so.
Still can't exactly CLICK with them. I still find em a little tough to break.
ANYWAY! Been going to a few new places.
Now i just wanna rest and recover my body.
But bad thing is that i've been drinking WAY too much.
3 days in a row! On friday we spent a LITTLE too much on drinks.
So ya, my stamina is likely to be destroyed.
Gonna go service now. Still relatively tired....

Maxed OUT!

Listening to : Killa

They say a max out point is when your brain is saturated and u can't control anymore.
Think the max out point when we're out of camp is when we have so much fun we can't sleep.
HMMM...THATS HELL FUN!
Ok fine, its a very simple minded thing, the more time spent sleeping, the more time we waste!
Same theory as taking cabs, u buy ur time.
But even still, have been going out the past few days.
To the point its actually draining my sleep away EVERY time!!!
Like the past few days i've been running on like 4 hours of sleep.
Yesterday with only 2.
This is crazy!! But i kinda love it. Yup.

On my birthday one of my good friends tan sijia kinda surprised me!!
In that, i was quite shocked, like really.
I dunno how to explain what she did, maybe u shld just go see her blog yeah!
HAHA, well, all i can say was the my supergirl is also great in organizing the day.
Had a whole lot of fun that day!

Yesterday went out with some of the guys
After that i met one of my long lost friends celine.
Quite funny how we started talking, well, friends like these are quite tough to come by.
Apparently both of us are like experiencing alot of similar things.
OH WELL!!! Its funny.
GONNE GO OUT NOW!!!!!

ambitions ambitions

Listening to : Sunday Morning

WELL!!! Now that i'm relatively sober....
I came to realise 7 aug is today. WOW! I never thought it'll be THIS fast...
HAHA! Can still remember how 4 months ago we would check whens our birthdays and when can we take off to have some fun. GUESS ITS TODAY!!
Not that one year is gone, INCREDIBLY FAST!!! Alot was done i guess.
LEMME SEE....
A LEVELS!
Post A LEVEL FUN
Pre-enlistment Desperate fun
ENLISTMENT
POP
The FIRST experience
Getting into OCS
GETTING INTO AFST
GETTING INTO AFS.

Seems uneventful eh, what to do. Thats an NSF for you. HAHAHHA.
Though I'm quite sure life would be a little more hectic but fun the coming year

Now that thats done, there's now PART 2! What i want to do NEXT YEAR!?!?
COMMISSION
Maintain time spent with ALL friends
Try to build iron man, or be INSPIRED to build iron man.
Learn how to make drinks
Run ALOT MORE!
Go to PLAB and enjoy life there.
KEEP LOVING MY GIRLFRIEND!
Hopefully not to lose my sanity due to NS or whatever reason.
Get Hell drunk just ONCE (not in the club though)
LEARN HOW TO DRIVE!
Pick up reading and exercising my brain.
THIN MY LEGS!
Recontact some secondary school friends and some good old friends from the past. (TRYING TO ALREADY)

Yup, the amount of things i wanna do definitely exceeds those which i did last year.
Hopefully that won't be a problem.
HAHA! But it seems lionel has changed a little in 2008.
I kinda like it this way a little.
Good friends and extreme fun!
THATS IT! Gonna go patour now!

So tight

Listening to : ThAts what you get - Paramore

I just got back. well, yesterday was quite fun having dinner out and all.
I was quite pleasently surprised.
Yeah, my break kinda starts now.
the next 5 days i'm just gonna chill and relax.
get my mind off things.
i know i ain't doing too well in my exercises. But i'm honestly scared everytime i go up.
Guess i just wanted to get my mind off things thats all.
I was so tired and just wanted to chill.
Guess this is the best time.
I'm honestly anticipating tomorrow. Today was good. can't wait for tomorrow.
Love u girl, thanks for everything that is to come!
LIONEL WILL GO BACK TO AFS REVIVED!!!!

So much?

Listening to : Thats what you get - Paramore

I dunno, maybe its just me, but i utterly HATE this time of sundays.
Its late and its nearing the time to go back to camp.
I honestly hate going back to camp sp badly.
I would be glad to endure tough training like hell if i could go home everyday.
But this? Its a little too much to be true.
I detest the tower simulator actually. Its so tough.
Its demoralising, but i know i can do it one way or another.
If u screw up here, everyone knows.
Which is quite dumb. Oh god. I just wish to get over this training phase.
The Dumb instructor is honestly not the nicest guy around.
I'm so waiting for wednesday. When i can truly end this week.
Weekend come QUICK!

Blues!

Listening to : No One - Alicia Keys

Its the AFTERNOON!
Sleep was good, heh. Well, woke up feeling quite ok.
Going out today. can't spend much time with shiming, guess cause she woke up at like 12.
HAHA! Gotta admit she sleeps ALOT!
Anyway, still think yesterday was quite fun dancing with my girlfriend.
Bad thing is that she gotta do many many things today. So i only got tonight with her.
Hope tomorrow there's some leftover time.
I remember last week was a real breather for me.
Like it was really quite fun. Hope this week will be the same way.
Lunch with family then hopefully dinner with some of the trackers.
Hopefully shiming can be with me for some time in the afternoon before she goes to FOP.
Dunno, somehow my birthday is going to be a leave day, but i dunno wat to do.
Doubt i'll go crazy. heh, i just wanna chill and relax that day. WHAO!

These are the nights...

Listeining to : the great escape

Wow, yesterday was truly quite fun i think.
spending it with shiming and all. Guess its a first for me.
But i'm really tired ad considering i just got home, its now like 5 am in the morning.
I'm waiting for alvan to pop by so that i can pass him my number 4.
Hopefully i never need to use it again thats whay i wanna give it to him.
Well, dun wanna comment too much on the previous week cause nothing really much did happen
So in such a case, look forward to next week! National day week and leave week!
That means super slack and alot of days off week!
I can't wait man. I just wanna chill and relax.
Only downside is that possibly she gotta go overseas next weekend.
And also, for some dumb reason, cell is on thursday.
I'm totally not going this time round. Quite irritated actually.