Beyond

This indeed has been a little stretching of abilities. Extending of capacity. Times of miracles. Saturday was supposedly a rather normal day. That was what I thought. Till I realized, it was immensely tiring! Though I was hindered by a sprained ankly I went on for CG as well as support duty. That week we all met up for lunch or most of us. Good time for fellowship, never had this for such a long time. Went down for support, was a little late cause rushed down and also cause of the leg. Came and realised that there were 4 huge boxes of recycling to do. It seemed almost impossible to complete. Not only that there were so little ushers! We made do with what we had till I realised we had 9 inserts. Sis Caiyun came and wow realised we needed to paste stickers for 4000 emerge cards and communion was also taking place. It was rather tiring to realise that there was that much to do. normally we would have completed everything at 9?? but then, at 9.30 we only did 1800 bulletins. It was that slow so Sis caiyun asked a favour from sect 9 and thus we did only 3000, didn't even complete. However through these tough times. Through these times of hardships Lives are impacted. I seriously do hope whatever form of encouragement and impact got through to the ushers!

Today was awesome did Alpha 2 for the 1st time. Fun try Fun experience won't speak about it much, However!! Reuben Morgan was awesome, for some reason was much better than expected!! He went up and WOW!! Message was great, Conversionist!! And yes like any other CD went to buy Reuben Moragans CD, and it is awesome!! Great!! A must Buy!!

Another thing was that I was looking through You the leader and was really moved by it. A few phrases

"We may see the facts as they actually are, we subscribe to the truth of the Word and make that assume precedence so we live in the victory of Christ!"

"Revelation is spiritual insight given by the Holy Spirit. It is knowing. This knowing is what Faith Is. Knowing things which are not revealed by natural senses. Acting on revelation is what faith is."
"God didn’t have one of you. He wanted one of you. So he Made one of you.
The key is the revelation of who God is and who we are, this changes our destiny."

Ouch!! My fingers!!

Simple short post. My fingers hurt!!! Why!? cause well i've been playing the guitar like once every hour the past 3 days, since adrian was around, he taught me some stuff. Now able to play 'thank you' and 'Jesus Reigns" or most of it!!=)

Sneak Peak

4 days gone. Well Hopefully they were all well spent. After the chinese O's I guess there's not much break. Now its the start of round 2!! Gotta start studying again! These few days had A maths lessons and tuition. Integration. Amazingly caught on to it a little faster than expected. Thank God!! Well 2 chapters to go and thats it for A maths!!

Yesterday night had a little sneak peak on my bro preaching!! And wow man!! Get ready to be impacted like never before!! I was like wow!! Jia You!! mY brother!! =) K back to studies!! Btw ankle still hurts!! But thank God its much better!!

Sleepy day

Man!! I'm sleepy!! I have no idea. Since yesterday night. Wow its really tiring! Yesterday went to catch Star Wars 3 again. Once again!! Its really an awesome show!! Everybody has to watch it. Then after that Adrian and Loong came over to my place to sleep-over, we had a little prayer meeting, was split into 2 parts and wow!! The 2nd part was awesome!! God's presence simply flowed like water through the whole room, through the heart and soul. Today went to school at 7!! Managed to catch only 4 hours of sleep, maybe that explains why I was like drop dead tired. Then after Came home much easier than expected cause Goh TK didn't come so yeah! Sleeping a little later tonight, gotta study!!

Wo De Jiao!!!

Well, Sorry didn't update since O levels. And yes!! Its over!!! The Chinese paper is over!! That day we practically went wild!! Tables and chairs flew!! Screams and shouts!! I'm just so happy so very happy that the IT IS FINISHED!!! After all the hard work and effort. Now its all up to God. Immediately after O levels I HAD TO GO OUT!!! So went out with Loong, managed to get myself 2 shirts and he got himself a pair of jeans. All were good buys. But I think the highlight was most definitely the Star Wars 3!! Man It is an awesome spectacular show!! ALL MUZ CATCH IT!! I'm serious. I was seriously in a very big WOW!! Went home at abt 10+, Went to watch "the new police story" on DVD, not bad, kinda nice!

Sadly, nest day still have to go back for school got lessons. So went back to school, lessons were alright, but during recess went to play basketball, and yes, the worst happened!! I sprained my ankle!! OUCH!!! That really hurt. After so long of not playing and suddenly injuring myself. Hiaz, it seems perhaps basketball truly aint my cup of tea. So was literally limping, Limped to the chem lab 3 storeys high!! and wow!! Had a mock prac test!! I did it limping to get all of the chemicals, It was terrible!!

Soon after went home changed and went out again to cut my hair, Too bad kelvin is not around, so just went to jantzen and requested to anybody to cut for me, Satisfied with the style but not overjoyed. At this moment I was like forcing myelf to walk properly. A grave mistake!! Went to the library to read up on first aid. Check up on any immediate way to get this prob out of my way!! After that went to meet sijia at harbour front, then after that went to meet loong at outram. Went to creative to get a pair of head phones, and loong to change his mp3. Ahhh!!! The pain was getting unbearable!! So well started praying, take the pain away God!!! Eventually it subsided for a while. Thank God!!

Went to church and realised. "oh my goodness, how am i gonna serve?? I'll definitely not be a traffic ic or anything like that, most prob door usher." So went in and as expected was doing traffic, Ziliang hotel 4. All ready to do door usher. Hmmm for some reason felt kinda useless, Felt that i could have helped out more. Then during general briefing for traffic. The unexpected happened. Took 456 side for traffic!! I had no idea how am I supposed to do it!! QN requested that I not move!! AT ALL!!! AHHH!! A new usher timothy was also attached to me. Guide him and stuff. At the end of the whole service I think he enjoyed himself. That really made my day!!

Traffic as a bai ka. Considering I had 15 ushers for my side. It seemed kinda easy. for some reason when i served no pain??=) Thank God for that. At this moment I kinda got used to one thing. Seeing the big picture by not doing anything!! Sending out people like never before!! Soon I realised my bro was taking 123 side. Kinda cool. The choong's both taking a side. =). After everything really learnt to flow, impact the ushers and not do things myself!! I enjoyed it. And the prayer meeting was awesome!! It was like wow!! The presence was extremely strong!! And wow!! It felt like this was just a preview. Can't wait for emerge!!

Today woke up and OUCH!!! my ankle really really hurt. COuldn't go to school today and eventually went to the chinese doctor. Those people are mean!! And yes!! they wrapped up my leg, and it stinks!! EEEEEEEEE!!!

This is it....

This is it...Days,Weeks,Months, of hard work ultimately boils down to the next 24 hours. Hmmm rousgly 13 more to the start of the paper. I really thank God for everything and anything and anyone tat has helped be it directly or indirectly to the victory over chinese. This can be done. Why!?!? I've done all i can. And I believe. God can do exceedingly abundantly above, beyond ALL that we can ask think or imagine. Facts are tommorow is exams. Truth is, God has conquered ALL!!!!

From extremely pressured to extremely sian

It has really been a real toture to study so long so hard!! I have no more stress!! Instead, I'm so bored and sian of studying. Give me a chinese book and i'll scream at you! Nontheless, I'll continue to just give it my best.

Theres only so much i can do now!!

Right in 4 days!! 4 days!! I'm going to sit for one of the toughest and mose important exams!!! The count will continue...For some reason I feel that I've done all that i can. Think the rest is all up to God. Theres only so much we can do. But with God....Hehe. Well I'll still work like a mad dog but i guess work more intelligently. 4 days people!! 4 DAYS!!!! PS. If you have not started studying. I'll be praying for you!!!

Count down

Ok nothing much. too occupied with the big O in my head!! 6 more days. so no time to waste!! Enjoy!!

It aint that easy

Being irritated happens frequently, being annoyed happens often, being angry happy is very seldom, being frustrated hardly ever happens, BLOWING UP Never happened before!! Well thats for Lionel. I am someone who hardly ever. Seriously!! It takes alot to tick me off!! And yes!! I was real angry today!! Real Real "pissed!!". Why!?!? A few friends were playinn around with me acting SO CHILDISHLY!!! taking my handphone passing it around. Rubbing wax all over the place. The sole reason I Really contained everything was because a gal was around. If not wahhhh!!! Still was able to manage and contain the anger!! When it finally stopped one friend turned and said. "see la u spoil my thing!!" I was like!! "how childish can you get!!!!" Although I didn't say it. For some reason i kinda felt bad. And yes was still real angry. Thank God I messaeged one of my friends. Yes!! Next time when you're about to blow. SMS SOMEONE!!! Then swallowed my pride and apologised to him. Think it made him feel kinda bad and yes things were better from then on.

I guess time to time we gotta swallow all pride and yes be like Jesus!! Just say sorry man. Although this was extremely stupid and shouldn't have happened. It turned out kinda good. Like what many say. Whether good or bad. We still win!!

What does HE mean to you

God. What does he mean to you. The simple sound of that name. What would it mean in your life??? To everybody it's different. To everybody its something unique. A few examples.

"God is my comfort, My refuge"

"God is my healer, He healed me!!"
"God is someone out there deciding my destiny"
"I dunno. I just simply follow That God."
"God Is love. Faith. All the good things!"
"God is the one who imposes kicks in my life!!"

All of them are all correct. None of them are wrong. What am I trying to get at. Was worshiping. When suddenly Wow!! The question was imposed. What does God mean to me!?!? I gave all answers. but somehow it didn't hit it!! But when i sang "Thank You" It all seemed so clear.

"Who is God To You??"

"God. He's everything"

New building, New Desire, New everything

Would say many things that happened along the week. Mention some captivating points only though. Yesterday was extreme sports. Not bad was kinda fun. Run like a mad man. However i felt I pushed much much harder last year! Not many comments.

The highlight was well today. Went to church a little earlier to study. So not bad, completed my sec 2A. By right. However was very captivated by the songs I were listening to. 100% radio hits. Got it from my Bro. Was really good!! So much so I was like an advertisment.

Wasn't able to do busing cuz of some new friends. However was kinda impacted to what one of the leaders said. "take ownership of the section, think like a section IC and you'll eventually become one." SO true indeed. Look at the big picutre. If you are stuck with only one point of view then sorry man, you'll remain at where you are for a while.

Went down for svc. And wow!! We're going to S'pore EXPO soon!! Well many would be like wow!! big place!! near the east. But for some reason I was real excited not cuz it was near or anything. but well cuz its a whole brand new challenge for ushers. It simple excites me to think about the time when we'll move. Totally new ball game!!

Was impacted enough. Ya right. Thats what I thought. Had TG and wow. Sis Beat really got us all thinking about our ministry where we are. And preperation for indoor stadium. Yes!!! WE NEED MORE USHERS!!! So anybody out there wanna join feel free to approach me!!=) not just that but she really got us physched up!! WOW MAN!! its coming!! EXPO!!

Straight Forward.

Thats it. Since the last post frankly it has been smooth sailing for me. Exam failed well ya. Been there, done that, took a picture, got over it. So well I'm ok now. Just have to work much much harder. Now its gonna be well kinda straight forward. Life is back to frankly the same. After school go study then go home rest tuition. Cycle continues on. But well appears boring?? NEVER!!! Haha gets more exciting by the minute!! With God?? Come one man. What can be boring??=)

Well Other than studies tomorrow got the extreme sports. Frankly I'm not feeling THAT pumped up compared to last year. Maybe cause I'm focusing so much on O levels I frankly didn't have time to care!! Hope I can salvation whatever stamina, breathing pace and mentally I used to have. And yes. 10 days away. To what?? To the impossible...=) It has been done. It can be done.

Facts are we may be failing but the truth is Jesus on the cross Bore ALL failures. - Phil Pringle

Basis of life!!

Many of us base our lives on principles. Many convictions and many preferences in our life. Some may simply live their life on preferences. swaying all the time. Others base their lives on conviction. Never budging an inch.

What am I driving at?? It is really tough to say God i praise You!! Or say I can pull through!! When everything simple seems to be going wrong!! Frankly this has been a terrible week so far!! So many of my subjects failed or did extremely below expectation!!Not gonna reveal the results but when it comes to the clutch situation. Will you say God I still believe in you. In our minds we know we should be confessing these truths even in the toughest times. However its easier said than done. Speaking out those words takes a whole lot of courage!! Courage is doing it when you know that its gonna mess up. Having no courage is not doing in when you know its gonna mess up!!

It was a terrible ordeal to Praise God. It truly truly seemed difficult. However. The 1st step is the hardest but most important. Eventually Speaking these words seemed much easier. And wow!! A peace of heart!! It has been a rough week!! But it has been an awesome week!! Whatever happens!! There is always a But GOD!! Whatever happens, I always win!! Whatever happens, I smile!!=)

Dasappointed?? I wont be!!

Why disappointed?? It has really been a great time studying for my exams. Mugging like never before. Some subjects were done in a hurried manner. Some subjects were done in an extremely long period of time.

Today we got back 3 papers. Frankly when I got them back. I had no idea how to scream shout cry?? Well 1st paper i got back was chinese. Bam!!! This was one subject I would think I spent alot of time on!! But oh man!! I failed!! 46!! A D7!! What to do!?!? Hiaz. 2nd paper was geog. Ok ba 17/25. A B3 though kinda hoped for an A. Then was E maths!! I was extremely disappointed with this one!! I was supposed to get at least a B!! But oh man. I got a C5. Not too happy. =(. Was kinda discouraged.

However. Like what phil pringle said. There are divine connections. One school mate reminded me. Its ok. Someone else msged me. Smile. Unbelievably that word helped. Well from now on!! I'm gonna be a soldier!! Enduring tough times!! I'm gonna be a victor in this whole race!! I will emerge as a victor over the devil!! Fact is I failed!! Truth is...All things work out well for those who love God.

But God!!!

Hectic, stressed, confused, mentally challenged, on the verge of breaking down. All these words and phrases describes what most of us O level students are going through!! Day in and day out hitting the books. But God!! But God!! Remember these 2 words!! But God has already won that victory!! But God gave us strength to overcome giants!! That was the message today. Was extremely impacted by it!! Not just that. Duty was also great!! Considering we had many flops. It was great. Learnt much today!! Hmmm thats all i can say!! One last thing. If you didn't go for at least 50% of the conf svc. GO get the CD!!! If you haven gotten the new CCC youth cd. Go get it!!

Thank You

Many who went for the conference with Phil Pringle would recognise these few words. Thank You. The song which immensely brought down the presence of God. The song which I love. However this update is not just about that song. You'll know why later. Normally I yould blog about conf. But well it seems everybody is doing that so ya. Look at others blog...=p

Yesterday we went shopping. Me sijia grace. Shopped till we dropped. Just kept going and going. Although I only bought 2 pieces. and both of them bought 1 each. It seemed like we shopped for so long!!

Well more importantly. Why thank You for this title?? Well don't be surprised but yes. Its a Thank you update =). 2 days ago. Something happened. Will not reveal the details. That made me so angry!! was so frustrated. Although i just contained it inside of me. Some were able to see that though. So well won't reveal who but at the right time. At the right moment. This someone sms-ed me. Smile!! haha. It kinda relieved me. However was still thinking about it. Then while my bro was driving me home. For some reason we just spoke about ushering and stuff like that which hardly related to the matter that made me angry. And for some reason. The anger was simply lifted away. I was at peace again. I don't know why but its really a Thank God situation.

Not just that but yesterday when we were eating supper with some of my bros friends. One of them said the F word. Then wow!! My bro scolded him "HEY!! My bro is here!!!" Wow!! I was so touched by that!! Looks like he really cares for me!!=)

Just as Phil Pringle has said. 90% of our detiny is not in our hands but in others. Thus we need to make connections which are divine copnnections and stay loyal to them!! And those connections. I'll treasure them!!

We need to recognise divine connections in our lives - Phil Pringle

Impossible is nothing

Not gonna blog much but found an interesting quote.

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the World they have been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact it's an opinion. Impossible is not a decleration. It's a dare. Impossible is Potential. Impossible is temporary

Impossible is Nothing - Addidas

With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible. - Jesus

To think it was awesome. Then it became phenomenal

It was a great time on the 1st day. All of you would know from the last post. It was awesome. However!! I never thought it could get any better!! Yesterday was phenomenal!!! How good can this get!!

This time I served in the hall. Alpha 2 for the 1st time. Interesting experiance. Although the white board was never brought out. Still I think learnt whuite a few things. But once again. What made it so phenomenal was the presence of God once again!!! How good can this get man!! Cant wait for tonight!!

The begining of the end

Its over. After months weeks of wars battle against the flesh its over. Or is it?? Considering 3 weeks later i'm gonna face one of the battles of my life. The begining has just ended. No more playtime. No more fun! It's now a continous cycle of Unbelievable mental and physical challenges. Time is a big factor now. I'm gonna have to use it ever so wisely. Yes there will definately be breaks and time to rest. However it is all limited. However when it comes I'm ready!!

Yesterday Was the 1st day of Phil Pringle. It was kinda funny cuz was speaking to one of my friends " What happens if you're asked to do overflow room ic and cant sit in the hall??" Will you do it?? And low and behold. Was sent up as 2nd ic for overflow. It was a good experiance. Lawrence was the ic. Wanna thank him for helping me and teaching me so much!! Considering there were many flops. It was still a good experiance nontheless!! Simply awaiting to serve!!

Frankly I didn't really catch the message yesterday. So well gonna have to buy the cd again!! But though it was kinda tough listening. I would say something was different about Phil Pringle. He went up on stage to speak. He just seemed so WOW!! the way he preached was real powerful!! Impacting Changing. Frankly yesterday was the best I've ever seen from him! Not only that during worship time. It was awesome!! Not just because the music was awesome or the worship song was incredible. But really for some reason everything just seemed to link to create an awesome atmosphere and presence. GOD WAS THERE!! Even in that overflow room!! Never have I felt such a strong presence for so long!!

This was kinda a word yesterday that was imparted. "Whenever leading a team or leading a cell group. Don't simply go out to evangelise. Go out to disciple. Go one step further, Don't just disciple. Go further than discipling!!" Especially in this ministry!! So whenever God wants me to take a team. I'm ready!! A quote to end.

Prepare and get ready for the worst. Hope for the best to happen!! - Lawrence (He told me this phrase yesterday)

Fact and truth!!

What is the impossible?? It's different for many people!! What may seem impossible to me may seem so simple to anybody else!! Then again what may seem so impossible for others seem may seem so simple for me. Well this happens many times. However these are Facts!!

Fact is Lionel Choong is about to go through an examination which will determine his whole future, and he is kinda worried that he may not do well!!

Truth of the matter is that Lionel Choong has already conquered that exam which is a minority in God's eyes.

Bring things to a more realistic range. Fact is 200 plus years ago. No man thought we could lift of the ground in flight.

Truth is nothing is impossible!! And what do you know. Man is flying sky high!

This can be applied to everything and anything!! Focus on the Truth not on the Facts!!

Today well we did communion frankly it wasn't too well done. Won't speak of the details. But much has to be learnt!! Lionel also did the impossible!! He ushered in a Chinese Church Service!! Meaning ushering in Chinese!! This was the 1st time!! At first I never knew it could be done!! But wow man!! He kinda succeeded!! (relate back to truth and Fact)

Tomorrow is gonna be the last stretch. After this I won't stop studying. A few more days and the big O's. Their coming. Coming to be conquered!!

Stepping out?? feel free to do so.

Right its kinda been a while since i blogged. So well quick summary of exciting points!! Starting from sunday altho already blogged that want this one to be a full one!! Well it was cool!! doing duty!! Once again Traffic!! Well hopefully i can get the hang of the com set and well frankly multi-tasking!! Well Many things were learnt. Need to be ahead of hotel 1 in certain things!! It was an awesome service nontheless!!

Next!! Monday!! Its a holiday!! or is it?? WOke up at 8 and had tuition! The 1st time in amazingly long i woke up that early just to have tuition!! Went for my grandma's bday lunch. Well in case you all don't know. There's a new addition to the choong family!! and now lionel's an uncle!! New nephew, names mikel. Interesting name hur. He's so cute!! I felt I could simply cuddle and crush him!! After that headed to marine parade to study. Sat down and studied for 6 hours!! E maths all the way!! Studied with bert. He seemed a little annoyed for some reason!! Exam stress!?!? Most probably yeah!!

Well for the next few days I won't tell you about me studying. Cause well frankly its like everyday straight after school i'll hit the books!! Well monday was really good!!! Had E maths!! The most amazing thing happened again!! Well I'll have to thank Huizi again!! Was kinda struck during E maths though it was generally easy. Had a few tough questions. So well finished early So closed my eyes and prayed for wisdom for somehow a miracle to happen!! True enough For some miraclulous reason!!! The question seemed so easy!! This happened last year and was inspired by Huizi!! So wow man!!!

Special Tools

im bored. Exams, exams and more exams! Are we done with it? Its been quite exciting, i mean... yes, exciting. Tried a few different style of doing my paper.

Example:
English Summary
The norm would be me trying to highlight the points in the passage and then write my summary. Tt day, i decided to highlight the pts, write it down. edit 1st, den write properly. I used up 1 hr to do it! Woo.. thank God i managed to finish the paper. Waiting excitedly for the results... did i do well? or shld i revert back to my old style of writing?

Chinese Paper 1
I did another special thing that is to do Bao Zhang Bao Dao. Normally i would use narrative writing, write very few words... but i was challenged to do newspaper article and write 2 pages long! And i did! Thats the 1st time i ever do tt! Hopefully my results wld be better! Amen!

So excited for results! Pray and Pray! I can do it thru Jesus!

Exams!

okay... up with my new blogskin.. is it nice? whahaa... super nice rite? I would have to thank my blogskin changer..so cool!

Im currently in the midst of exams.. thus, u will hear lesser of my words during this period. O level is not tt difficult, yet must not slack! Im gonna work hard! Lets work hard together!

Did a wonderful duty today, abit of crop up.. but it was cool risking..! Woo! Praise the Lord for His Grace!

The start of my exams! Bye!

These are the books which I look at everyday!!! AHHH!!! going to blow!!! I have a feeling I'm becomin a nerd!! 

Result of studying too hard. Advertisisng my fave sweet whcih keeps me awake!! 

POS

Abit of chinese now... Zhuan Yan Jian is 2 days towards exams! Im so excited?!?!?! whaha... Or should i sae, scared? Hmm, By faith, i will do well! Amen?! Still Mugging my chinese and amaths. Oh my, all sec 3 amaths seems so foreign to me! Help!

Ive been bz lately. Not realli regarding wad, but its studies! Mugged mugged and more mugged. Bored? yeah... feel so tired.. but, wad to do? Jus gonna put in my best and do well!

Just now went for POS! Oh, i woke up late! Had to rush... did not gel my hair.. so, i look so........ UNGLAM! Argh! But its okay... Lionel Choong will still be as glam no matter wad! (Excuse of little of BHB) Coming back to POS, it was............. FUN! I had such a fun time! Thank God they did not start on time... I was late... They cld haf been waiting for mi??? whahaa.. OOpz.. no la.... its just a normal thing to wait and wait and den start... great time of fellowship... Ive always thot POS is a boring event, but, I WAS WRONG! It was SO SO muCh fuN! WEeee! Im looking forward for the next training.. but 1stly, TIME FOR STUDIES! Bye.. Leave tag k! :P

Seedtime and harvest!!

Many of you would have heard this phrase many times especially in this weeks sermon. Whatever you sow you will reap. Not just money but applies to everything else! If you sow time into your studies you reap results. If you sow seeds of bad thoughts you become a bad man. You sow seeds of bad relationships you end up being hurt. But then again. You sow time into studies you reap results. Sow seeds of faith and you reap an amazing harvest you cannot even begin to imagine. Now the seeds that are in many of our hands is the time we have. It all depends on where are we going to sow it.

Especially yesterday when I was kind of impacted by Bro Alex as he spoke of our brothers in the ministry and the condition of our growth. there is much much more growth to take place for me. Many seeds will need to be sown. Especially in this crucial time. In my O levels and when Emerge in approaching ever so near. Time management will be something that I will have to develop and perhaps perfect!!

By the way just to smack reality into our faces once again, we got 4 days to mid year and 34 days to out O level exams. i can pull through!! Praise God for that!!

2 prim pretty and Glam people!! in other words...a shuai ge and a mei nu...(handsome and pretty)!! bhb yeah...=p 

section 10 ushers...sorry if any of you aint in there man!! 

This is Me and Daryl...took it cause of his new phone!! 

Shi zhi lu kou!! (Don't really know how to spell it)

It has indeed been a while. Been so long since W216. My beloved CG finally went out together...I really missed those times. And today it was rather a happy day cause finally, we managed to squeeze some time since we didn't have CG to go out. Felt really like a family!! Of course we didn't go ou to do nothing. Spent our time playing this game "shi zhi lu kou" sorry but don't really know how to spell it. Its a food game where you head out to link and find different food. Frankly I had doubts in my mind that this won't be too enjoyable cause everyone will be in their own cliques. Vincent split us up into groups and apparently even though I was teamed up with a member from Baoting CG along with Mei Yan. It was realy fun!! We went out finding food thinkin of the wierdest and funniest food!?!? Though it was kind of tiring it all was kind of worth it. Our CG spending time together again!! It all feels like a family again, this was why Cell Groups are made!! I Love W216!!!

Thank You!!

This is gonna be a super short post cause studying now...really wanna thank Mrs Ng!! My tuition teacher!! She actually bought me the new Tao Zhe CD!!! WOOHOO!!! thanks alot man!! I'll get A1 for my chinese O levels!!

Much to say...Too little time

Once again the clock keeps ticking. Time is indeed invaluable in this point of time. Seeming so far yet so near, O levels are drawing nearer each day. Yet amidst the extreme rush for time events are occuring which are to be reckoned with! Past 3 days was the Live recording. It was truly an awesome encounter with the Holy Spirit and with God. It wasn't simply singing for the sake of it or to put it into a cd. It was worship and awesome worship!! Getting down to details would be a very big chore. So go check out other peoples blogs yeah!!

Today was a day which caused many to stop and ponder about themselves and their time spent together. Next monday was the Badmintons team final match against Monfort secondary. It was the best school in badminton. However out of desperation Mr Kuok appealed to us in a very persuasive way to head down to support our school. It started with 4I, then practically every class went forward to say " My whole class will be going down to support." due to the commotion caused we got Daryl to tell them our class would be going down. However some of us weren't too happy arguements arose which caused much tension. I felt the it was really unreasonable to be angry over such petty things.

It was already a rather confusing emotional tense day. Till we had NPCC. This was the last activity we were to have. Somehow we were happy about it!! Frankly I was overjoyed!! Unofficially we would Pass out. However in the NPCC room. Wen An reminded me of the times we spent together in the hot sun, in the push up positions, in joy and happiness!! It kinda touched me and hey. It seems NPCC wasn't that bad and i enjoyed it here!! Till it seems the worst things happened. I would not reveal who did it or what happened but the whole secondary 4 squad was on the verge of being suspended. Although it didn't really matter, it was very shocking as were not going for our last final most enjoyable annual camp if we really got suspended!! A question was raised by officers about our morals and integrity. We really wanted to just burst out in anger and in sadness but I really do hope we can pass out happily!!

Praise!

Many a times we react to situations in many different ways. If we are angry, feeling sad feeling depressed realise you have lost everything. Most of the time we react by shouting scolding keeping everything to ourselves running away or simply giving up on God. But instead ever thought of even offering a praise offering to God?? In the darkest times of your life, say God I still Praise you and say You are My God even through these toughest times. This was what was preached yesterday, although it has been preached multiple times. Its still a refreshing message! Praise is a sacrifice. Anybody who is prospering have no problem praising God but anyone in a ditch would think Praise is indeed a sacrifice. This message really meant something!

Headed to school hoping to study alot today. However, wasn't really able to had to cut my hair and stuff like that. Kinda happy cause My Dennis Koh finally returned me my band. Thank God for that!! Headed to cut my hair in the afternoon. Unbelievably my hair dresser reigned!! Oh no!! Only he knows all my style and everything. Looks like I have to find a new hair dresser to take care of my beautiful hair...=p

Sports Day...

An annual event Maris Stella for some reason keeps organising. Kind of bored of it. Its been what 10 years in this school so yup 10th and final Sports Day. Well I figured since it was my concluding year in Mairs Stella. I tried to enjoy it. Didn't intend to participate. Or so i thought.

School was dismissed at 10.45, Went to Sheng Kai's house along with Desmond Lim to simply slack,rest,sleep, put it in lame man terms, kill time. Went there played some card games. Then ate lunch. We were to report at 12.45 and what do you know. My food came at 12.45!! Was late so caught a cab down.

I was caught off guard and wow!! I was pulled to run for 4 x 100 metres. I was wearing basketball shoes?? They needed people so agreed to run. For some reason was kind of nervous. Even though there was totally no pressure on me. This would pull me down in my performance. I was still feeling this even at the starting line. While I was jumping up and down to keep myself warm. Kenny, yes Frodo kenny, was at the sideline encouraging me. Everything was well of no use frankly!! Till he said 2 magical words a few moments before the kick off. "Lionel, Godspeed!." Upon hearing this frankly I was reminded lets run with God for God Relying on God. Godspeed, to run at God speed. Or that was what it meant. But to me it meant to run with God supplying you that speed!! COuld feel his presence even in that extremely hot weather. Though we didn't win, due to unforseen circumstances. I was still Happy!!

You're not fair, I'm not fair, then who is??

People get angry easily, touch their pride inside of them and you have an arguement or worst a fight! People express this anger in a way that may vary according to situation. Shouting, vulgarities, Fights, quibbles, disputes. Whatever way they express it, one things is for sure. Either one party or both parties suffer. What's this all about??

After recess, me and 6 other guys were not yet properly attired. Be it in singlet or still in PE pants.Mrs Chan came into class and immediately dished out what seems to be the most exaggerated, irrational instructions. "Go change up and stay outside of class till the end of the lesson!" Many of us weren't too happy with it, but we complied. Then one of our worst fears or so we thought came!! Our VP so happened to be walking pass our class. Obviously she stopped to talk to us, this is when Lionel is proud to be a Maris. Mrs Maria Koh is an awesome VP, spoke to us in a calm gentle way, being reasonable and rationalizing things with us. Saying that perhaps its not just us but perhaps the teacher being angry! After she left, The unexpected happened.

The VPs wife, the Discipline master Mr Koh walked by. Immediately requested for us to stay back to see him at 2. Anger raged in all my classmates. Their eyes practically had fire! At 2, we saw him. He spoke to us in a more relaxed way. Was rather surprised. Well he really came hard on one point. Nobody is really fair around. Its not fair that we got sent out, its not fair that the discipline master's wife is the VP! So before you start examining and criticizing others, perhaps you have to start checking yourself. Stop complaining that She's wrong I'm right. But change!! It was kinda good. Even though it was from the DM. To my surprise!! He agreed to return me my Band!! So happy!

Food!! Food!! Food!!

Food is essential to the body. Gives you your much needed nutrients each day. Many seek food to relieve stress some seek food to put on some weight some simply eat cause their pigs. But whatever the reason, man love to eat!! And yes this whole update is all about food!! Different variations of different stories of food!

A hungry practically starving Lionel was home yesterday. Really really hungry. Came home at about 3 pm. Well was expecting frankly a boring stale monotonous meal. Entered in. Questioned my maid what am I gonna eat? To my extreme surprise she gave one of the most touching answers AGAIN!! She replied, oh your brother went to the prata store outside to eat. He drove then he called back to ask if I was eating. My maid didn't know so he just bought back my favorite murtabak!! How incredibly nice!! Begin to see the love of my Brother now!! Food!!

Then today went to eat With Loong and Sijia, ate at sakae sushi after such a long time! This time was expecting a wonderful sumptuous meal!! It was great!! The 1st bite was heaven but the last bite was the direct opposite!! Totally didn't feel like eating anything for the rest of the day!! We even had to smuggle some food and throw it away so we won't get charged extra!!

And finally tomorrow!! I've eaten wonderful meals for the past 2 days. So tomorrow it'll kind of be the direct opposite. Gonna fast tomorrow!! Hope that whatever i consumed today will survive me through the next day!! Even if it doesn't, I'll still rely on God's Strength!!

Finally On the Road!!

Odinary things are made extraodinary by many means and circumstances. Today which was supposed to be a totally simple odinary day was made kinda exciting!! 1st thing. After school was supposed to go for maths remedial but in the end had to help out in the inter-class basketball. Was the table official for the match 4E-4K. Man it was exciting!! Many cool moves were made and things were really close. It really boiled down to the last few seconds!! 15 seconds 4K is leading by one. 5 seconds 4E was leading by 2.When match ended, the score was tied. Tension was really high. Everybody was really 'hot' all almost about to fight. 4K was kinda expected to fight! So well what do you know!? A fight broke out. No suprise seriously. In the end 4K won. If you ask me. They should have lost. 2nd thing, went to study. And finally completed the sec 3B!! Well not just that I was pushed and pressured. Really gave it my all. It was really a fruitful study session!! Thanks to Mdm Tan!! Highlight of the whole day!! Me my mum and my bro went to eat fish & co. so we went home. What do you know!! My bro passed his drivin test!! It was so fun!! He was being annoyed by my mum like the whole trip?? So he was also scolding her like the whole trip?? I concluded If you can scold while driving, you're a good driver!! SO its really a thank God my bro passed and well it was an awesome ride. Makes things very conveniant for me now!

Overview

Weeks have gone by in an instant. Now this week has just passed. The whole week was spent practically studying like a mad man!! Sometimes I feel that I'm gonna explode at times! AHHH!! Well good thing is that the daily trip to the gym during recess periods seem to be rather effective. Muscles aren'y being deflated but Inflated! Hmmm Overview of this week. Tuesday went to eat Gelare again. Now the 2nd time eating it was well not as fantastic anymore. In fact it was kinda horrible!! Even when it was consumed on an empty stomach. It just didn't seem to satisfy me. doubt I'll be eating it for the next few days. Wednesday 4F had one period off chinese! Well we earned it!!! Thursday was pondering and praying whether to go for POS this year. Hmmm, it would be good to go! However this is 'O' level year. Still pondering though. Friday chionged 5 chapters of chinese!! 6 more to go!! Btw changed the blogskin again. Kinda like this one. Background song is Higher by Creed. Used to be one of my favourite songs!

All is lost but all is gained

The count has finally reached 50. 50 more days to the inevitable. 50 days to the chinese o levels. When it hits 40 days. Who knows i may just fast 40 days and 40 nights. No no just kidding. Basketball seriously seems so very foreign to me now. On thursday went to play and it really seems I have lost what skill i had left. Ball control is gone. Shooting way off. hmmm good news is that I'm not getting fat. To think of it. so many months ago. I was INSANE/CRAZY/MAD/OBSESSED, with basketball. Shooting 2000 shots, now well its just a recreational sport. Theres now no turning back to the old Lionel anymore. Well not just that. I was challenged by a friend to complete the whole of sec 3B chinese in one weekend. Frankly I dunno how it can be done. But I believe in the impossible!!

This is a quote from Phil Pringle i kinda like. Just learnt today. At times on the outside we are like this. but then...
 

in the inside I'm like this... 

All i need is you

Of all songs. I felt this song was my Favourite in the new united album...enjoy!


All I Need Is You
by Hillsong United

Left my fear by the side of the road hear You speak
Won't let go fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray
Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You
All I need is You...All I need is You
Is you Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again where would
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me

All I need is You...All I need is You Lord...Is You Lord
All I need is You...All I need is You

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold...You hold...

Awesome!!

There are times when we get tired in the ministry. Frankly thats very often. However we cant get tired of the ministry. Ushering is not just bringing people here and there. We do learn much from it. I was trained developed in this misitry!! Yesterday learnt alot!! Cut story short!! haha!

It was really eventful!! A very thank God day!! 1st miracle!! As some of you may know. I failed my 2nd class drill test. So it was kinda impossible for me to promote to sgt. But hey!! Look at me!! I'm now SGT LIONEL!! =p 2nd miracle Lionel found his wallet! Was jumping for joy in class!! Everything is all by God's grace!

Turns.

The most anticipated time of the week. Yes Friday!! Leading to the weekends is perhaps the most sought after time in the whole week for us students. However, today this wonderful day had a big turn. For the good or for the better?? Nobody really know yet. Miss Maria Koh. Our VP shared with all secondary 4's about the recent change of the JC intakes the MOE have implied. It appears that our batch would be going for the 1st 3 months of JC! To some it may be the next best thing!! But to others, it would seem to be the most unseeming attack to the heart he never expected. This means the school will be using the Prelim Marks, good or bad? Frankly I have no idea. But one thing for sure. I'll have to start accelerating even more!! She also shared with us interesting study tips which really helps!! I just really hope and pray that I'll walk with God thru this tough time!

Many thought that this assembly would be the end of school. Little did we know we were in for a big change. Mrs Chan requested my class to head back to class, there she scolded us for some window problem. It seemed like any other scolding till...tears literally flowed down her eyes. I have never seen this before. Frankly I didn't know how to react! To rejoice or to lower myself and feel for her. The answer was confirmed when Desmond Lau walked up to give a packet of tissue to her. I felt what he did was really good. Respect for that! I realised in this noisy, unthoughtful, self-centered class. There was some heart, and it wasn't afraid to be shown! This incident appears to have changed the way our class sould react to not just Mrs Chan but to all teachers. Good or bad. I have no idea!

Seems like a bad day!!! But still happy!!

everybody has their bad days. For me it was today!! Everything, seemed to just go wrong. 1st thing!! I had a chem test, and frankly I studied extremely hard for it, extremely hard!! Well the paper was relevantly easy. Till I realise I made a terrible mistake and like half of all the marks are already gone!! Its so demoralising!! After that, left the exam room to realise "Where is my Wallet!!!" I wasn't able to find it anywhere. Literally went running around the school to find it!! I was so so angry and annoyed!! For once Lionel was really genuinly broke!! Went home and wow!! Got all wet!!! (sounds very drama eh). Then at home! Wow!! What do you know. Recieved a call from Ong saying " hey i u failed ur 2nd class drill test!" At that point I really wanted to flip!! Hiaz. It was a really bad day. However. For some reason, I was still able to thank God. And the more i thank, the better I felt. Indeedlift all your sorrows to God. Everything's gonna be alright!

Wow...Touched man!

It has become a norm for my brother yes my brother Wayne to well frankly not talk to me that often. Day in day out. We see each other, words are hardly exchanged. If we do most of the time it would be for my usher life or juz a plea to help him get something done. I guess its the age gap?? In the past. The way things were in the house was horrendous. Shouting was the norm. Scolding each other was frankly a daily event. Things changed just before I got saved in Sec 1. I guess I was starting to open up to him. At 1st it went well but for some reason things started to die down. Although we still do love each other, we didn't really express it. At times he was the meanest person on Earth, at times he seemed to say the right words to really pick me up from a ditch. I guess there was a mutual understanding till yesterday. I was out the whole day till night studying. So I didn't come back for dinner or lunch. Today as I returned home for lunch I realised that there was still some Ginseng Chicken left. I really liked that dish but it was like 2 days ago. Curious, I asked my maid, Why was there remaining food.This was the reason. Yesterday my brother was eating then he asked if I was returning for dinner, my maid didn't know. So normally i guess he would have eaten it, but little did I know, He said " Keep for lionel ." Actually i didn;t even know if its true or not. But nontheless I was quite touched by that!! Even though it was so small. Even negligable. I was touched. Looks like my Bro really does care!!

PS.Yes!!! Great Job 4F!!! We did it!! 10 consecutive A's!!!

Purpose in everything

Days have passed. 160 to a mere 60 days remaining. Time is a luxury we rarely experiance nowadays. However today as I was studying at desmonds house. We really rushed and studying like machines...Literally like machines. Then at around 7. We were over-exhausted. Then it came to our minds. Hey why are we doing this. Why are we studying so hard in the 1st place!? Then a very familiar book came to my mind. Purpose driven life. Many factors may drive your life. It may be stress, may be Love, may be fear. For example you study becuz everybody is doing so juz so u can fit in. Or u study cuz u're afraid ur parents will scold you. Then there is a very important factor. You have to be driven by a purpose don't just do things without thinking why when how. Do things with a purpose in mind. Question yourself why you study why you work!? EVerything will seem easier!!
PS. WOW MAN!! This is seriously unbelievable!!! Unbelievable!!! Sijia!! Yes Sijia!! Treated me Gliare. A waffle and ice-cream dessert. Very nice!! And cost 5.50. And she treated me!! haha!

Never thought it could be that good!!

Past few days were days which are historical for many christians. This day 2005 years ago. Jesus the most Holy one Took upon his shoulders all the sins all the pain sorrows of the world!! This day is really significant!! It marks the day of Jesus conquering Hell and ascending into Heaven!! Its Easter!! Well really happy cause Wei Hao came and well he accepted Christ!! This is a great breakthrough!! Even if I screwed up in my ushering 10 times over and over again. It still made my day just to see him lift up his hands!!
As you all realise well was ushering for alol 3 services!! And wow!! I was doing external traffic for the 1st time and was 84 alpha (Bro BT runner) so i was kinda geared up for well any and every tough challenge that would come my way. I was thinking maybe this would be tougher than 80 runner. Than I realise it was alot of mind work!! and not so much of physical!! If i'm going to get into details its gonna take forever!! Well running for him was really great!! I never thought it would be that good!! At times both of us were at attributes bookstore and then just browsing and I was checking out the new hillsong united CD. On the 3rd day as We were watching the drama. He went to run some errand while telling me to stay. Little did I know. He came back with a CD, the new hillsong united album!! And he gave it!!! What a blessing!! thank god!! I really wanted it but didn't have the cash and wow man!! So happy!! PS. looks like you were right,Blessed and you will be blessed!!=)

2 days of shock!!

Life was supposed to be as pernormal for yesterday and today. Little did I know, there were shocks at every single turn!! Starting with yesterday, we had a mini morning service. Unexpectantly, well Bro Anthony finally did something that i could say i respect him for. Given his reputation and stature, he did what Jesus had done. He washed the feet of 12 students. The fact that he did it in front of the sholw school well showed a very big deal of humility. Well after that we had PE. Running again. This time well was kinda all geared up to run. Surprisingly Desmond Lim said he wanted to pace with me. Well i agreed, at first I assumed he was joking. Little did I know, he really put up a strong fight. He eventually slowed down and walked. I wanted to run ahead. Then i hesitated, maybe i should slow down, despite him pulling me back, despite me failing and losing what form of reputation i had!! Somehow it all didn't matter. I slowed down and literally pushed him and pulled him to run. He ran like never before, we failed yes, but from a fail of 5 minutes to a fail of 30 seconds. There was tremendous inprovement!! I'm so proud of him!! Then I realise hey doing this really impacted him. What if I did this to everybody else!?!? Well then everything went well after school went to watch POC at Adrian's house just that it wasn't that impactful as last time though. Then watched spongebob squarepants!! Nice show!! Then i did the wierdest thing. I waited and studied below a block just to wait for someone!! Feels super stupid!

Well today woke up early, had to help out in Children Church. Oh man!! It was so interesting!! The kids are so cute!!! I could have squished some of them!! Well was doing level one traffic all the way though. Not bad good experiance. Then met a friends brother. Name's dennis and he's 5!! So cute!! Innocent little sweet thing!! After that rushed to SIS to do support. And wow!! it was like only half an hour of support for us. Was supposed to go out with bert and co. But man i'm so so sorry. It seems I got a little parental objection!! I wun PS you again!! Thats it!! Cya!!

PS.WOW!! something amazing happened!! Sijia actually treated me a cup of drink!!! WOW MAN!

Barely escaped!!

It was getting rather boring, studying day in day out at either Marine Parade library or school library or study area or even Macdonalds. It may seem interesting at first, but studying all these places for the past 2 years would give u a very strong feeling of Boringness!!! Well today I was desperate!! I needed to study and make it feel interesting! And what do you know. Me and Daryl Chia ended up at RJC!! And MAN!!! That school is beyond amazing!!! The size and the facilities!! This makes SRJC look tiny and Maris Stella unnoticable. The library was like 3 storeys high!! and almost every room was air-conditioned!! And it seems not everybodys a nerd there. What they say about libraries being quite was so true for RJC, it was one of the best!! very condusive!! And managed to complete like 3 chapters of chinese in 1 hour!! Was like so happy! Everything went well, intended to study for 3 hours and leave at 6. Little did I know there were teacher walking around checking student passes!! Thank God the teacher checked the group beside us first. We packed up and ditched the place ASAP!! But it was a good experiance!! And Thank God for Alvin!! He managed to like give one of the best crash course I have ever had. 2 full chapters of Maths in 2 hours!! Thats amazing!!! Well studying hard but also relying on God tremendously!!! Nothing can be done if well i don't put my trust in God!!

Start of school!! Wait did school even end??

Books weren't foreign to me even though the holidays have just ended. The whole holiday was used well and was rather productive. Much change was done. Coming back to school was a real shocker for many of us. To our horror, it seems not just 4A but 4B is also tested in out chinese o Levels!! How bad can it get!?!? Well nontheless i can still do well!! Nothing is impossible!! I was really happy yesterday when Wei Hao came to church!! I really do hope he enjoyed it and will really be commited to it! Not just that but I had 5 hours worth of briefing and meetings yesterday!!! Was so tired!! The biggest was the Easter indoor briefing. Compared to what we did in Benny Hinn, this should be easy!! Amazingly!! I'm going to be 84's runner!! haha...going to be at traffic!! I love that!! =)

ATF

Perhaps NPCC aint that boring after all. In fact, it can actually be kinda fun!! Today we went for the ATF which is Adventure Training Something. Forgot what the 'F' means, but well it was an NPCC activity held in Ubin. It was in fact more then fun!! It pushed many of us to the limit!! We conquered fears we never knew existed and well we accomplished tasks we never knew we could!! Flying from a 7 storey building, Using pure brute strength to climb from one structure to another 20 metres apart and 3 storeys above ground! Conquering whatever fear I had of darkness and it was a very big achievement for me!! I really had fun today!! Thanks to everyone who made this great activity possible!! Well yesterday we had the Sy Rogers mini conference. Man it was Awesome!! In fact it was better than that!!! It wasn't just entertainment but really words which really pierced my hearts and make me think!! Even though I was tired, even though i was feeling drained, It was really God's grace that I'm able to learn so much!! Well think thats about it!!

PS.WOW!!! Its an amazing breakthrough!! Sijia payed me for her food for once!! WoW!!=p

5 days of stretching, miracles!!

Past 5 days were phenomenal perhaps words cannot descride the awesomeness of everything that happened!!these 5 Benny Hinn was in town. He is a world known healing evangelist!! Man it was seriously awesome!! How he prayed for healing how people start standing up from their wheel chairs and everythin!! Well cut long stoy short, if not it'll take forever!! This is truly the 1st time I've seen this!! Whole zones fall under the power just like that!! Some stood up from their wheel chairs right before my own eyes!! Not only that, this time round for ushering was Brother Alex runner. Along with Qing ni and another sister. Well it was awesome!! Although it was very very tiring runnning at least a few km. I learnt alot though how the whole hall works. The importance of traffic and the minor details of everything!! Gonna cut long story short. It was a real learning experiance for me though. 1st time i was able to see counting occur.

Not Fat anymore!!

Do you like what you hear!!! Finally I discovered the skill of uploading songs into the blog. Don't say I'm Slow. I'm not!! Well made a few modifications here and there as well. Hope you all like it yeah. Well things happened today in school which were quite upsetting. Won't mention names but it all started with Mr Kuok coming up with a grading scheme for class cleaniness. It is insane, graded by A,B,C. A being a perfect clean class, B being a moderately clean, C being dirty. If we get C, the class has to stay back. If we got A for 10 days, we get 1 period off the day!! Well sounds like a good deal eh. Upon entering the class in the morning, my jaw almost dropped!! I have never seen 4F being so unbelievably clean!!! Everything was straight, clean and in an oderly manner! Thought we would definitely get an A. That's where we screwed up, It seems that the counselors were the ones grading and they gave us a C!! We were extremely well upset, and apparently some "kind,grateful" classmate started blaming our chairman for not cleaning his window. Being an extremely busy and stressed up fellow he started to lecture the class!! A chairman lecturing the class, that is like "respect!!". However it didn't stop there. For some reason, nobody knows. Our Chinese teacher came in and made some big fuss about chairman not being good. That really ticked him off. So he started showing his temper and left the class like that. Causing a lot of misunderstanding amongst the class. We were all confused after today. Man whats happening!! But I do hope everything goes back to normal tomorrow morning!

Well not just so much of bad stuff today. Finally!! Good news!! Lionel has started exercising again!! I realise that the gym has been opened for free use during recess. That makes me happy!! Everyday, i won't waste money on gaining fat but spend much needed time working my body!! Since I cant play basketball no more. Its better this way!!

Its not how you fall but how you pick yourself up!!

Tough decisions, tough times constantly hinder many people from rising to their fullest potential but a few go beyond their problems, some rise to the challenge to face their worst fears to become a victor at the end of the day. Be it in studies, ushering, your walk with God or even family problems. At times we have to remember that every problem is there for a reason!! Yesterday I was given the wonderful opportunity to take Hotel 4 (Hall traffic for ushering)! I was overjoyed! It was my very first time attempting to take a set all on my own. However, it was indeed a big challenge for me. I thank all the leaders there to help! I had a wonderful experience as a hotel 4. Even though it wasn't a very good attempt, i was still happy cuz i learnt from my mistakes!! Now people may experience truly tough times when families are falling apart or something like that. Dun lose hope!! Even in the lowest point, your situation can be salvaged for the greater good!! God still loves you and you'll always have a spiritual family!!

A purpose!!

There are many things I appreciate, many things I love.
Many things i thank God for....
Many things I get excited about.....

BUT there is only One, just One i bow to.....
One that i'm Given to....
One that i'd bear my All to....
One i would rather walk with than anything......
Just One..... The ONE.

Lionels getting fat!!!

The ultimate horror or biggest shock is that Lionel!!! Yes lionel!! is getting fat!!! Oh man!! However However, Not much of fat i guess, rather more of weaker. Went to gym today and to my astonishment. I couldn't carry something that is so light!! (forgot the weight) I used to lift these weights for warm ups....and now its literally pushing me all the way to the limit!! Well at least the truth is discovered and it hurts!! But the truth sets you free!!! now I can get back the Lionel body once again!!

Perhaps there's sense in nonsense

Laziness is a constant annoyance I have to deal with every single day. Be it at home, in school. However the area with the word laziness pasted everywhere is during npcc activities. I have never really 'enjoyed' an activity after a tremendously long time. I'm literally dragged to activity almost everyweek. I have not like it since NPCC day parade last year, i'm going to spare all the details. But something happened today which gave sense to all the nonsense that we have been facing. its tiring boring and well i realised maybe there is a point to all the rugged training. Giving discipline, endurance friendships. At times i regret joining NPCC and at times i regret slacking. Now its all coming to light. There is a purpose for everything in this world indeed!!! Today we didn't have English lesson but we were relieved by our VP. She spoke to my class about bucking up!! Believing in yourself, studying really hard!!! And i always thought this school was total nonsense. Well looks like i was proven wrong.

Gone gone gone...

Anger and disappointment filled me to the point of rage today, however, it was only for like what a second?? For some particular reason, i was rather light hearted not fearing much. Well in case some don't know. My hp got confiscated...will tell u my temp number later. k nothing much today. cya!!

Transecending all boundaries-a friend

In many situations, Love has its ability to conquer whatever may come its way. It may not just be the love shared between a guy and a girl. Rather it has many variations. One specific type of love I'm sure all of us share is the brotherly love or rather love between friends. Friends aren't just people you meet in your daily life be it school or work place. They are people who stick with you, share burdens with you, listen to you, build you up spiritually mentally and physically.In the family of Christ it is exactly the same thing. Sometimes people often question me, why don't you get angry?? Why don't you retaliate when you are being pissed off?? A question sometimes I myself have no answer for. Issit because I juz don't care? Today I realised its not so simple. There's no point in being angry. You curse him, things get worst. You bless him, he gets confused. Not only that, since I'm going to be seeing him almost everyday for the whole year, I mind as well enjoy him. Simple as that. Thats why I choose not to flare up or anything like that. A friend won't focus on how ugly you look how bad you act. He will still care about you and love you as a friend.

97 days...

Clocks are ticking away. 97 days left to the big chinese O level exams. The thought of it horrifies me. It may just be because I have not properly preapared myself, or maybe I'm just paranoid. Either way, the date still stands, 30th May 2005. 97 days from now it will actually happen. Not only that, its going to be tight for me the next month. I have to be able to prioritise, serving God and putting much needed effort in my studies. I have to be able to chew gum and walk meaning i have to learn to do twice at once!!! This reality was smacked in my face by Desmond Lim although its really stressing me out. I thank God for that smack though. Nontheless I will still be very on fire for God. Always doing my best and looking to God for direction. Sometimes when you don't know what to do. God is there to help!! That leads me to the next topic. Spiritual discernment is going to be very important for the next few weeks and conferences. I'm going to have to exercise it to the max. I'm gonna need Gods help to flow with the Holy Spirit during services especially in ushering when I'm really going to rely on Gods strength. At times for no particular reason you may be looking around, and wow u spotted something. Coincidence? I think not. In the next few weeks I'll have to rely on God to point out these problems situations to me during the conferences. I indeed rely on God.

Even though I walk throught the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. for you are with me.
-King David

Looking towards the cross all the time... 

TP Open house

A form of craze has hit the area of tampinese in Tamesak Poly!! Went there with Kenny and Desmond Lin to check it out. After all TP is the next best thing after JC. Looking left right and scanning the whole building, it was quite good a campus, much bigger than Maris stella which is most definite. The 1st stop was the school of Applied Science, Not bad, however the course wasn't as good as expected. The Chemical engineering was good but lacked the 'fun' factor I guess. The secondary choices to Chemical engineering were all associated with Biology. A subject little to be desired by me. Next stop was business School, I would say I'm quite impressed by it, facilities provided were acceptable, most importantly it had more of the 'fun' factor compared to the Science school. What impressed me most was the CMM or most commonly referred to as Mass Com. A course which I have always been thinking of joining, being the inquisitive boy that I am, A question arose, "What are the requirements to get in?". To my extreme amazement "11-13 points and an A1 or 2 for English Language." Whatever dream and thought I had about going to mass com was shattered in an instant. There were other courses like Hospitality and Tourism Management. A good course just that it is a little boring here and there but a job in the future would almost be confirmed. After all, Singapore is moving to the Tourism Industry( Someone out there better treat me something for writing this...You know who ar =p). Next was engineering school. Sorry but I was far from impressed!! We just went there because Kenny wanted to. It was extremely boring! Maybe due to the huge lack of interest with computers?? I am a simple guy, don't mind many jobs just don't put me in front of a computer and typing the whole day. Please don't I hate it!! Next and last stop was the CCA booth. Nothing much there, got many many free gifts and was pleasantly surprised by the variation of CCA given. Well This is TP. Just remember!! Anyone in TP no offence but ya SAJC is still my 1st choice. TP is my 1st choice for Poly though!!

1/3 Physical 2/3 spiritual

Sweat is something that feels so foreign to me after not producing it for one entire week!! This was due to the disgusting and horrendous rash which is spreading on my laft arm. No where else, Due to the rash Sports has become an enemy, Laughter and jokes have been hurled at me. Getting a bit bored of it though. And yes, today i finally reached a point where i could no longer take that rash. Went to see the doctor to discover its more than any other normal foor allergy rash. Everything was uncertain about the rash, but ione thing was certain, I'll need really strong medicine. The doctor gave me tablets which were the size of half an eye. Now that was scary.
Another incident was todays PE lesson. It was different today. I was not excited or anxious for PE whatsoever. Maybe it's because of the rash and I know I won't perform well in the run. So as expected we were scheduled to run one round around the school. Not too tough, but for someone who is in my condition it would be an amazingly big feat. Even though I had the rash I ran nontheless. I was determined to do my best. So as the ran began I felt physically tired the 1st 1km. How was i to survive the next half?? Then I recalled the sermon of reality being a limiter of your life. In our whole bodily nature, we are split into 2 different components. Body and spirit. I had already lost in my physical self. But I kept pounding in my mind "I am only 1/3 physical and its only going to limit me. I have to focus on the spriitual me which can conquer everything!" So surprisingly I did much better than expected and this was all due to God's work. Nothing else.

Stand By Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, oh I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me,
Stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
Or the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh wont you stand now, stand by me

Valentines day!!

Love is in the air people!! Love is in the air!! Its valentines day today. A day full of kissing hugging cuddling so on and so forth...but well not for me. I'm single! So i'm just gonna treat it like any other normal day. But seems like nobody else is treating it like a normal day. 1st thing came to school for morning assembly and lo and behold. Mr Kuok was at the prodeum speaking abt V-day. But the wierdest thing. Have no idea how he talks and talks until it ends up to studying. Ok left morning assembly in a state on confusion. Geog lesson came and my friend(moo) was sitting beside me and slumping saying he's going to head to the most romantis location in the World, but to cry!! So dotz!!! But there were good things as well. People scheduled for dates here and there. Everybody being kind of loving here and there today. Was supposed to go out with one of my friend today(nt gf ar). But couldn't, needed to study. SO SORI!!!! public apology. Well things went well. Watched the vcd about a boy. Surprisingly good. Touching movie. Well I'm supposed to be mugging like a maniac just about now?? haha!! CYA PEOPLE!!! To everybody out there, couples, married couples or just singles!!! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

CNY!!! A breakthrough one!

Showers of blessing has been open upon me in this time of festivities. Other than me skipping school on friday. Everything was rather pleasant and enjoyable this New year. Got quite a few Hong Baos but didn't bother to count. Was rather oblivious to the fact that they were there during this season. Other than being blessed multiple times. I was shocked when one of my unchurched cousins gave $50 to my brother to give it as a thanksgiving offering to God for everything he has done in his life. Another shocking thing is 2 of my cousins are pregnant!!! Which means i'm going to be an uncle soon!! Unbelievable?? Believe it...This year was also different because this year i wasn't presecuted very badly or made a fool of. Rather this year many more cousins and relatives come to believe in God. They just need the extra push!! Then they'll be in church!! Another unexplainable happening was that on Friday i was walking out to the bus stop. A man stopped me and offered me a modelling job!! Oh mAN!!!!! AHHHH!! Well i had to decline but i told him If i needed cash i would call him!! And its $60 an hour!!!!!!

Shall we dance?? Not strong but made strong

bursting out in laughter, yesterdays reunion dinner cum house warming at my aunt's house was an enjoyable one. We Spent our time eating and well watching a movie which well impacted me in a way. It was 'Shall We Dance', a very good show!! It was about a man dancing to be happy!! I kinda looked back to bball and thought hmmm, now i play juz for the fun for the game!!And i truly enjoy it!
Next issue was about today. Hmmm well many many other people are going to blog about john bevere and his preaching so ya i dun think i'm going to blog about tat but it was more about 2day's ushering duty. It was great and everything well i wasn't really showing much leadership though however thats besides the point. One occasion was when we were keeping the chairs. Btw, most of us can only carry 2 chairs. So one brother tried to carry 3 or 4 chairs which is a feat. I asked him, hey are you able to carry that many chairs. He turned to me smiled and said. "no I can't, thats why i'm carrying them!!" At that moment I was so inspired by his words. Many times we are unable to do some tasks laid out for us. But if we don't do it, If we don't step out in Faith to believe in God that "Hey maybe this is possible!!". nothing would be accomplished. We aren't strong but we are made strong!!!

Sad game...X country

Entering the Court, I could feel the tension in all of my fellow players, managed to follow the school team bus, and while the team people were warming up, one by one. So many lay-ups missed. I could feel something is wrong. Was it because they were nervous? I hoped not. It would cost us dearly if there was any form of self-doubt in the players. Game began, Tip-off, and Off we went!!! Or should i say to the back we go!! They got the 1st posession and made a lay-up. That moment on many of us knew it was going to be a hard game, but we still kept playing as hard as we could nontheless. Slowly but surely they began to lead us. 5-8-14-20. Coach then called a time out, but it wasn't of much use, in fact we began losing even more. Many of our Star players weren't really performing. by the time 4th quarter came we were still losing by 20. For many of us, all hope was lost. However, for those on the court, they fept shooting,kept defending, kept giving their all. Game ends in a loss. We couldn't catch up losing by 20. Its over...Maris Stella Basketball for some of us ended last month, but now same situation is happening. Not for me but for the sec 4s. Although we could not escape from the fact we lost. We still lifted our heads high!! =)

After Watching we rushed down for X-Country!!! Well did well. Strange thing is last year i really did my best ang got 80 plus position. But this year i didn't really go all out for it but got 73rd placing. Strange?? Well like what bible says, focus on God and everything else would just fall in place! Well i'm very happy for Wei Hao. Did very well!! Good Job!!

If the world makes a mistake its still a mistake

Dragging myself to school every single day cause of the late nights spent on the phone books or com. However today was different. Morning assembly started with A new teacher lecturing the whole school. Everybody was really upset and unhappy, however, for some of me and my friends, it didn't stop there, We went back to class frustrated. (PS nvr heard me say i'm angry right). Well I couldn't concentrate for the first 2 periods cause i was thinking about what he said. Then I realise, hmmm maybe he got some logic in all that rubbish. One thing for sure, he's much better than most of the DMs. Scolding us for no paricular reason.
Second traumatic incident was the shaving gel!!! Yesterday some classmates fooled around and poured some gel on the teachers desk. Our teacher found out and scolded the whole class, Many of us could still take her scoldings till after recess when she wanted to send 2 classmates to DM. The whole class was furious!! Most of us were argueing cause there was no reason to send them down. 1) She doesn't know who did it. Even the monitor was on our side. Its like ' HELLOOO!!! Do you know when you're wrong!!!'. She kept asking the person to own up, the class kept silent. Not because we are fearful but cause we didn't wanna sabo our frenz. So having no solution, she issued a punishment for the entire class. However, it wasn't carried out after all. This was due to our friend who owned up. In the end the punishment was lifted. I would remember this incident not as an act of rebellion but a time when the whole class was untied in crisis, when we stood up for what we believed in.

This is me being prayed for during baptism! 

Me studying at 11 pm at mac last year. Will tat happen this year?? 

Bro coming back and Scary day

People come and go, but family members stick beside you whether you like it or not. Seeing my brother depart from our home country heading off to New Zealand to serve our nation didn't really impact me or make me feel very sad for some reason. I mean yes, He's gone, Would most indefinately feel sad, But this time round, wasn't so bad. Frankly, Wayne Choong practically slipped of my mind the moment the day ended. Sounds evil eh, but strangely today as he returned home. Seeing him made me feel happy and warm inside. Giving me smiles and laughter the moment my eyes were laid on him. Moral of story is, Treasure your loved ones man! Even though they may seem insignificant at present time. When they're gone. You will miss them! Next up! Jokes and Laughter were filling the air as Me and my classmates were heading to geog lecture. Was shocked to see Mr Lau suddenly appear behind us tellingus to tuck in shirts etc. And apparently, behind us were a group of boys coming in late and making much noise! DK(Dennis Koh)(DM) followed behind them soon after asking for the boys who were knocking on the staff room window. Unbelievably he called me out!! and oh my Goodness! My HP was in the pocket. It was so so so scary. It almost got confiscated but thank God it didn't. So another moral. sometimes we don't have to fear many things. Like i was scared for nothing, he wasn't even looking out for a handphone. And if you have a clear conscience theres nothing to fear!!

January is history(pizza hut)

The current date is 1st of Febuary. And indeed January is History!! 1 month down and 9 more to go before the big O. Nonetheless! I will not put so much stress on myself. Its slow constant studying from now onwards. Have not updated my blog for the past week cause was kind of busy with well Everything!! I really thank God now I'm not thinking of BGR or stuff like that. People obsessed with that would really have to manage their time well. Let me update you of interesting things last week. Hmmm a peculiar incident which kinda caught my attention was when i went to pizza hut with my mum after i cut my hair. Quite shocked to realise the restuarant was not filled with humanity instead it was 90% vacant. However, the thing that caught my attention was the waitress, I was not impressed by her beauty whatsoever, I was impressed by her courtesy and her friendliness. She gave a very sweet looking smile. PS. I was melting. More importantly her co-worker was scolded by her their manager cause of some calculation problems. To my surprise, that waitress didn't attend to other customers but Comforted her hurt friend. That was what caught my eye the most. PPL!!! This is my type of gal!! Not saying i want a GF but ya if i were to have one. She'll something like that. =)

New man...Officially!!!

Plunged into the water as choong jan tai and arising as Lionel with expressions of happiness an joy which couldn't be expressed in english orwhatever natural tongues for that matter. What has happened you may ask?? If you really have no idea I just got baptised!! Being dipped and soaked into the water just as Jesus was. For jesus this significant act marked the start of something so amazing no man or natural science could comprehend. However, for my case. This act is significant for me in the sense that from this point on i'll 1) Be known officially as Lionel from now on. 2) Officially a christian in the outside world and 3) Officially dedicate myself to the church and for the mighty works of Christ Jesus!! For Jesus this marked something amazing. For me, i do hope that this is the start of a new Lionel. A new man in the inside,officially, and out with the Old Man,Officially. Lionel who is going to impact and change the world. A new and reborn man!! Well this was the highlight of the day.Praise god that that wasn't the end. My dad, uncle and even my grandma who is very against the church came to witness the baptism. That brought me much joy!!! Ps. I quit rose online le.=)

???

Time is really precious this year. Every second means a very big deal!! And for me, time is being spent very well. With a very clear mind. Till now. When my life was infused with an addiction. A game called R.O.S.E online. An extremely enjoyable MMORPG game(Or maybe its my 1st that's why Its appeals to me very much). I've been filling my days with this game. I'm spending too much time on it!!! Studies are being neglected and shoved aside. Very soon I may start failing if I do not stop. So the important thing to do is to think!!! How do I play and study and keep my 5 hours of studying a day goal. Ideas have been rushing through my mind as I'm blogging. Hmmm? The obvious solution many of you would be thinkin would be to uninstall the extremely addictive game!! But man, I can't bear to do it. So therefore a compromise has been reached. I can only play 1 hour a day. No more. But if you sit and ponder about it. What about basketball?? What about my friends?? Hmmm. That would be yet another episode of my life. Right now. I'm just going to stick with this plan!!! Besides, I'm not surprised if one fine day I wake up and get bored with the game.
Well In case some of you may not know. 2moro is the day. The day of reckoning. When i throw away my old man( Please note "old man" is not my father but my old self) in an official manner. People!!! I'm going to be fully immersed in water. I'm going to get baptised!!! Extreme joy came to me when my mum signed the consent form. Its a day which i have been waiting oh so patiently. I would be a christian in an official way and I would be lionel officially as well!!! Not only thst. But the next most satisfying thing was that my Father would be coming to witness my baptism!!! Finally!!! My father is coming!!!=)

Year Of excitement,Sacrifices...And Walking On!!!

22 Days pasts like the wind. It's now 127 days to our inevitable Big 'O' Levels. Can't say I'm petrified, Can't say I'm Over-Joyed. But I'm looking forward to the day nonetheless. Filled With determination I'm Walking On!!! I'm Conquering my Worst Fears, My worst subjects. And I'm not merely going to do it with my own Strength. But with someone who gives unlimited strength, Spunk, energy, Enthusiasm and all other Positive Words known to man. Who else could it be? None other than My Jesus!! He's beside me all the way. That's why I can Speak So confidently. The past week was a mind boggling and nerve wrenching one, Challenges and intensive moments were coming and Going. A maths and Chem Results,And Well Frankly i am not pleased with all my teachers. Queenie Chua is no longer teaching. Replaced by Ms Khoo. She isn't really a teacher who is easily pleased. Ms Chan, Cai Tou is still here. Despite the fact that the teachers this year turn out for the worst. I'm not going to let this pull me down. I'm going All the Way! With or without them. The game of basketball no longer plays a big role in my life any longer. I'm was depressed at first till now. I'm finally set free!!! I'm Happy!!!=)

New Tuition Teacher!!!

Well hey hey!! 2day well was ok...nothin much study at marine parade library. Nothin exciting till night time when i had my new tuition teacher...In case u din noe. I fired my old one cuz well freankly he isn't much of a use to me. So from now onwards its gonna bae a guy called Alvin. He's really different. Craps here and there. And makes lesson interestin. Frankly i was kinda surprised he turned out to be such a nice guy. Well He also kind of drove 2 topics of A maths and mind u it was the 2 toughest. And I caught it all in my head. Thank God for such a great teacher and amazingly i can link with him. He treats me as a friend not a student. Very happy!!! =).

Bye bye bro!!!

Hey hey!!!Came back from sending my bro off...he's going to new zealand for his NS training...heard its kinda tough man. Well too bad for him. Who knoes in a few years time its gonna be my turn again!!! Well these few days have been kinda tough for me. Really physically pushing the limits. Yts studied for so long i wanna die le. 2day went fro bball training. Dunno why but really all the drive to train is gone le. Kinda wierd. Well besides the point. I really do hope tat i can strive through this year and i believe i can do it!! Yeah man!

this was my goal for like 2 years...now its coming to an end...frankly i'm a bit sad its ending just like tat...but its for the greater good!!! I'll miss you Liu Chuan Feng!!! 

this is me scting cute!!=p 

1st week of school

Wa seh.The 1st week has ended.Thank God for that.This year is indeed gonna be a tough year. Cuz its 5 days week le.So i'm gonna be kinda busy like everyday. well fridays in np.This week had bball trainin on thursday,then np on friday then bball again on saturday. It was really tirin...think i'm gonna get sick really soon man.Well most of my worries are also over cuz well its the end of my bball life le!! Haha...no more trainin...juz plain fun playing. I dun have to waste time shooting myself but really have fun. Its kind of wierd.I know myself its obvious i wont get inside,but went for my last trainin 2day and well its no pressure at all,juz play...haha think its gonna be like that everytime i play bball.But as always...Maris B boys...better make me proud and win the competition!!!! Well this week also had many tests. Next week also got geog and SS test.Whats wrong with the school man. Tests tests tests, Well maybe good maybe bad also. well i plan le. I aim to get 8 points. I repeat 8 points. Sounds impossible??? well Like what Addidas always say. Impossible is nothing. So well It can be done, Juz with alot of hard work i guess. I really do hope I can shine for God in my O levels.Well to all sec 4s...Study hard man!!

still surviving!!!

Hey Hye once again!! Well what to say what to say. Kind of a frustrating day. The A maths test 2day was like so annoying!!! I realised that the question ain't that tough after all.But one problem.I didn't know how to do all of them!! If these questions were posed to me in the final year paper last year i would score.But well sad case i guess.Didn't study too hard. Thats what alot of my friends felt also,so i'm not the only guy=).Well still lifting my head up high. Afternoon went to play bball.For like 1 hour.I must not give in to temptation. Then wow!!! I managed to hurt my ankle in that 1 hour!!! Well life has to go on despite these minor set backs. 2moro is the physics test. Hope to do well man. I really do hope to pass. So well must study real hard 2day. Faith is an Act yeah!!! Think I'm going to have to start counting down le. Counting down to what?? The big Os man. May be too early but after what audrey Chong told my class 2day. I'm kinda scared and serious about it man. HAha.K think thats about it man. Gtg study le.See you!!!

New Year!!! STart of School le

Hey hey once again!!! well 2day is the 1st day of sch for 2005!!!! Amazing right....well time truly flies...It was juz like yesterday when i was a small kid in secondary one.Then wow.Lionel Has grown up...haha...Well kind of started this year on a positive note.Woke up feeling happy,excited and looking forwad to the future. Dunno why but went to school happy despite the fact that i was in for a tough week with all the level tests i have to take. No matter.I'm really gonna study hard for it.I hv many goals for 2005, grow more in God.Doing well in studies.And well to many ppl this would shock them but also to end my basketball career well.Dun get me wrong.Not to stop playing totally.I hv to play.Or i'll get fat.But i wont compete or really be devoted to the game.well its really a sacrifice i guess.It's somethin i really love.and i'm giving it up.yup!!! and i'm happy about it!!=p k then think tats abt it. Gotta go study.So see you ppl!!!

2 days to new year!!!!!

Man its awesome when i look back at the year man....Every year end i look back and think abt my life.Its fascinating to realise what stupid and funny mistakes we have done.At times i laugh juz by thinkin about it.Well thats besides the point. I'll tell u more 2moro man.Well 2day was well nothin special.Went for Np in the mornin.Special activity cuz it was games day!!! woohoo!! nvr had that much fun in a long time.Later going to meet with adrian.Supposed to go shopping!!! Again...wa seh...I'm goin to go broke one day man.Hope to get some new yr clothes. Well i'm at current trying my very best to get my father to allow me to be baptised.I really wanna get baptised so bad. So ppl out there pray for me k!!! Wahaha!Well 2moro is new yr eve.Haven really study as much.A little worried abt my studies...hmmm?? =p K then.I gtg now...Cya!!!

I'm back once again!!!

Its been like so super long since i blogged...well i'm lazy...You can't help it right. Well many things happened ever since i stopped. Exams ended.Hols started.ANd now hols ending.It all went by like so fast.ALl the fun and stuff. Still doing well in usher ministry...learning much more now.Still doing well in God. Well if I'm going to go into the details.Its going to be super long so spare me! I'm still playing basketball. Well there came a point where it really got boring for me.There just wasn't the drive there anymore.No more purpose in playing the game.Till recently when i realise that it makes me happy while playing it also develpos friendship. Thats why i decided to give it one last shot at this.One last shot at the game. But this time i play and train with a purpose. It drives me a little.Speaking of friends. Made some new ones. Let me intro. Tim1, David and Sijia!!!! Well they're all ushers but well u'll be hearing more about them. I realise that really i'm surrounded by many gd ppl too...Be it sch or church...Not something you hear from me right. well i'm super tired now cuz i spent the whole night on the phone till 5 so ya.I'm dead tired.Wonder how my friend managed to wake up at 7.45.Hmmm??? Well NVM!!! scrap that.Good night ppl!! or good morning??