Listening to : Never say never - The Fray
Something is really wrong with my blogger. I can't seem to change the fonts / colour and basically everything. Which is really irritating. So if this post doesn't come out the way its supposed to be. Please don't blame me.
So it's been a while. I can't say MUCH has changed for me. However, I have to say some things in life has seemed to stable down. Some things got more important. Some things just seemed to fade.
I'm not too proud of some of the things I've done or not done.
I also can't say that I've lived out an extremely purposeful life the past 2 months or so.
Well, what I'm sure of is that I wouldn't want to change a single thing that has happened.
Be it good or bad, I'm quite happy with the way things are.
Yeah sure I could've been a better guy if things were different.
You'll never know. But the great thing is that at least I can sleep happily.
Now ain't the best time of my life. But I'm quite happy and glad to give thanks.
Hopefully I'm able to arise from this stronger and tougher.
However, I'm still as headstrong as ever. I wanna do the things that I WANNA do. I can't be bothered what others think or care.
Just believing for a stronger future.
Now believing ain't enough, action needs to be done. So things to do......
1) RUN
2) Pray
3) SLEEP
4) Love.
It is as simple as it gets. If i just do these 4 things. I'm quite sure most of the issues in my life would be erradicated.
Life was never a bed of roses. In fact, it was more of the contrary. I can't seem to find out why. Bad things happen to good people. But still like what I said earlier. I FORCE myself to give thanks.
The top 2 words in my life now is not to worry and to give thanks.
What can I give thanks for??
Well, for one, in front of my run down computer, there's a collage of pictures covering the window. Of which are many many friends. Some of which I haven't seen in a while. Some of which I still keep close contact with.
However, I'm quite sure I can still count on EVERY single one of them to give me a hand when the need really arises.
Thats what I can be thankful about.
