Monday, December 17, 2007

The stand still....

Listening to : Love Song - Sara Bareilles

Well, now my life is pretty much ALOT slower. Haha. Everything is over.
Well, australia was great.
The camp breakaway was fantastic. Overall...Life has been pretty good.
Well, i honestly won't elaborate much about the above 2 events. if not it'll just be a typical diary.
well, all i can say is that, aussie has one way or another broadened my horizons.
Not everyone is like singaporeans. There're pretty awesome ppl and places out there.
Well, the camp was beyond possible description.
I mean, it wasn't just a time of real fun, it gave me a real chance to lead.
It gave me a chance to encounter God in a real way again. I feel that the camp has changed my life. Now that is a critical moment. It really is a critical moment.
Well, every trip had its hallmark events. For aussie, i witnessed a waiter, out of his own free will pay for the meal of a complete stranger. And now you can tell that there're no strings attached.
Thats what ppl call service. Its real service. This is how things should be like. Really. :) I like.
ALso, for the whole camp. THERE WAS NO RAIN! days b4 the camp, it was pouring.
1st day no rain.
the next day, sentosa day. No rain. Wait...it was....IN MAINLAND!!! NOT IN SENTOSA!
Last day. NO RAIN! After our alst game...IT STARTED POURING!
Now, that is what i call real prayer works.
Heh. Ok honestly, this is going to be a rather long post. Why? Cause i'm home rather earlier today. I'm kind of lazy to play my psp, so i'm blogging.



What i really wanted to say is that, in this last 23 days of my civi life. I'm really treasuring it.
Well, i'm not going to be a real chiongster to party till 3 everyday.
To me, it really is just to live life now. Yes live it to the fullest, but theres no point if i don't slow down to appreciate it.
Well, maybe thats what i've learnt from aussie.
Life is so slow there, it really is easy to sit and appreciate life. A duck roasted can make a whole family REALLY happy.
Well, for me i don't think i need to do many things to enjoy my life. Heh, I realised that just only, 5 hours ago.
Well, while walking around vivo, i stopped to read a book.
It shouldn't sound too uncommon, Its "5 ppl you meet in heaven".
Heard of it before? It really is a good book, please read it.
Well, I couldn't complete the book. Well, i read the initial part.
Heh, what it said was really right. Heaven ain't gonna be a white place with angels.
Heaven is all around. The real heaven is to know and look back at your life after you've completed it and appreciate it.
Heaven is with your best friends, your favourite food. Its what you are.
To me, my heaven really is my friends. Now i don't need to be out watching movies.
I dun need to spend so much money. Well, honestly what i really would like to do now is to just spend time with the ppl i love.
My darling...E406....trackers...family...
I really want to spend time with these ppl, while i still can, i want to experience MY heaven.
So when i really do meet my 5 ppl in heaven. I'll look back and truly smile.
That a simple mac meal may be enough for me. :)
It really is. One moment is enough...
Enough to be in heaven. :)

Sounds emo? heh...well thats me b4 i go ns...23 days and counting... :)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

NO MORE BANKAI!

Listening to : When Will I See Your Face - Jamie scott

Well, so this is it. No more A levels. HAHAHHA!
It feels funny now. I mean, now i have nothing to do.
At the same time I wanna do everything i can.
I really am glad its all over.
It wasn't easy man. Really ain't easy.
Happy next year i got break man. HAHHAHA

Saturday, October 06, 2007

No more school...

Listening to : Stand by Me - Oasis

I guess right now i'm considered to be emo.
Hmmm. I dun wanna leave cjc.
Today was a blast. The best blast on earth.
Makes me wonder how i'll live without being around these people.
Yes i have outside friends, but these bunch of people really allow me to really be myself.
anybody outside can never replace these people.
The dynamics of THIS class is too complex to even put into words.
Just like what one of my famed classmates have said.
"I Have nothing left to say".
Yup, i'm speechless. I really am.
I just really hope we don't lose contact. All 21 of us.
all 21 of us t24 people. Ok inclusive of 24.5.
I guess its been a hell of a time... I should stop being emo now...:(

Thursday, October 04, 2007

best days of my life...

Listening to : Samurai - Franco dragone

I guess it reall is coming to an end.
I do remember how i got my 1st intake postings, heh, when it rewad CJC i was damn sad.
I dunno, but the moment i did come in, things just seem to change.
Maybe i just changed. What was the most evernful thing? I dunno....
I guess its EVERYTHING.
From me joining track and becoming the capt with no prior experience.
To me jumping to the beats of rockefella.
To this insane class of mine.
TO meeting the girl of my dreams.
Guess i much to be grateful for. Yes this school may not have the 'best' environment to study.
Yes it does have its flaws. But no school is perfect.
To everybody its different. But to me, CJC was not simply a campus.
CJC was a moulding place. More than i would have imagined.
This school isn't perfect, but cause of everyone inside, it is perfect.
for these few years, never have i regretted coming to school.
(ok maybe once or twice)
But this place, this is where i belong.
I will miss cjc. Without this school, i wouldn't be where i am today.
Now since its over, we will never be in that situation with that same 21 idiots shouting our way up, biting each other, pinching, beating, sleeping,screaming, making every other class suffer due to noise and become the unexpected class to do how we did for prelims.
Not only that, this team of trackers. Heh, enough has been said about them.
Both the class and this team, the school, the teachers.
Its the best place for me...
Its my CJC...
I wun mind being called a B*** for it... :)

Friday, September 14, 2007

PPRRREEEELLLLIMS!!!!!

Listening to : Angel - Westlife

So yeah, i haven't been updating my blog for GOD KNOWS HOW LONG!!!
After the many nudges to update it here i am now.
Well, nothing MUCH really happened since track nationals ended.
Hmmm, i still miss track. I really do miss it. Not just cause of the pain, but also the people. :)
Well, been studying like a mad dog every since, the toughest was last week, 8-12 everyday.
All i can say is that, i didn't really mind cuz of that special someone there all the time.
Of course its tiring, but it just seems all worth it after a while.
Well, now prelims has just ended, i must say i am kinda ok with it.
I gave it my best shot. And yeah, whatever comes comes i guess.
E406 has also just multiplied. Yeah, kinda sad, but at the same time, i think it's a good thing.
Other than that, i played guitar for the first time for CG today, heh, it is tough man.
i didn't do well, i know...
But i guess i just gotta learn! :) Same for studies i guess.
Not only that, heh, today i played contact, the funnest time i had in sports.
How stress relieving can it get to tackle someone. HAHAH!!
Anyway, i think i'm gonna rest cause i'm DAMN tired.
Hopefully i didn't do anything wrong....

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Nothing short of amazing...

Listening to : Ain't no mountain high enough

All i can say is that i'm amazed.
Well, i don't wanna elaborate much about the real running but track nationals was the end.
I'm so happy for those 5 medalist.
More than that, for EVERYONE.
More than the medals, after everything, I'm just so so so so happy.
To see the team in such a manner.
To be that strong, this is what i call a team.
This is what i call spirit.
The best people I have ever worked with, the best people I have suffered with.
The BEST PEOPLE around.
Thank you CJC TRACK AND FIELD!
I owe this cca so much. I have learnt so much.
I ain't perfect, but this team, Its perfect.
I don't care what anyone says, I don't care what comes between us.
This is the team to be in.
Team CJC Athletics. I love it.
I will always be a Tracker at heart, I will always be their captain at heart.
I love this team. :)

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

more than enough

Listening to : Nothing

So here we are, 2 days away. Strange how the more nervous i get the more i blog.
ANyway, today i've finally started feeling the jizz of it.
Well, initially it really got to me.
Its here, our nationals is in 2 days time.
Perhaps we should panic, but i got a better suggestion.
I do believe in myself.
I know who i come from, one whos almighty and strong.
More than ever, I do trust in my own abilities, I know i am the ehad and not the tail.
Right now, i guess i've trained so hard, i know i can do it.
I dunno why but i psyched myself up so much for it,
I pushed my mind to think i can so much so I ain't too nervous about it anymore.
I even cut my hair. -.-

Monday, July 02, 2007

NOT too kind

Listening to : Before its too late

TIme really hasn't been kind. It really is here.
Nationals is in less then a weeks time. What am i saying. Its in 3 damn days.
Honestly, i'm not very nervous. I don't know why myself.
I guess track has really changed for me, not just to win, but to impace.
Today was my last official training, and honestly, i really am emo.
Before its too late, i better do something. Perhaps, that was what i've been thinking all along.
Well, now its all over, 2 solid years of training has finally ended.
I wonder if i really did make an impace in their lives, i do hope i did.
But CJC track has really changed lionel choong. A different spirit.

Enough of that, for now, i shall not brood over what i've lost but rather what i've went through.
To be thankful for all those trainings to make me who i am today.
A boy bred to run this race.
Many people think that it really is impossible to run this 100m race.
Guess what, i don't really care anymore, i really don't. Right now, i'm going to do the impossible.
If the possible just isn't working, i rather do the impossible for it to work.
And i guess it's going to be really tough race. well, its gonna just be me myself and god in 100m.
Well, thats all i need!
To everyone as well, you may not be getting any support, any help to drive you on.
You just have yourself, but GOD DAMN IT!!! THATS ENOUGH!
Just believe in yourself.
This nationals will change for CJC, i believe it, everyone will always remember how they race CJC.

Friday, June 29, 2007

more that meets the eye

Listening to : Before its too late - Goo Goo Dolls

So the exams have come and as fast they have came, they have gone.
in just one week, it all got settled. I can't say much about it.
Just that i'm a little annoyed by it.
Kinda expected to do much much better than ever.
Either way, i guess i gave it my best shot, whatever comes i deserve it i guess.
So yeah, the trackers went to R&R yesterday.

Before that, went to watch transformers.
Well, it was one of the OMG movies i expected, and it never went below expectation.
It was amazing. I wanna watch it again! Like really, its amazing.
After that we went to endless intense fun.
In other words, stuffing ourselves.
That was unbelievable.
People say you bond the most when you eat. Guess what,
WE ATE A MOUNTAIN!!! HAHAHHA

Sunday, June 24, 2007

so fast ar!!!

Listening to : My Alibi - Tmg

OMG!!! the holidays have ended.
OMG!!!!! exams start tomorrow.
OH SHIT!!!! Haven't finish studying.
Oh well, i just hope i can do all i can 2moro.
Not only that, nats is in 2 weeks or less.
I'm doomed.
OK MAYBE NOT!!!!
I hope not....

Saturday, June 16, 2007

keeping the dream alive

Listening to : High School never Ends - Bowling for soup

Well, i'm jealous, yes I AM!!!
Not rteally jealous, really envious to be more precise.
Seeing everyone run their hearts out literally yesterday, to see them push all out.
To achieve remarkable timings and to impress everyone in their event.
The VJC invitational really was awesome.
Just that i couldn't really run. :(
I sprained my ankle a few days ago. The good old injury has come back.
The basketball injury is annoying!!! AHHHH!!
Not only yesterday, but i'm gonna MIA for like a week or so.
No running, i'm really kinda annoyed about this. heh.
Guess this is really untimely, after rec spasms, now this.
Perhaps i just wasn't made to run. Well, i guess not, what am i talking about?
I'm made to run, i'm built to run, born to run.

Track camp was kinda fun too!
Fantasy Island totally pawned everyone. Like all the J1s were totally screwed.
The movie was good too. I think it was well received, i hope.
The whole camp was real fun i think, considering we all slept super late. HAHAH!!!

The track team is getting more bonded too. I love it this way
Its becoming wat i wanted it to be, a family.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Listening to : Breathe - Anna Nilick

I do have to applaud those that have faithfully come to my blog despite me not updating all the time.
I guess life has been as normal as it can get.
Ok fine, who am i kidding!!!
It's been real exciting and fun, not forgetting stressful as well
Well good thing is that i've gotten over spasms. Or that is what I think.
Exams are tough, i can't finish syllabus in time, i'm quite sure.
So i'm gonna spot topics for all my subjects. Except for physics.
We reached 8 months ytd, YEAH!!!
Camp is next week, somehow i feel that this camp will really be the turning point.
I gotta make it the turning point.
3 weeks to that actual big day, 3 weeks to me ending my track life.
To me, this cca has been the most life-changing experience of all. I love it! :)
Well, Emerge is also over. Kinda miss it. I made a whole lot of resolutions to change.
Well, i guess this is really a toast to change!!
A new and more positive Lionel who will do his job in track well. :)

Sunday, May 27, 2007

failing to achieveing but always to inspire

Listening to : Dimension - Wolfmother

Its been a whole 11 days since i blogged. Wow.
Guess the past few days have been very traumatising/busy so much so i didn't feel like blogging.
Well, the significant events would be the track side events.
As the nationals placings were read out. It really was heart breaking to know that I ain't running 400. All cause of spasms. Also, i'm not down for 4x400. Well, last wednesday. I was really really broken. So much so I kinda gave up already.
Good thing I never did, and great thing god came through for me both in results and in spirit.
All i can do now is push myslef further cause i still have the last chance to break into the team.
LIONEL WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!
Mr Wong also said something to me which i guess will really stick with me.
If you fail to achieve, Inspire.
Heh, then i will, with all my will. I guess in time to come, i hope my fruits will be nice and sweet.
its only 4 days to emerge. Man it is extremely exciting. Heh.
I'm actually pumped up for it, I'm really happy supergirl is coming too.
Guess soon she'll understand how everything all works out. :)
Exams are also coming, which sucks. So hello studying!!!!
SPA IS ALSO TOMORROW!!! AHHH!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Fallen...

Listening to : Come Back Down - Lifehouse

Its really getting annoying, whats wrong with my body???
9 out of 11 runs i had spasms today.
This is really bad, I can't perform at all.
Not only that, my cough is getting really bad.
This hasn't been my few days at all.
Not forgetting exam stress, sometimes it really is tough to believe.
Feel as though I've let down so many people, coach included.
Especially my girl.
The only thing i can do now i to be still and pray.
For some divine miracle to happen, and for me to perform on friday.
Friday will be my next biggest challenge. I refuse to give up.
I just need a little push in the right direction. Thats all.
I believe that HE is really mighty to save.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

SIgnal...

Listening to : SIgnal Fire - Snow Patrol

Haven't been to active in bloggging recently, solely cause I haven't been to my com very much recently. Hmmm. Guess the past few days have been kinda tough.
Mid-years are really round the corner, especially all the H1s and all.
Track is even tougher, due to many many injuries, especially the spasms and all.
It really is troubling, i need to overcome all this quickly.
Haven't really been sleeping very well too surprisingly.
Very wierd dreams all the time, and all appear so real. SOme of my class, track or everyday life.
Wonder whats wrong with my head these few days. HAHA.
Yeah, SUpergirl has been taking care of me. She really is a good partner around.
Just if only SHe's beside me all the time.
This are signals to work harder i guess. Yup, i think they are. HAHA
My girl, thank you so much! :)

Friday, May 04, 2007

The impossible dream

Listening to : Tui Hou - Jay Chou

Guess recently i've been spamming a whole lot of movies. VCD wise the nicest movie was GOAL!
OMG, it really is a good inspiring show.
One impossible dream, just once you can make it that big in life.
Just once you can do all, never miss it.
Well, the most hyped up movie is Spiderman 3.
Guess enough is said by many others. Well, the best MOVIE YET!!!
I've been rather shot on to chase that impossible dream.
Guess it eally is niave.
I REFUSE TO GIVE IN!!!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Refuse

Listening to : Crash - Matt Willis

Its simple, I refuse to be defeated and i will never give up!
Even if you beat me i refuse to admit it and say its a fluke.
I'll keep coming again and again till I do beat you.
Thats how i've been thinking the past 2 days which were really tough.
Yesterday doing 8x400 at a kinda tough pace and today finally puking during training.
Some say I'm pushing too hard and need rest.
Maybe I do, But I can't, I can't let someone down.
I'm gonna fight my lungs out if I have to.
Today for the first time, I really gave up. I said a no to training.
Well, it seems my body has gotten the better of me for today, well, its a fluke.
I'll OWN my body tomorrow.
Ok this is getting to sound really sadistic.
Well, Good job to the ruggers for taking out MI today!
Chuck scored 3 trys. I'm kinda amazed. Impressed rather.
He really is fast. Well, I need to study again.
Its tough being fired up to run and study at the same time. HAHA!

This is totally random, but I think i need a backpack.
The sling bag is really screwing my arms up. I need one badly i think.
its only 58 days away.
Close to 2 months and track nationals are here.
Maybe some just don't get it, If I don't push myself now.
Then When? AHHHH!!!
I'm fired up!!!!
As for History, i just pon my 1st history test. HAHAHAH
I'm so going to die man.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Labouring day

Listening to : Spice Of Your Life - Bleach

It doesn't feel like a tuesday at all. Feels more like sunday.
It totally doesn't feel like a holiday at all. With 2 tests tomorrow and not much rest time given.
I think right now its a labouring day for many fo us.
Gotta train hard later too. I do not believe i cannot take the trainings. I'm going to push till i drop. ( I swear i've said this at least 5 time already)
Much to my surprise, i slept in for the 1st time in a long time.
Or Perhaps thats what i needed all along. Sleep.
Hopefully can see her later. HAHAHHA.
Its May now. Not long to nationals.
But VERY SOON TO WATCHING SPIDERMAN 3!!!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Last Chance...

Listening to : Plug In Baby Acoustic - Muse

The week has been rather erm, different.
Tough week with 2 tests and many many hw.
oh well. Thank God its over. Well one highlight was the sports carnival heats.
Man was it really heats man, heated competition and all.
The 400 run was rather bad but emerged as 4th qualifier. Oh well. Gotta fight for that.
But the big one is the 4x100.
Despite the huge controversey on whether or not T10 should be disqualified.
It was a real good run for them.
Well our class did well too, without andrew kwek, we ran 49 sec.
Chuck was amazing. It seems in sports carnival it really will be a fight with memberzz.
Who will win, i dunno.
Well, all I know is that many ppl are getting all arrogant and cocky about their speed and all.
It kinda sickens me.
Other than that, Track has been EXTREMELY TOUGH!!!!
So much so i love it, its esctacy to me man....

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Stairway

Listening to : Stairway to Heaven

I've gotten a little lazy to maintain my blog i realised.
Well, a few updates. WEDNESDAY WAS AWESOME!!!
The cross country team did phenomenal.
My girl finally got top 20!! she got 13th place!!!
Real happy for her. Like its been so many years of running and the last year she achieved something!!!
Oh well, this is kinda bad for me in a way.
Means i DIE DIE must win something. If not pai seh. heh.
Yeah, on thursday we went put and all after school to have fun.
I'm also gonna start pushing my runs.
I really am going to work hard on my strength endurance now. I have no more time to waste.
Speaking of no time. I think I really have to start doing my homework and studying.
Cause on friday. I had my very first detention.
ALL CAUSE I DIDN'T DO MY HISTORY OUTLINE!!!
My clean record is broken. NO!!!!
Detention is really sad, the people there do work aimlessly. It was kinda traumatising actually. HAHA!

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

XC!!

Listening to : Can't stop - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Wow, so it seems that this song was really loved ion my runs last year.
Yeah, i can remember, this song kept running in my head.
Well, 2moro is Cross Country. Wow.
So fast eh. It seems many are now EXTREMELY nervous.
All i can say now is that everyone has done all they can.
Everyone has prepared equally as much.
Everyone has had their prep talks and all.
But 2moro, its not going to be about any of these things which will determine who wins.
Its about who becomes the bravest, who can go out there and run their hardest with no regrets.
I'll be rooting for CJC XC!!! I'll be rooting more importantly for Ng Shiming.
She's real nervous now. Oh well.
This is XC for you. HAHA. After this, its ten weeks to the big day for me.
Shall not consider that for now.
Well, ALL the way cross country!!!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Listening to : The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani

WOW. So this week has been interesting. Really interesting.
So much so i can't remember why.
Well, i guess rather than blogging about the past.
lets talk about something in the Future.
I'm from today, going to
1) Train Hard
2) Study Hard
3) Pray Hard
4) Rest Hard
5) Play Hard.
How am i gonna do all these, I have no idea.
Well, I guess I really was a little disappointed the past few days
About track and studies. Guess It was all kinda forgotten.
I'm going to explode soon!!!
Guess i'm still into Easter, just thought of this
I wouldn't talk about how Jesus died, but how he lived.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

The kick again.

Listening to : Alive - POD

Its good friday!!! or rather, it was good frieday half an hour ago.
I really love good friday, it gives reason to why we can stand here strong.
This is the easter period, its so warm and all.
The drama in church today was by far the most high-tech version ever.
Which really made it cool. Well, the effect was definitely there.
The EASTER EXPERIENCE.
You have got to feel it for yourself.
Well, as usual, i'm here waiting for my girl to finish doing her work.
Haha, it feels like a saturday. Hmmm, on this easter, i guess its appropriate to fix up my life again! Yup!
Well, tomorrow is the very first big race of the year, national Juniors.
How bad can it get, i'm running 100 and 400 on the same day.
Both with less than 1.5 hour gap. This is really troubling.
Even still, i got rather psyched up on the race and all. I'm gonna give it my BEST shot.
There's nothing to lose, i don't care about shame or anything.
I'm just gonna give it my all and WHACK THE RACE!!!!
After all, i think i'm gonna do a PB. I really do.
Well, everything was ok, till i realised my strained muscles have yet to recover, I wonder whats wrong with my legs recently.
Strangely, i'm not as worked up for this race compares to SPH. Guess i'm immuned now.
Whats more, my girl will really be there this time. I'm confident in myself and in everyone.
SOmehow, i really do feel the need to drive the team. I really do.
I shall send out an emo msg to everyone running now. YEAH!!!
Nite ppl!!!

Monday, April 02, 2007

Hellsing

Listening to : Spice Of Your Life - Beck

I'm here blogging cuz i'm waiting for shiming. So i got like half an hour to burn.
Today was rather erm, multiple.
Went to church, which i felt was really awesome today. Really.
It was a rather simple message on a few disciplines in life.
Guess after joining track, my whole life is rotated about trainings and drills.
SO i guess this message was rather easy to follow, like real easy. HAHA.
Not only that, Easter is right round the corner, kinda excited for it.
Well, not just that, national juniors as well. How anti-climax right. AHHH

Was just thinking of our track season, 3 more months.
DAMN SHORT LA!!!
3 more months to get my whole body in shape.
3 more months till the end of my running life in CJ.
SO short, I'm gonna chiong for it, I can't believe i phsyched myself up while bathing.

Yeah, after church I went to study, omg, i am also lagging.
FINE! I realised that other than track, I have to cope with the blardy books.
If i can I'll burn them all up man. I'm gonna get the A's this mid-year i hope.
Yeah, met my girl to study. HAHAHA!! which was kidna fun.
Half way through we went to watch mr bean.
FUNNY SHOW!!!

Got home and found a whole new FREAKING COOL ANIME!!!
Is it me or am i just real slow to realise it.
Its HELLSING!
Amazing anime. Cool man. heh, other than that, hmmm. Nothing much.
I guess i'll go mug a little while waiting for her.
I have never mugged at home before. This is amazing.
CYA AROUND!!!!

Saturday, March 31, 2007

EXPLODE UP!

Listening to : Wonderwall - Oasis

Its been a week since i blogged again. I guess I gotta be more active in blogging man.
Heh, but i realised its tough everyday since i come back so late everyday.
Studying and training is getting to my head.
Well, last sunday we had SPH relays, I must say my confidence has been boosted.
Cause of the race and cause she helped so much i guess.
I remember how nervous I was and scared I spasm.
One of the best ideas was to pray befroe the race, seriously. HAHA. It works man.
Though both our baton passes were in a way greatly flawed, i think its still a good run. :)

Well, I can't really remember this week. Seriously, I just know i kept sleeping.
OH!! On Thursday I slept practically the whole day. Which i have no idea why.
I gotta rest up more man, trainings have also been rather shiok.
Yesterday we had our road relay. Yup.
And i must say it was a huge success.
Many teams turned up and ran their hearts out for fun!
I guess the team who planned it must be good.
Especially that girl, she did well. Really well! :)

Next week is national juniors. Heh, well, its super fast.
Not just that, its next weekend. WHO PUTS NAT JUNIORS ON EASTER WEEKEND!!!
Nobody really does so man, oh well, i'll try to do what i can.
I don't wanna cause trouble for my bro again. This really sucks.
AHHH!!! Ok ok, guess i'll try to study today, i have to man. I really have to!

Sunday, March 25, 2007

WONDER

Listening to : What Goes around comes around

I'm strangely wondering how's tomorrow gonna be.
I shall not think about it.
I'll just give it my best. Seriously.
Then i can be proud.
Most importantly, let someone be proud

Sunday, March 18, 2007

uoiduk

Listening to : Story of a girl

I guess training has been real fun. There's now a real motivation to train.
Heh, well, was really happy a few days ago, cause supergirl ran top 20 in the swift meet.
really proud. really really proud. HAHAHA.
I guess i'm getting fat, i need to gym man. I need to run.
Not forgetting study. SOMEONE STUDY OUTSIDE TODAY!!!!
I'll feel damn lag after this.....shit...

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Xin

Listening to : Angels - Sarah McLachlan

Never will i lose this opportunity again.
I won't wait for any more second chance.
I gotta believe.
I realised I have been distracted by many things.
Unfocused in a way, i dunno why.
In this, my track has been suffering.
WHat has happened to the FIRED up attitude???
Perhaps its cause of the long pain that has hit since the CTs.
Not only that, how am I to face the other maggots.
The 'captain' has been slacking here and there, now he's suffering badly.
I wonder what would they think. Even now, i've gotten THAT vulnerable to sickness.
This is scary. But i still believe. I'll be stronger, not physically, but mentally.
Well, I gotta be strong mentally for my studies too. I'm also suffering badly there.
I'm suffering badly everywhere in ym head. I guess i gotta start working and stop playing too much i guess. I got my ONE day of rest today. Now its time to WORK.
One day, i'm gonna win it all.

In the arms of the angel,
A supergirl, please help....

Monday, March 12, 2007

Follow

Listening to : MIA - Avenged Sevenfold

I realised I only blog in the morning, when I have nothing better to do.
Like now, waiting for her to wake up.
Heh, this holiday feels extrmely packed up.
almost everyday we have training. Which is frankly a little madness.
Not only that, i'm feeling a little unfit too. Wonder how are we gonne die during training.
Well, the good thing is that after training we have IG33 outing at vivo city. Which is totally cool.
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Holidays holidays. I can't waste anymore time.
Its study and run all the way.
Squeezing in a little rest here and there. This is tough man....
HAHAHA.
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I can't remember what i wanted to blog about. Well, next time then!!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

MY BREAK!!!!

Listening to : Are you gonna be my girl - Jet

I'm lagging, oh well. a few updates.
CTs are finally over!!!! AThey were over like last week already.
It ended with a blast. With the release of the chinese O level results!!!!
LIONEL CHOONG CAN BURN HIS CHINESE BOOKS NOW!!!!!!
YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!
I got an S!!!! Heh, the moment I got it back , I literally shouted!!!
Well,Other than chinese, it was Orientation for us facils aagain.
I took a rather laid back approach with my IG.
So we really had fun this time.
SOUL was the best man. I dunno why, but it resembles Invierno.
Which was awesome. Totally. Well, this was supposed to be my break for the whole term.
But it just didn't feel right. Yeah, ROCKEFELLA was my break.
It was too awesome, the music this time was great, compared to last year.
Though not as hyped up, but its crazy!!!! HAHAHHA!!!
IT WAS MY FINALE NIGHT YESTERDAY!
Now i can rest for a few days befores studyin again. Heh.
Ps. SOmeone send me all the roackefella songs!

Monday, February 26, 2007

CONFIRM DIE

Listening to : Fall Away - The Fray

Day 1 of the horrid CTs are over.
I never thought CTs could be this bad, its even worse than promos.
At least i was kinda prepared for promos.
As in at least i knew my stuff.
But today was the ultimate bullshit day.
For GP, i was kinda stun at first, but eventually wrote about forgive and forget.
Used several real-life examples, well, it was a risk i guess, hopefully can do well.

As for history, it was a joke man.
I really screwed up the CSQ.
Nobody thought that Suez would come out, i totally didn't use any contextual knowledge at all.
So yeah, got burnt kinda badly.
SUpergirl too.

Looks like the CTs aren't kicking off too well.
Heh, but i guess the worst is over. I hope. AHHH!!!

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Heading Home

Listening to : My Ex-Lover Is Dead - Stars

Well, these few days have been more or less rather stale for me.
Studying studying and more studying.
I'm getting the momentum back, thats good though heh.
Well, today was rather different.
Heh, after studying and bringing my girl home.
I left lavender and headed to paya lebar where my bro was waiting for me.
It was already say 11.30.
The latest i've studied until these few days.
Well, now that i got a car home, i was rather happy.
When we got on the car, we then realised, THE CAR WON'T START!!!!
Like seriously, we were kinda scared and all at first.
Well, it become more of an experience and all.
We called like A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE.
An hour later we finally decided to call the tow truck people.
so they said an hour, we went to the nearest 7-11.
We bought mash potatoes.
It was bad, never eat it.
Upon reaching the car, we decided to try starting the car again.
AND OMG!!!! IT WORKED!!!
So yeah, we left for home at like 1.15. heh.
KINDA DUMB EH!!!
But it was so funny it kinda made me relax a little heh.

Monday, February 19, 2007

Happy!!! Sad...

Listening to : You Know My Name : Chris Cornell

The past few days, many many things.
Valentines day - Happy
Training - Happy
CNY eve eve dinner - Happy
CNY eve get new phone - HAPPY
Reunion Dinner - Happy
Basketball at 12 midnight - Happy
CNY day 1 Collect Hong Bao - Happy
CNY day 1 play mahjong and won - HAPPY
CNY day 2 hope to meet supergirl - Happy
CNY day 2 realising still must study - Sad
EXAMS COMING UP!!!! - DAMN SAD!!!!

That kinda summarises what i'm thinking now, guess the sad part greatly outweighs the happy.
like seriously, I HATE EXAMS!!!!
I'm still gonna pia though. REALLY pia.

Sunday, February 11, 2007


My Dearest girl...

The Penguins still live on...

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2T24 1st class pic of 2007
Project Red Lantern
The comparison of the other lanterns to ours
IG33 at prata house
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THE FAMILY @ CJC XC
The guys, how tight man.
Don't ask...
Supposedly Emo Kids...
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IG33 depicting how orientation is like
The @T24 monstrosit, the 24 Spirit
The Team after Cross Country, wonderful...
Me and My Number 1 Supergirl
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back track

E406, knowing my back is covered by them, i can venture out
Shi Jie, Alvan, Me, Justin, All from T24, All from the 4 seasons
Invierno truly is love...
IG33 after the mud game.
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Plug in Baby!!

Listening to : Plug in baby - Muse

I guess i'm burning a whole lot of time.
Track training is super happening now, i guess its all cause of the juniors.
They all now how tight.
Seriously, they are like super close now, so much so even i feel stuck on to them.
There's even the extended track team (Jane), whose always there too.
WELL!!! I guess after they all got back their results, they're all staying.
Not cause they're dumb (in fact, they're SUPER SMART)
Almost all got below 15. I feel dumb now.
The worst was when Jane called us crying, saying
"LIONEL!!! I'm Damn sad, did ery lousy, i got the same marks as you".
How bad can a suan get man!?!?!?
AAHHHH!!!
ANyway, it was good fight, great job J1S!!!!

Well, Valentines day is coming up.
This year is gonna be my first, and i wanna spend it with my very number 1.
its this wednesday.
Actually i'm in trouble. OH SHIT MAN!!!

Last week was cross country also.
Well, I didn't really win anything.
But well, i did break my PB.
I'm really pleased cause of it, though my supergirl got like 1st.
I'm kinda OMG man. A little embarrassing though.
but well, who cares about what they say, i'm kinda proud of how she ran.

I also crashed a rockefella audition,
I must say, this year is kinda impressive.
People, GO ROCKEFELLA!!!!
If you're wondering which JC to go to.
COME CJC!!!!

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Stress???

Listening to : Follow Me - Uncle Kracker

Yeah, So i'm here blogging. Looking at all those maggots being so stressed and all.
I'm actually feeling bad not doing much work today.
C'mon, i'm a slack man. Heh.
Fine, I'm only slack now.
Well, today was kinda focused on the class.
We are HALFWAY in completing our project lantern.
Lets see, its like taller than me.
Thats kinda sad man, for real. But it's HUGE and SUBER KOOL!!!!

But yeah, I just realise i got like 3 tests this week.
Good Game right??? Heh, who cares man. I know i can do it.
For some reason i'm having a very positive mindset.
Speaking of which, I'm NOT TRAINING 2MORO!!!
WOWOWOWOWOW!!! How cool is that.
The 1st time in like, 2 months.
I'm kinda relieved. I can slack 2moro.

O level results out on friday.
Kinda worried for some. Oh well, panic i guess.
This time its just them. HAHHAHAHAHAH
Here are some Pics.
INVIERNO DINNER AT GLASS HOUSE!!! We rock....almost all signed up for O2

This is the track team during the Track Orientation, kinda cool eh. HehThis was the SAAA Cross Country Competition, the 1st of many to come. Work Hard people.

REMEMBER!!!! CJC WARMS UP TO WIN!!!

Saturday, February 03, 2007

c'mon c'mon

Listening to : Rollover DJ - Jet

Seriously, I have been kinda dreading training the past few days.
I dunno, I just lost it??
Maybe so man, maybe i did lose that passion for running.
Until a few days ago. I got reminded the kick i got by the J1s.
Seeing them all so challenged, heh, it kinda makes me wanna push even more.
Well, morning runs are getting more common, i'm doing them now.
Strange eh, i never thought I will.

Well, the past few days were cool.
The project giant lantern is actually underway.
Like its a huge structure. I'm kinda proud of 2T24 man.
HAHA!! Even if we don't win, i guess we did a good job.
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I actually kinda miss my IG33. They're having an outing soon.
Haha! I guess signing up for O2 wasn't so bad after all.
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I'm damn random, i dunno. I'm too lazy to elaborate on anything. HAHAHAHHA!!!
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Thursday, February 01, 2007

hear your voice

Listening to : Lips of an Angel - Hinder

I'm seriously wondering what on earth am I doing here.
I'm supposed to be reading econs. WAHAHHA.
Well, i guess i gotta properly update my blog man.
Since I just realised, people still do read my blog. So yeah.
Schools been cool. Or rather, I haven't majorly encountered any problems yet.
Study wise I'm figuring everything out i guess. Things don't seem to tiring anymore.
Just the track part, not that I'm tired of it.
I'm actually kinda spurred on, really, seeing the new J1s attitude towards track.
Not just that, to know that we're really close together like one big family.
It's really good to know that indeed we may have a possible chance of winning or so.
I'm seriously hoping we can win this year. Never in my life have i wanted my team to win.
So much so I wouldn't mind not winning myself.
Well, despite our die hard attitudes, I do have to admit, we really are going hard into training man. In fact, its way hard, we're doing morning runs now.
Just that I gotta get used to it, but i'm really starting to enjoy the kick.
Like what Kenrick said
"This is just a warm up to victory, so don't say tired, say challenging"
Now that track is settled, i'm actually kinda in a fix.
Seriously, i'm so busy with everything, i'm afriad I don't have time to rest.
And well, to enjoy life. I don't want to be so filled and busy in life i forget to enjoy it.
So yeah, doing all at once is tough i guess. Well, now I'll just figure one thing out at a time. Heh.
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Its been a while since we went out properly.
Heh, i do miss it.
Can't do much now can we?
Soon i guess, its funny how I can be contented with just a glance.
Well, you so have the lips on an angel.....

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Star Girl

Listening to : Star Girl - Mcfly

Guess its been a super long time since I blogged properly I guess.
Many things have been happening.
Well, just to let everyone know that i'm still alive.
I'm just DAMN panic for physics maths and practically every subject.
I just signed up for O2 facil.
How dumb am I. Really...

Saturday, January 27, 2007

glory at all...

Listening to : Glory Road

It was a rather cold competition. Not knowing if anyone could win him.
Well, he was the best of all. He was number 1.
So high and mighty, he competed in several basketball leagues.
He dominated all of them.
But wait, something was missing.
He never found out, so he continued winning.
Till eventually, he met someone on par with him.
Another by the name of JY.
His shots were so smooth, unlimited stamina and bursting speed.
He was never able to match up. Then eventually there came a day when he did lose to JY.
Never giving up, he struggled so hard to overcome his opponents.
Fighting fighting everyday, for several months, he trained like never before.
Indeed, one day he succeeded. He regained the Number 1 position
However, upon victory, he finally realised one thing.
He has lost the most important thing. The love of the game.
In all the struggle to win, he never stopped to appreciate what he was doing.
Never realising that what he was doing was a gift and a priviledge.
Soon after, he began to focus more on enjoying the game rather than champing everyone he can.
As that occured, he became a true Champion.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Speed

Listening to : Run - Snow Patrol

Short post, cause i'm totally demoralised.
Not totally that is, just that i think i'm super lag now.
Not just in studies (which really makes it bad)
But also in trainings. I can't seem to keep up.
I ran 500m, well, though it was ok, as in i was average.
But frankly, on the whole, my timing was bad.
like 90 sec!?!?!?
It's bad, i'm so going to work my ass off now. Really hard.
I don't care anymore.
AHHH!!!
I kinda just wanted you to believe that I would be first
though it was highly unlikely, I'll work till you believe so.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Back to life...

Listening to : I miss you - And then I turned seven

So its really back to normal school. School with pressure that is.
Not saying that i'm not used to stress, i'm rather used to it in fact.
Well, assuming that now I'm lagging behind. There's so much to ketchup on.
Oh yeah, orientation was a whole load of fun.
BUT, there're tests coming up. This is extremely annoying.
It's back to track training as well.
I'm really excited for it, i dunno why too, but its fun to be able to
'heart pain', literally.
Also funny thing was that I realised many of the J1s are on an orientation frenzy.
They were all doing the Invierno cheers before training.
Speaking of which, we had an overwhelming response in the days training.
Surprised that so many came, though other CCAs had like much more.
I jealous.

I guess I really do miss trainings. Funny eh, i miss getting totured.
Not only that, i'm missing orientation even more.
I miss standing on the stage pointing at house Invierno and shouting at them
I miss giving inspirational speeches and give the kill sign to kyuka after we do the Haka.
This by far exceeds the fun I had in my own orientation.
IG33 is also suiper happening, SO many outings and all.
Wonder if this will keep up all the way to the end. WAHAHHAHA.

MAn, i'm damn tired, but yeah, i'm going to run and also i'm gonna mug hard today man.
Really hard, i'm feeling oh so dumb during lessons.
People will literally shoot answers while i simply struggle to understand.
Help!!!!!!!

My voice is coming back, finally.
INVIERNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Invierno forever

Listening to : get low - lil john

Wow, Orientation 2007 is finally over.
Indeed this has been an extremely good experience.
So many things have been running through my head.
I did realise that this orientation has taught me much, about leading and all.
But most of all, to understand the meaning of orientation.
IG33 has bonds forged which i think can never be broken.
Its fantastic to have them all as an IG. I'm sure poon would feel the same.
IG33, we'll stick together forever man.

Of course there is 1T24, wonderful junior class of mine.
Super enthu and also super funny class.
Despite the presence of weird people, they all HOW TIGHT!!!

Definitely, on the whole, INVIERNO!!!!
Yeah, we didn't win, but i guess we not winning brought us to somewhere beyond winning.
As a house captain for the 1st time in my life.
I dare to say that Invierno as a house won something more valuable compared to a trophy.
People, we won the bonds of each other. To look at your neighbour and say, Amigos.
I do hope every single one of the J1s had a hell of a time.

Not forgetting the J2 PENGUINS!!!
We all worked our asses off, literally. I remember since the last week of the year.
We were all running around fixing up things, the banner, the props everything.
We were so good, too fantastic to be true.
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U!!! I couldn't have asked for a better house.
Truly, Invierno in my eyes is the best house ever. Not a biased statement.
But as facils, a salute is all it takes to identify each other.
So really, thank you for making me one happy penguin!!!

Now that Orientation is over, well, hello books.
I'm lost in econs.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

33 sat sat Oei

Listening to : Tokyo Drift

How am i to describe the start of the new school year??
Well, its orientation time, this time i'm faciling.
Wow, what can i Say, super tiring, but
SUPER FUN!!!!!
Well, its a good weekend break for me.
Though I really do feel for my IG33. I kinda miss them
Funny eh, though it was tough, it was really bonding with them.
Doubt my class will be that good.
Heh, well now in such a case, i'm house capt of Invierno.
And yes, we will win. We must.
Invieno ROcks. The people rocks.
Thank you so much for everything all facils.
Well, IG33 rocks too.
Though its super tiring, its mother-gay worth it man.