HELLO!

Listening to : Nothing

I'm so super lazy man!

When you actually want to do something but laziness creeps in?

Ever got that feeling before?

Cuase thats what I'm really feeling now!

I'm supposed to mug/run.

But I'm slacking around. Maybe cause saturday is a rest day for me.

Perhaps? Either that or I'm really lazy.

I'm catching the lazy sickness!

ANyway went to church today.

TODAY is the very first day i DID not serve.

I actually sat with my CG during service.

I actually queued....Its like a culture shock.

Anyway service today was phenomenal. REALLY!!

To see the many people being miraculously healed.

I mean people I know who are physically sick get healed.

I mean how on earth can u doubt that man! Its super cool la!

Ok besides the point. I really do need to start sticking to my timetable.

It states that I'm supposed to be mugging now. -.-

And I'm buying shoes tomorrow.

YEAH!! Finally! No more climacool.

I need many many shoes la.

Racers, Bball shoes, formal shoes, spikes, slippers.

Dunno which one to buy tomorrow. heh.

Take 5!

Listening to : I'd do anything - Simple Plan

Ok so its like 11:55 now. PHEW!
ok i'm actually taking a break now. I just finished my PW draft.
Really have to thank my bro for that. He really did help me alot!
He did study family in NUS though.
Ok so now is break for 5 minutes! then its back to econs!
Well i'm apparently sticking to my self-made timetable.
Heh. So amazed man.
Well school is starting to be ok la.
I'm getting used to and accepting the fact that my timetable is screwed up.
Well see you!!!

So much...heh

Listening to : From the inside out - Hillsongs United

_

So it seems that there was a change in the timetable!

YEAH!! I was like. WOOHOO!! We all expected a 2-3 timetable.

Then we realised, oh my goodness. We end at 5 on 3 days now. -.-

Its like earliest 4 and average 4 also. How bad can that be man. AHHH!

_

Ok enough of that. Well on tuesday we had our very first OFFICIAL class outing.

After school we went to Long John. Due to the perfectly messed up timetable.

We reached PS at 4-5. How bad can that get!?!?

By the time we watched a movie. It'll be totally late lur.

ANyway a few of them went home cause of the immensely tiring mass PE.

Btw. Mass PE seriously sucks. Its like the worst ever la.

Anyway other than that, we went to watch V for Vendetta.

Which is PHENOMENAL. If you're philosophical or very history.

YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT!.

After that we went home. Daniel stayed overnight la.

We did PW, and like not too bad ba. The ideas we came up with were rather good.

Looks like 2 heads are always better than one.

_

SO today was real tiring cause of CCA.

Though I didn't go for track (cause its at turf city)

I went for fitness club. GYM!

It was shiok la. I kinda messed my legs up.

And now they're super strained. HAHA!

OK other than that I ran 5 km la. But overall ok la.

I'm guessing the sprinters in turf city ran about there also, just that its super far la!

Well I just realised ALOT of my good friends are in fecning la.

Lemme see. There're maris ppl there. Jerrel, Dominic, Kun Xing, Julius.

Then class ppl. Ferline and Wendy.

And the good friends Joanne, Charlene and Sam.

i super didn't know it was TAT popular man. Anyway i'm still not giving any thought of joining.
_

Ok anyway think i gtg man. My bath is calling me, then books, then my bed.

Man it really seems as though my life is rather monotonous man.

NVM! there's always GOD to spice everything up. WAHAHA!

The start of the beggining

Listening to : The time has come - Hillsongs United

Just got back from training.

Shucks man its really late la. Its 8!

Ok now i've actually bothered to come up with a schedule/timetable for my life.

Cause since my current school timetable is screwed up. I really need to maximise time.

Actually the change of timetable wasn't any better.

In fact its worst. I end at 5 on 2 days. -.-.

Like thanks alot for giving us the BEST timetable ever man!

Ok so track training is a little more relaxed today.

Not too sure why. But it was manageable la.

Other than the fact that i haven't really been training.

Well wednesday is at turf city. Which is at WOODLANDS!

So i doubt i'll be going. SHould be going either fitness or fencing.

And friday there's road relay. heh.

Ok think thats about it. Got to gobble down food then start mugging.

THere goes a HUGE portion of my social life. Sad hur...

time is of the essence

Listening to : Only One -Yellowcard
_
Some passing thoughts.
I realised. Not that I have track as my cca and considering my current timetable.
I have maximum 17 hours to study a week.
taking that i spend 2 hours a day resting after school. And I sleep at 1 daily.
I can't even hit the quota of 20 hours a week.
I have NO MORE afternoons left.
My official free life starts only after 7.
Which is Very sad in fact.
I have yet to factor in Council and Parade of School coming up.
Which is really going to take up ALOT of time.
Please fix the timetable. Please Please.
_
Ok some other random things la.
Since we're talking about time.
I was checking out my com stuff.
And bumped into a few old pics.
Which i thought was really cool.
SO just for the fun of it. I'll just post em up to bring back memories. Heh.

Ok the bear died beside me. This was In NUS. WAHAThis was when my Bro WON the preaching challenge. Don't we look alike?The class which pissed every teacher off but was like the best ever. 4FThere was a time we called each other 'brothers'. Miss those times man. COME BACK!!!HONG KONG DIM SUM!!! ok those were phenomenal. Notice my mum.This was during Live recording. We really took time to dress up. Not too bad eh.Ok this was after O's and i think its the nicest pict of us. Well like we'll still be great friends. SJ MAGGOT!! ok relax peeps. We're just really good friends. heh.Movie days. Notice i'm burnt. WAHA

my team 10E where I learnt so much.It was indeed a great time serving and ushering with you all.

Thats it for all the pics and stuff last year and b4. CYA!

Tired Tired Many Many.

Listening to : Last Kiss - Pearl Jam

I think JC is really starting to seem STRESSFUL!
Lets start from yesterday.
Right the very first thing which was weird was the timetable la.
It seriously dumb.
We start at 8. However official lessons start at 12. And we end at 3.
So like we have 5 hours of break.
Whats wrong with the system. We go to school just for 2 hours of lesson.
_
Ok well after that it was rather enjoyable la.
Went out to mug with sam and charlene.
it was rather good la. Managed to cover alot.
But like the stress of JC finally dawned upon me when I realised the workload.
Somemore i'm thinking of trying out student council.
Oh well. Gotta cross the line man!
After mugging we went to eat.
And both of em were saying they'll help me campaign.
Like putting my face everywhere. Ain't that funny!!! HAHA!
We ate tempanyaki (mind the speeling) afterwards.
Ok like one of us kept asking if there were bones ribs,lamb,chicken.
Like HELLO!!! its an funny thing to ask.
Cuase like. Aint it obvious! Can u guess who asked it? heh.
_
Ok fine. Then today went to church. USHERING!
Ok like i came thinking. Ok ok.
Lets go stage 3/Pastor runner.
then i realised. Oh pastor is out of town.
So i'm just stage 3.
Oh well. It was good nonetheless.

2 years ain't easy at this pace.

Listening to : Everywhere - Michelle Branch.

So it seems that 2 years in jc wasn't TAT tough in 1st term eh.
Well apparently, we were all REALLY wrong.
School ends REAL late. And like my earliest day is 4.
And like most days we have 1 break only.
Its really tiring la. But oh well. I guess i gotta adapt.
_
So for CCA. Its decided. I'm gonna stay in track.
And gonna attempt to run for council.
See if i'll get in.
Oh I'm the welfare guy in class also.
So like all the birthdays and outings are all by me lur.
Its gonna be super happening. I hope. Heh.
Well track is also picking up its pace.
I ran 10x100m. It seemed ok at first.
Then the last few were really unbelievably tiring.
_
Oh well. Now i think the only thing i wanna do is study.
I was speaking to a j2 trackers who takes S paper phy.
And like from they way he says it.
It isn't gonna be easy, but its really good.
SO!!! MUG MUG MUG!!!!

Bad Day??? heh...

Listening to : Bad Day - Daniel Powter.

Ok well today was a rather bad day.

Surprised??

COnsidering I was actually ENTHU about going school lur...

Anyway like it was the first day and seriously...

It just wasn't a Fantastic Day for me la.

Was actually like down along the day.

I'm really just going to forget about it.

It's too troublesome, and I really ain't able to focus.

I guess its time to MOVE ON!

_

Not only that like our whole timetable is screwed up.

The earliest time we can go home is like 4 la.

Its actually really stupid.

Like on friday our lessons actually start at 11.

but we gotta be in school by 735.

Like. WATS WRONG WITH THE SYSTEM!!!!

_

Ok like to make my mood feel worst.

I overslept on the bus while going home.

And like i missed my stop like 3 stops...

SO i walked 3 bus stops.

How bad can it get!!!! AHHH!!!

_

On a brighter side. I seriously think our class totally rocks la.

I mean i think this is the only class which is able to crap so much.

Oh well. Its fun la.

Oh and like our tutors are super cool la. WIth the exception of physics.

Cuase we haven't seen him yet.

But like even our chinese tutor is cool.

She actually makes chinese interesting. Heh.

_

Anyway like I'm really going to be positive about school nowadays.

CJC. CJC. CJC.

AHHH!!!

Will DNS be a success???

Dream...

Listening to : Keeping te dream alive - Freiheit

Its a SUNDAY morning! Rise and SHINE!!
Right ok well today is gonna be a rather up up day!
Like gonna have CG later then after that gotta head to expo.
I'm in SPELLING BEE!!! How cool is that man!
Ok Frankly I thought how tough could it get?
I mean its just spelling? Right...lets see if u ever heard of the words.
zucchini? stalwart? succinct? ragamuffin?
Right. I don't even know what they mean!
SO like theres 500 of these words. Man theres gonna be a lotta work to do!
Ok anyway like I'm gonna be serious on the DNS thing now man.
If not i'll just screw up then oh man...
ANYWAY!!! school is going to start tomorrow as well.
Now i'm like "wow thats fast".
Maybe cause my ankle is not 100% yet.
I can walk but i ain't superman yet...AHHH!!!

Gundam Addict

Listening to : Doing that thing you do - The wonders

Ok now I've a huge problem.
I'm now addicted to the anime gundam seed destiny.
Ok fine it started when i downloaded the 1st 2 episodes one night.
Oh MY GOODNESS!!! It was SO cool. I had to download more!
So like on friday I downloaded 8 episodes and watched all of em.
Thats like 20x8 min of my life gone due to anime.
But its like REALLY nice. Think i'll continue downloading till my com no more space.
Ok anyway I just came back from service.
Ok having a bandaged leg kinda sucks.
You so wanna run around ushering with everyone.
but u cant. U're sitting at recruitment booth.
AHHH!! Ok but service was kinda cool. 2 new friends got saved =)
OH! like i've recovered from IMS.
Not because i've gotten over it.
But cause the medicine came just on time la.
if not i'll just die man.
WAHAHAHAAHA!!!!
Now i'm trying to be on a DNS mentality. =)

over?

Listening to : Over - Lindsay Lohan

Ok like i'm getting real tired of IMS.
WHy can't i like recover from this?? AHHH!!!
Maybe its just taking too long...
This is a real short entry...
Heh pls tell me its over....really....

IMS syndrome...

Listening to : Oasis - Little By Little

It's Friday!! Ok school is going to start.

Frankly this is like the first time i'm actually looking forward to school.

For some reason this holiday was a real bore.

Maybe because I didn't really have anything to do.

Oh well. This is it for relax period though.

After this is serious serious mugging.

Think i'll just blow up from mugging man.

Well yesterday me aud and darien went to eat prata outside chomp chomp.

After that we went to Ice Cube. Which is like an ice-cream place.

Oh my goodness. You'll just melt at that taste! WAHA!

I mean it was like PHENOMENAL!!!

Ok fine...I'm suffering from this IMS syndrome.

I'm like....ahhhh!!!!

Anyway today I'm just going to sit and slack.

yes I'm going to stone the WHOLE day away.

i'm going to reject ALL going out offers.

I'm plain lazy.

Choose to be...

Listening to : Meant to be - CCC youth

Ok fine due to the extreme wu liao-ness of the current times.

I mean since i'm not exactly mugging now.

And i'm really lazing around stoning. Here's the top 10 songs.

Oh! all songs are secular. Not really including christian songs.

Cause like they'll just own everything.

In no order of merit.

Top 10 most listened to

1) Only one - yellowcard

2) We belong together - Mariah Carey

3) Numb/Encore - Linkin Park/Jay-Z

4) She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5

5) Confessions of a Broken heart - Lindsay Lohan.

6) Sweet Child Of mine - Guns and roses

7) The Everglow - Mae

8) Bad Day - Daniel Powter

9) Miles Apart - Yellowcard

10)An Jing - Jay Chou

Ok!!! Lame time is over!! Heh.

FIne today i didn't really do much.

In fact I didn't do anything.

Other than the going out to help track.

Though i dind't run but just took timing.

Ok its a lil dumb...but oh well.

At least i showed my face! haha!

Anyway like my ankle still sucks la...ahhh! i wan to just rip it off!!

Ok! once again i'm being put into the dilemma of wat cca to join!!

AHHH!!! 2moro the j2 are having a race.

Going to cheer for them.

YEAH!!! GO CJC!!!!

Ok! I can't stand it. I'm going out to eat now.

Chomp Chomp here i come!!!

c'mon c'mon...

Listening to : Bad Day - Daniel Powter

The very first impression i got from this song was.
NEGATIVE!!!
Ok i'm judging a book by its cover.
Anyway like the song 'bad day'.
Isn't really TAT bad. Its actually kinda cheery.
Haha! ok fine. I realised that from my bro.
Anyway like lets see. Ytd i eventually went out.
The class dinner was actually REALLY good.
We should have it more often.
But like after that we talked and uncovered some dark dark secretes.
SOme of which were told to certain people today.
Ok namely C______. Erm u know who u are la.
But ya. Cheer up man. Its like a small thing.
Eat your way out of it.
HAHA! Ok now like i'm so into the song la.
If you're ever feeling down. Listen to the song 'bad day'!!!
Ok now like another friend S____ is sick la.
Like u know who u are. SO get well soon man!
Ok S___ is like on a serious MC case. So like it sounds serious.
GET WELLL!!!!!
OK! so today i went to school for lect. MAths lect.
But me and jess was like. NO!!! super late.
Eventually we just went for like econs lect. heh.
Which was a TOTAL waste of time.

randoming...

Listening to : D'you know what i mean - Oasis

ok WHY DID I HAVE TO SPRAIN MY ANKLE!!!???

It really really sucks man.

I can't do anything!!

Like I'm supposed to train bball.

I can't do anything now!!!

I'm supposed to lose fats this holiday. Not gain them.

AHHHH!!! its super annoying!

Revive the mugger within...

Listening to : Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me - U2.

YES! The Mugger Spirit Lives! Right.

Thanks to some peeps in school who mug which give me pressure.

Anyway its good la. Today was my first day of mugging.

And I have to say it was more productive than i thought it'll be.

Managed to cover like Econs and Physics.

Maths and Hist is like super tough!!

I totally don't get maths and Hist is super exhausting!

Thank God History is just my H1.

And now i'm contemplating whether or not to crash maths lects.

I'm in serious disadvantage now.

OH NO! i'm talking as if its still O levels.

RIght. Anyway like my ankle is like feeling much better la!

I just can't jump around that much.

I pretend i'm walking normally though.

other than that. Frankly I can't wait for school to start.

I frankly have no idea.

I'm like now considering MANY other cca.

Namely, council, fencing, volleyball, basketball, track, fitness, rugby.

Thats alot man. I think this holiday I gotta sit and think what to join.

Oh! and like 2moro is gonna be our 1st class outing!

But like i cant contact all the sji ruggers and other new ppl.

It's kinda gonna be an ex-T9 outing la.

Just witht eh change of facils...thats all.

HAHA! ok its kinda funny man. Anyway hopefully it'll be fun 2moro.

What a great way to start

Listening to : Sweet child of mine - Guns and Roses

WOW! Its the start of the holidays!!

Ok here's the plan. Everyday i'll try to train something.

Either basketball or track. Well. I'll be studying also la.

But then. WOW! look what had to happen!

I SPRAINED my ankle. This really sucks man.

Now I can't really do any sports at all.

I can go out though (thank God).

Oh! another thing is that my mum has officially LEFT!

She's going overseas to work for like 3 months.

MAN thats really long. Seriously.

Considering i'm a mummy's boy (and proud of it).

I think i'm really going to suffer.

Oh well. At least i'll learn to live by myself.

Ok this also means more freedom?? =)

K man! thats about it. Cya around peeps!

If you see me limping around anywhere pls help me =)

Superman...

ok! today is the start of the Holidays!

Well not exactly a holiday. A time to mug.

Can't believe it, i'm actually seriously mugging.

anyway like i gotta train up for track and bball too.

Still unsure what to choose and stuff.

Well now i'm still trying to climb up from the recent fall i had.

I'm not at my peak...yet...

I still ain't superman...

Now i'm just trying to focus!

Hopefully everything turns out well!

Oh! i've recently been listening to many rock songs!

Ok looks like rockafella has made an impact on me.

Too high...too high

Today was officially the highest point reached in CJC.
It was MADNESS!!
Finale night couldn't even compare to the fun.
It was the Rockafellaskank concert!
It was unbelievable madness to the max!
People were jumping up and down etc.
Words can barely describe the feel.
Not only that. The highlight was the return of Jing Ming.
Was like super happy to see him!!
I mean its seriously a joy to see him again!
Fun was an understatement, It was beyond Fun.

Reality....

Ok well the IG on the whole is improving. Yeah happy for that!

But like. Wasn't IG1 in orientation 1 totally better??

I just can't seem to REALLY bond with them.

I haven't made a fantastic friend like JM.

They're all really quiet and I just can't seem to talk well.

Ok maybe its just me.

Other groups are like having a swell time and having IG outings etc.

The day we have one. I'll laugh.

Ok i'm exaggerating a little.

It is still ok i guess. I mean other ppl are HATING it la.

At least mine is kinda cool.

Anyway Its really kind of tiring.

School is about to start. OK. REAL school is about to start soon.

Think i'll really have to SERIOUSLY mug soon.

Life ain't that easy man.

Frankly i'm happy i made it in to JC in 1st 3 months.

If not it'll be SUPER tough to adjust la.

I miss IG1. I miss T9. Ok 2moro we're going back to our classes.

I think i'll really make the most out of it.
I'm really going to make sure 2nd intake ppl ENJOY the IG.

They better do man.

1st day.again

Heh....ok well lemme see...1st day of cjc orientation 2.

Frankly. I really really don't like it.

It's really bad. Compared to O1 that is.

Ok maybe not all that bad.

Ok fine. I'm not really in the mood to blog about it.

Seriously like i'm kinda off now. Bleh...haha!!

ANyway here're some random pics.

Pic taken during yesterdays part...pity Mr Wong left early

This is like the last pic of the FULL track team for 1st intake...gonna miss those that're leaving

The end of the begining

Thats it. The last day of 1st intake is finally over.
It was the wildest day possible i guess.
Half of all J1 were all ponning lessons and stuff.
Well i guess thats they way to end it off.
Spend time stoning with those that are gonna leave.
Well yeah I'm staying in CJC. Many are la.
A few are leaving. However, they will NEVER be forgotten.
Ok i think one person i'll REALLY miss will be Jing Ming.
He's like a great person la.
when he first came in. I thought he was a pure ah beng.
Long fringe, plaster on nose. He seemed so much like one.
But I was SO wrong. He's like a great person.
He comforted me when like things went wrong.
I can't believe he's leaving man. He's like the first and best friend EVER in CJC.
I won't ever forget u JM. AHHH!

Well yeah man. We'll really remain frenz forever........

Ok! if you're wondering why I aint saying anything about my class. It's cause like everyone is staying la. We may be diff class but oh well. Heh. I guess 1T09 will always remain together. It was seriously fun while it lasted. =)

Injury prone/Top 5

Ok i'm injury prone.

EVerytime i play soccer, i injure something.

Last time i injured my thumb.

Now my ass/waist. Can't even walk properly la.

Ok, i guess it'll like heal by 2moro night?

So ya tomorrow is gonna be our LAST day. heh.

Really sad la actually. Ok so for the fun of it.

Here are the 5 'High' times in CJC. in no order of merit.

1)Orientation 1. Ok officially it really got all of us high la. I mean we had THE finale night and THE most happening IG and class la.

2)CNY. I seriously thought CNY in CJC was really cool. Not just the celebration but the people. Everyone was so hyped up and like they even came my house la.

3)Mass ponning/Track training/History lessons. Ok all are like about the same. But they're all really fun la.

4)Suanings in class/all the fun/many outings we had. haha! this is like one of the highlights in CJC la. I mean we really have fun talking and suaning people in class.

5)EVerything. Ok i really mean it. Everything in CJC makes me smile la. Haha! I mean its SUPER fun man.

Next!!! Not really top 5 but the groups of people who made my day la.

Once again in no order of merit.

1) 1T09. I mean seriously they rocked my socks la. There're like soft spoken people, people who can't stop talking. Extremely smart people, not so smart people. Hopeless case people and people with a bright future ahead. I mean they're just cool man. I have never expected class to be as fun!!! Darien, Shi Jie, Bob, Daniel-the 4 heavenly kings.Jeremy-Dear HTC. Tiru and welson - the 2 ponners. Ivan C-the sleepy one. Ivan R-the sick one. Deon-the xiao mei mei. Isabelle-choir girl. Boon Chong-the random one. Tommy-bridge bridge bridge. Jovi-erm...no comments. Lastly charlene-China Girl. Not forgetting our Facils, Queen, Hwee Ying and Jared!!!

2) My IG1. These people like really opened me up in CJC la. There was like an RI kid, an ah beng look alike, a butch look alike. Well a few people of special mention. Jing Ming-my first and best friend in CJC(still is). He really made me relaxed and helped me alot on CJC man! Kenneth-RI swimmer. Jessica-traumatic kid.Victoria-enthu canoeist.Bern-extra-extrovert. Melanie-the paranakan. Jonathan-the hitler guy. Si Kai-the huge fella. Daniel and Darien both in class already. Oh! and facils Simone and Joshua. They're all phenomenal la! Ok sorry if i left your name out k.

3)CJC trackers. They made me realise how i could push beyond my humanly possible limits. To excel and run to pace, similar to life. A few people of mention. Jackie-the champion. Terence-the guy who pulled me in, ironiclly u weren't able to get it. Its ok! U can do well in wherever u go! Ren fu-my fellow sprinter/pacer. Lin Ze-flower partner. Ashley-remember ur orange shoes. Feline-Super enthu. Joanne-Another malay. Shi min-another champ. Sing Ying-Joanna look alike. Angie-always an inspiration to all of us. Yoon Sum-Dim sum.

4)Other peeps. Heh ok strangers who eventually became rather good friends by various ways and means which made CJC happening! 1T05 Samantha-my muse/inspiration. 1T05 Charlene-ANother random person. Audrey-fitness club go-er. Christian-FUnny Chap! Winson-drug addict. Sandra-the Bai Ka.

Yup so these are the people who make CJC, CJC.

I'll miss many of you all....

Rest...

So today would be one of the few rest days i have.
WHen i literally stay at home at not do anything productive.
Ok Daniel stayed over at my house.
Talked abit about school etc etc.
Like He's a great guy la. Pushes you to do better and stuff.
Haha. Well in a way. 2moro will be the last day our class will be together.
After that friday many of us won't go school i guess.
It's a little saddening in a way man.
Nvm ba...change is good.

Think about it...

I'm stoning!! ok once again its an art.

Now I wonder why on earth am i blogging while i should be like sleeping.

Anyway it was kinda cool today. Went out with Ivan Charlene and Muse.

Haha. RIght it was SUPER fun la...Ok i'm like high. =)

Anyway after that went for class bbq. It was cool man.

I mean I'll never like forget the class la.

Seriously its super happening.

No school 2moro. But surprisingly nobody is online la.

borrowed the book tipping point from jeremy as well.

Now its like a cool book la.

Somehow it makes u think of things...haha!

STONING...

Right...it was seriously a stone day today.

I mean I never knew how nice stoning could be.

I literally just sat at the grandstand at stoned there for like an hour along with class ppl.

Like its crazy. But its kind of a cheap thrill.

ANYWAY. Today I had the MOST slack training in my life! haha!

Seriously, i thought I'll just drop dead and die. ANyway It was fun.

Back to eating. BTW. my mum left for CHINA for like a week.

I'm so so gonna suffer....

Acceleration

Acceleration is the rate of change of velocity.
Ahhh! thats so rubbish la! Anyway.
Just recalled something random.
Our physics tutor said something like we're acclerometers instead of speedometers.
So in other words if u spur into high speeds in a moment.
You'll feel rush. YEAH!!!
Ok frankly thats like totally not related to what i wanna say.
YA! this week is like gonna be our last week of school together as T9.
I mean its seriously a little saddening la.
We came together as strangers and bonded so well.
What to do....haha!! ANyway i'll just hope for the best for everyone!
Gonna mug for history now...heh now i know why my bro hates SEA so much...

Meaning again

Right. Heh. What can i say.
I'm born to exercise. Seriously I just can't picture myself sitting myself getting all fat.
Ok. Today was rather a more exercising day!
Played basketball.
Played soccer.
I haven't played that for like centuries.
But it was fun la. T9 kinda made it fun.
Other than the fact that i'm a lil tired.
I think it was kinda happening.
heh...well ok fine...i injured my thumb!! OUCH!!!
It really hurts la!!!
Hopefully it gets alright b4 2moro.
There's like pst ulf man. Kinda excited.

yum yum

Right!!! ok the past week was rather good!
Well started to mug...seriously.
Started to get focused. In track.
Getting back on track. Getting much more focused. In God. =)
Well everything's been great!!
Just had XC. Well can't say it was FANTASTIC.
But it was good enough, and I had fun.
Heh...Well i saw some chomp chomp gang ppl at the bus stop.
We should all go out again. The whole chomp chomp gang.
Kinda miss al of them...WAHH!!

Beautiful Day

Seriously, don't you think today's beautiful??
Ok right...maybe not just today...
Everyday?? I dunno man...
I'm kinda loving life now.
yeah....though its like kinda stone.
It just seems to be cool today.
I dunno why. Heh...
I've been appreciative recently....bleh...

Give Life

RIght....well today was the first day i Gave life.
If you don't get it.
Means I gave my blood.
Ok sounds scary...I donated blood.
Amazingly it feels good.
Like hey man. You're gonna give someone a chance to live.
Ok parhaps that was a little exxagerated.
Well nothing REALLY eventful today.
BUt ya after clood donation.
Wanted to go training. Then I thought.
I must be crazy. So I sat today out.
Ended up stoning with Reng Fu.
Realised many are leaving CJC as well.
heh....well for the greater good i guess??

Happy Valentines day to everyone!!! =)

I just realised how big a day it is in school la.

I expected people to exchange gifts.

But not in such an amazing way. Right.

Anyway I'm tired after a tiring day.

Gonna take a nap.

Wow. I finally have time to actually take a nap.

Cya peeps! =)

Decision Made

I finally submitted the application for for JAE.

Well this is it.

All i can do now is hope and pray.

Please let me get in to at least the top 2 choices.

I really do want to...

Thinking, again.

Right. SO the choice hasn't really been decided yet.

Hmmm I realised many people are really forcing me to go certain places.

So many people want me to go SA,

many want me to stay in CJC.

Both are real good. Seriously.

Ahhh!!! I'm still thinking.

Ok CJC stuff is real good.

SAJC arts ain't great but science is tough to get in.

Hmmm. This would most prob be the choice.

1st choice SAJC (sci)

2nd choice CJC (sci)

I hope these are right choices.

Gonna submit the form online 2moro in school.

For now life goes on.

I just hope it goes on normally for everyone too.

Happy!!! but now where???

Right, now that I got back my results.

Ok I'm generally happy. 12 points.

I mean wow not too bad eh.

But oh well, I think i really gotta sit and think now.

Cause I'm now in a dilema on where to go.

Ok heres the thinking process.

My points cant really get me into science SAJC.

But then again its a risk, cause who knows.

But ya. If i do get into SAJC i'll be in arts.

But hey man isn't CJC arts much better??

Yeah, then now theres the prob of studying hard in CJC.

Not sure If i'm really capable of doing it.

Shucks....ok its a lot of things to think about.

5 hours

This is worst than taking the O levels itself.

Y can't they give it out in the morning or something!?

Well i'm holding my breathe for all my freinds and myself.

AHHH!!!! God is good all the time!!!

Speed

Ok actually its really scary.

In fact Its amazingly nerve wrecking!!!

So ya I'm gonna get back my results tomorrow.

2.30...Its actually here la.

at first I thought what's there to worry about??

Then i realised shucks man.

There are many "what if's?" in my mind now.

But ya whatever happens I'm did my best.

Well its speedy how time flies.

Speaking of which, I discovered a new card game.

SPEED. Its amazingly fun!!!

Gives you the rush man!!

Crazy man...but kinda fun...

Ok its official.

Track is madness. Absolute Craziness.

Well last training coach said

"Ok train fitness, run 2x800m 2x400m and 2x200m."

At first, I was like ok mah.

Not too bad. But hey man.

We all kinda couldn't breathe and was on the floor after that last 200m.

And ya today he said train your heart.

Wow sounds cool eh.

Shucks we did like 4x1.2 km.

I thought it was kinda easy.

Until I actually did it, Shucks Stitches killed me.

Every beat of my heart was like life taking.

Well i'm a sprinter, heh and he gave us a long-dist training today.

Well I mean ya it sucks...it hurts, its crazy.

But its kinda fun, U get a kick out of it man!!!

WOOHOO!!!

Proper Proper

Ok sorry for the recent short entries.
I shall be a faithful blogger and update properly.
Anyway ya, school has been rather dry.
Not too sure why. The peeps are still cool.
But there's like a bored feeling now.
Lessons used to be interesting.
Now everything seems boring (with exception of hist and certain tutorials)
Right. I'm like home early la, kinda ponned chinese.
In fact I didn't even know why i went to school la.
Lessons were totally boring and useless today.
I ponned like half of everything la....
Well track and field has been happening.
Other than frequently breaking my muscles and killing myself.
Its surprisingly kinda fun. Well at least I got a CCA eh...

Well other than that, recently have been catching up with a few frenz,
heh, its strange man. When we kept saying we'll be brother forever.
We're all kinda super distant now? Shucks....kinda sad case man.

Well hopefully school will be fun tomorrow.
Seriously, if not I'll just stone again.
CYA peeps....

friday determines my fate

Right....nothing much to say.
Just that Friday results will be out.
I'm totally freaked off my pants!!!
Well whatever happens, I'll be happy!! heh...
CJC was fun man...

Leaving???

Ok its been a while since blogged.
Don't really know what to say.
Well I kinda came to let out some stuff and express myself heh...
Yesterday, well a good friend of mine left Singapore for China.
Ya she's my 1st 3 months classmate Charlene.
I mean ya, I was real sad yesterday.
So sad I kinda didn't go school today. Half of our class didn't.
But I'm surprised how in 1 month we could all be so good friends.
Heh... Well yesterday I was really sulking and wallowing in my sadness .

Then I just read a nail, stay positive man.

Instead of missing missing and missing,

i would rather think back and smile.

Hmmm, lets see, the few amazing things that happened.

The mass dance, the suaning, the outing, oh so many things!!!

Well CHARLENE!!!! if you're reading this.

pls know that 1t09 will always be here.

We'll always be that happening class!!! =)

Run for LIFE

Well I got this phrase from track.
Me being in track has taught me many things.
Never to give up.
To persevere despite you wanting to puke.

To disregard whether win or lose but simply you having achieved something.

Ok. Life hasn't been the best cup of tea recently.

Its a tiring climb back up.

But yeah. I'm gonna do it.

Btw. Shucks. I tore my muscle.

I suppose?

I'm not the Lionel I'm supposed to be.

I'm frankly in the midst of confusion.

i'm really blur. I really don't know.

I'm unsure of the direction.

I'm unsure of the path.

Help. SOmeone....

Happening???

Ok ok. I realised everyone in school is rather an avid blogger.

So I shall be more active.

The weeks been great. Well happening week.

Recently been using the word "happening" rather often.

Also. I have just learnt how to play Bridge.

I'm rather addicted to it.

Lessons finally started this week.

It's no joke. Well the lessons are no joke and I'm not joking about mugging.

Many people think I came CJC to have fun. But I'm serious.

UNDERSTAND ME PEOPLE!!!

TEachers are overall ok.

Except for physics and economics that is.

I've got an Extremely Fierce teacher for physics.

Econs teacher is so small and fragile. I feel sad for her man.

Other than that. ALl the teachers are actually rather cool.

Lessons totally ain't like Sec school with lectures and stuff.

Amazingly, the mindset has also changed.

I'm actually interested in lessons now.

i can't bear to sleep in class. Its kinda happening.

The stuff they teach really make you interested.

Ok erm. That does not include English.

As for my class. The people are cool man!!

They help you with your work and are great people to chill with.

As for CCA. I've decided to join track. Heh.....

Decisions Decisions.

Well Now that Orientation is like so over.

The seriously annoying process of choosing your CCA begins.

Well Fine. I joined like basketball!!!

A bit duh!!!! But ya.

However. The training is crazy la.

Considering I joined like 6???

Haha. Ok well one is out la. Dance is a no no.

Health and fitness. Too SLack.

BASKETBALL!!! Too hiong and too many ppl!!!

Track. Best choice so far.

and well student council.

AHHH!!! why must i make these decisions!!!

The End of the beggining

Well yeah. Yesterday was the end of the orientation.

And man. It's been FANTASTIC!!

Orientation was so totally cool and stuff!!

My IG1 rocks and my class 1to9 is like so cool!!!

Our house Pavo won yesterday. Was kinda Overjoyed.

Well all in all. The amazing thing is that a few days ago.

We were all strangers to each other.

Now they've become one of the coolest bunch of people around.

Yesterday We all did the mass dance.

Heh...I can remember the first time I saw that dance.

I was kind of awed and freaked when they said we'll do it on finale night.

Heh... And we did it. And it was a real swell of a time.

feeling attached....

This shouldn't be happening. Really.
It's just wrong. Not really wrong but wierd!!!
Here's the story, we were arranged in Orientation groups ytd.
Today we kinda spent our 2nd and last day together.
At first, I kinda thought it'll be boring.
But it turned out to be, extremely fun.
We all bonded and stuff. ANd man!!
ALl of us feel like so attached to each other la!
Seperating groups would be like, ahhh!!
Well SHUCKS!! I'm feeling attachhed to the school!!!
I guess tomorrow will be a new day of HELLOs.

New turf...

Well yeah its a whole new turf for me man.

Catholic Junior College.

Frankly It doesn't really seem too bad.

In fact, the only annoyingly boring time is the beggining.

Other than that, its fun la!

Oops, can't get attached to the school man.

Well yeah. Happening place la.

The facilitators or OGL's teach us how to pon school la.

They even tell us how to get to town ASAP.

Its crazy. But its fun. Play in the 1st 3 months i guess.

Hopefully I'll enjoy the rest of my stay here.

Actually kinda excited for tomorrow. Strange??

not yet...

We all have to move on.

Not just in ministry or God but in studies as well.

But somehow, I'm just not ready yet.

So many doubts. At this crucial point i'm confused in a way.

Bleh. I'll just mug anyway.

bye 2005, Hello 2006

Wowee. Its actually the end. The year has finished.

This has been the well biggest year so far i guess.

And i do hope it gets bigger as time goes by.

I just finished all my appreciation and thanksgiving events.

And all were FANTASTIC.

But beyond all the laughter and everythin.

Seriously, Its a great one year.

Perhaps I have yet to express myself fully but...

THANK YOU

EVERYONE!!!

For everything you have done for me.

Well like what I said, 2005 has been a great year.

SO here's the top 5 events that happened.

With no order of merit at all.

1) O levels. - Till date, this has been the biggest challenges that I have faced. But i'm proud to say I did it with all I got, With all my heart and soul and mind.

2) Team IC promotion. - Not bragging about it but this has really changed me a little. With it came much joy, a sense of fulfillment and much responsibility.

3) The many seperations. - When we left maris stella and when we split section and when we POP from NPCC, I was seperated from so many of my great friends, STAY IN CONTACT.

4) Moving to EXPO. - This really stretched me tremendously, like what many people say. At times many of us are 24/7. Heh. So it was very memorable.

5) THE WHOLE YEAR ITSELF. - Well, in fact there's too many things left. So here's to everything. The whole year has been great!!! With HUGE challenges but with HUGE growth!!!

So thats it 2005!!!

HELLO 2006!!!!

Movie movie

Like what I said, these few days I have been more relax on my fun

Heh, so I'm staying home!! wahaha

Well to erase the boredom I'm borrowed 7 vcd's and downloading 2 movies.

My goodness thats 9 movies in total.

Well a few movies to really watch.

They maybe old but well they're all cool!!

1)Coach Carter 2)A lot like Love 3)Million Dollar Baby

All are like super nice la.

Especially the 1st 2 movies. Wow man. Heh.

Anyway can't wait for new year!!

next week, next year

To think of it, its scary.

Next year, wow is next week.

So many new things!!

Hello CJC, though I seriously don't wanna go there.

Well since I can't do anything about it.

BEst way is to enjoy it yeah!!

Well wow there has been so many changes in these past months after O's

We just had our W216 thanksgiving and my my, everyone has grown.

Recently I've had little to say on my blog, don't really know why.

Guess I don't realy wanna think so much.

Well, Christmas was cool.

Haha, for the first time counted down on the cab.

It was kinda made up by a memorable christmas dinner.

Now its new year, and well I'm broke!!

And I still gotta source for one last present.

This time a birthday gift. Shucks!!!

I'm a little excited for next year!! WAHAHAHA!!!

Then again I don't wanna lose the holiday mood.

I wanna bang the wall.

Speechless

Never have I been SO surprised.

I received a present yesterday, at my doorstep.

The amount of shock cannot be described.

But till date it has been the greatest surprise.

Making it one of the most awesome gifts ever.

Thanks my fren.

XMAS!!!!

Wow wow wow. Its finally Christmas.

It feels like last just yesterday when I think back of last Christmas.

Thought it was like a year ago, but it seems that I've changed so much!!

Time Flies. Heh.

Recently, all the incidents that have been happening are rather indescribable.

I'm really in a loss for words. All i can say is THANK GOD.

For everything, really.

I look back and smile at 2005.

I wouldn't mind reliving it!!!!

=)

Christmas!!!

Well haven't really had the mood to blog recently.

In fact, recently I've been feeling weird

I don't know what is this. But I can't really sleep properly??

Christmas is comin!!!

Though I'm still in process of catching the mood.

Oh well. Expo has been great.

I just hope next year will be greater.

Super Expo

For the past 3 days, I have only 1 thing in mind.

EXPO!!!!!

Wow man, Everytime i wake up, its expo time!!!

Considering i really do wake up late!! Well its really been tiring though.

I wonder how the working peeps cope with it man!!

Well I'm kinda tired.

Ok fine.

I'm not tired, I'm just lazy.

Throw me something about expo and i'll be high about it.

It's extremely addictive and fun...heh...

Move on....

This year, till date has been the year of the most partings.

It has been extremely emotional for not just me but many.

Well the first prating I had was during my NPCC POP.

Well at that moment i really missed it. Not too sure about now though.

second parting was with my schoolmates.

That was still one of the saddest moments but in a way happy as well.

I'm gonna miss not just 4F but all my long time frenz man.

Well the last parting is section 10.

Man this is the most recent.

Seriously, i think i'm really gonna miss this.

The days spent serving, spent running. Now there's no more.

Or not with these bunch of peeps that is.

I guess we gotta move on man.

Everything is practically changing for me.

Expo is here, school frenz changed.

I guess I'll just embrace it!!!=)

Feeling Rubbish!!!

Well its so annoying!!!

I really feel like banging the wall!!!

WOW!!! Finally!!! Lionel Choong is staying at home the whole day!!

Well I'm restricted, I can't do anything today!!!

Why???

Cause I'm SICK!!!

Well yes I'm sick, really sick.

Though the doc said its minor.

SMACK HER AR!!!

When I felt so feverish, she said

"Well normal temp to me."

What's wrong with her man!!! I recorded my temp using 2 diff thermometers 5 times!!!

And it read 37.8.

I mean how off can a thermometer get???

her main concern was, I think you're sore throat will clear soon.

HELLO!!!!

My main prob is like my nose and my fever, not a dumb sore throat.

Anyway she said it'll go away soon, heh that's the only right thing she said so far.

Well I'm stuck at home, and in extreme discomfort.

Can't watch TV for long cause my face will get real hot for some reason.

Can't sleep cause of my nose.

Can't go out cause I can't even walk properly.

This is rubbish.

I'm feeling Rubbish!!!!!

I'll miss this....

Today marks the end, or unofficially, the last hall duty for section 10.

A year just flashed past my eyes, the trials faced, victories attained.

Ushering is not what many would think of it to be.

To me, its fun, in fact explosive fun.

Serving not just the people, but God.

It's phenomenal.

Despite all the mistakes made, problems encountered in today's duty.

I'm at least sure of one thing.

I enjoyed it, seriously, it was never this fun.

Well I got promoted to a team IC, frankly that don't really matter to me.

Yes I'm happy, but what brings more joy,

is to see the old faces mature and new ones enter with excitement.

It was in fact very emotional, I'll miss section 10.

Well if the old don't go, the new won't come.

A new hall, a new challenge, a fresh start.

Expo here we come....

Well one last shout...

I'LL MISS YOU SECTION 10!!!!

I'm Crazy!!!

This is like so totally crazy.

Neglect the old post about me feeling weird and bored.

Well its seriously fun the past few days.

Well pool has recently been the Fun thing.

But it aint fun to the wallet man.

Sleeping over has recently been a norm as well.

And amazingly, window shopping has officially been declared enjoyable.

We went around shops cause i wanted a shirt and shoe...

Crazy thing is we simple started trying out everything.

Though i eventually bought something la.

Crazy man...and its getting crazier...

It is over....or is it?

Ok fine...I feel wierd. This has been the most anticipated time of my life. Or rather for the past 3 months. The pure joy of relaxing. An extremely heavy burden was kind of lifted. But then...Now as i'm blogging. I feel something is missing. I miss the books, i miss studying. As wierd as it seems. I really miss it!!! I've spent 3 months, i repeat 3 months of doing the same thing. Now that its over, I seriously do. Not suaning anybody who is in the midst of exams....but seriously...what can i do with all the spare time??? AHHHH!! ok fine....think i'll just sleep...yeah i like sleeping....

Everything that has a beggining has an end...

Well sounds familiar?? yeah i got that phrase from matrix, heh dumb show...So dumb I was captivated by it. Well yeah Its actually ending. My past 4 years just flashed by my eyes. Its actually the END!!! Tomorrow is the end. I can remember the days of mugging. well So many things, so many people to thank. I have no idea where to start. Though it'll be more meaningful if I post this like tomorrow, but well I'll be a little busy. Ok top places I have been to study and really treasure those placed.

1. NUS. Till date, its the best. Quiet, condusive, definitely the best.
2. Serene center Mac. Well nobody really goes there, but yeah its fun there.
3. Seng Kang BK. A little nosier but cushions are nice.
4. N&B outlet and S'goon. GOod place. Nobody goes there. But too cold.
5. Serangoon garden mac. Good to study, but too much distractions.
6. Marine parade lib. EXtremely good, but must go real early to book place.
7. Maris Stella. Not very good, but if all options are gone, last resort.

Next!!! Top people to thank while studying. No order of merit.

1. GOD!!!! I have never relied more on him. Thanks!!!
2. My bro. Drives me so often, cares for me...AWWWWW
3. CLass mates. They supported, encouraged, taught me.
4. NUS peeps, Great advice given, great people to be around, cheerful
5. Serene Center peeps, occupied my break times.
6. Ushers, who supported me and encourage me along this tough time!!
7. CG members!! Who definitely had a part to play in this success cuz of their prayers!!

YOu people are awesome!! WOOHOO!!!

Its ending...

Today was A maths. Wah. It was kind of retarded la. Not boasting or anything. But seriously thought it was real easy. I was all set for a killer paper. Mugged relative velocity till 4 last night. In the end. None came out. Waste of time. Anyway, its actually ending. Heh. Was looking through some basketball rubbish and i found some cool phrases.

Many A times, we see so many obstacles and think how difficult it is to accomplish, but when we look back, we feel accomplished. - Yao Ming

I have missed more than 9000 shots in my career, I've failed over and over again in my life. Thats why I succeed. - Michael Jordan

I bumped into CJ today...literally

This was such an eventful day. Just had to exclaim what happened even though i'm like in the middle of my O's. It was traumatising, sad, extremely funny and strange...

Well I got up this morning and off i went to bathe change blah blah blah, was heading to NUS with sharon cuz she drives. So yeah we left and headed there. We were all talking about car accidents in the car and as we turned into CTE, sharon screamed! Then oh, I realised someone on the windscreen of the car... Right We BANGED SOMEONE DOWN!!!! MY GOODNESS!! I was so so so freaked out, we ran out of the car and realised he was a cyclist cuz of his bike, then asked, are u ok? This is officially the strangest reply I have ever gotten from a victim of an accident k. "I'm fine, hows my bike?". How extremely "Kua ZAng" can that get?? Let me go to the extreme. so we had to rush him to the hospital, with the bike on board. He was conscience and what do you know, he startewd crapping with us. Saying I look Like sharon's BF and weirdest phrase. "You're not 16, you can't be...thats the best lie I've heard man..."

Seriously...I was wondering if he knocked his head real bad?? or is he that funny or rather crazy?? Well we rushed him to NUH, got down. Sharon parked the car and I followed him into the emergency. We went into wrong entrance, we reached the ambulance area. So we got directed towards the real emergency. But wait, he didn't go. He stood and complained at the bad service. I mean. HELLO!!! U JUST GOT BANGED DOWN!!! ACT LIKE A HALF DEAD MAN AT LEAST!! Though he was kinda limping, he was saying to me, "hurry up slowpoke..." thats down right crazy...

Inside, we got our number and the nurse examined him for a bit. What do you know, he started playing around with the nurse. He wanted to examine his buttock and right, he screamed. Literally screamed in the hospital. How embarrassing can it get?? We sat down. K now the sad part starts, we realised Sharon's car was in pretty bad shape (Realise the irony, he wasn't in bad shape, the car was worst. looks like the bike was ok good use after all). Then she was seriously freaking out. Called her sis and stuff, CJ (the victim) then called his mum, who was real pissed. Which freaked both of us out even more. She sounded scary. But irony was that she was fumed not cause of the accident but she thought CJ faked the whole accident to just pon school. I begin to wonder........ This is really strange.....

His pap came, then settled some stuff with the police etc. Though it wasn't big, but for insurance and stuff. He went in for the examination, came out and had to give a report as well. He then stated. "no la not 1st accident." Out of curiousity, I asked his dad. "So what happened in his 1st accident?". Unbelievably, he got banged down by a BUS. I REPEAT. A BUS!!! He's insane. Well after everything. We kinda became good friends. What a weird day?? I think so too....

7 more papers, 7 more days...

It seems a little pathetic and annoying these past few days, studying and studying and studing. For some reason, after this dreadful period of O's, i guess I'll miss studying? Heh...well maybe not. 7 more papers to go!! Woohoo!! And E maths today was retarded. well one A assured, however one 5 as well, that my friends is english. MAggot!!! hopefully the rest of the other 4 are also ones. Well all the best to allO level peeps out there...

8 left...

Its a long way to the end. For some reason i'm happy its a long way, I'm now recieving tremenous stress, perhaps its self-inflicted stress. Cause I seriously wanna do well for my O's. Well contemplated on whether to post this or not, but yeah. English was kind of a flop, or rather a disgrace. Long story. Bottom line is that i may already have a C5 in my list. I really wanna got below 10, thats why i'm really mugging now...In other words, the rest gotta be a 1. SOunds impossible yeah...Well cya again after O's...

Two down.

Well it has actually started...well why am i here online?? heh its mid-exam break...don't have any 'hiong' exams head so well, time to relax a little...study later at night...however, hopefully i can be as productive. Had E maths and SS today. Well can say both were real easy, however, well can say was a little dumb la. Made small dumb mistakes.

love unfailing....

A rich source of river...

A flow of life...

An amazing shelter over me...

A stream of love that never fails...

If there is one thing i learnt this period of my life other than knowledge...

If I have to choose 1 other thing...

That will be how important and heavily i depend on God...

The intense atmosphere i have felt recently has not translated into waste.

But into faith, hope, love...

Faith to know that I will do well...

Hope to hold on when things go rocky...

and love...

yes love...not from men, but from God...

To me this is so important...

To depend on a love that never fails...

A strong pillar...

Love unfailing, overtaking my heart... finding peace again.... Fear is diminished...

Rubbish 3

Well this is it, its actually 3 days away. My my...heh all the hard work we all put in comes down to this...Lets do well k...lets believe....=)

Weakness made strengths.

Perhaps we students have struggled oh too hard.

Feeling we are simply pursuing an imaginary goal.

Feeling we are simply working for the sake of it.

Pehaps well, we are on a road to becoming a loser.

No...

I refuse that.

Many seems to be studying, but feel so so tired.

Now ain't the time to be passing, time to get A's.

Many of you wouldn't know but i flunked my prelim 1.

Big time...seriously it was rubbish.

Humanities being my strongest.

And everything else. Being rather rubbish.

Despite my shortcomings in many other areas.

I wanna exceed my imagination,

I want to excel, I wanna shine.

I now have a goal to my my weakness my strength.

A solid strength.

Impossible?? Lets give it a try...heh

Maggot...

Ok for some reason i have been inclined o using this word the past few days. Maggot!!! Well no matter...kinda stressed, or rather tired. Been studying like this for what 2 months?

SOmehow it feels a little crazy and the moment it all ends i'm gonna look back and laugh!!

But oh well, 9 days to the actual thing, well not counting chinese. 9 days peeps, 9 last days...

I want to shine...Shine like the stars!!

13

Hey peeps, its 13 days away. Heh I'm no longer freaked. Cause I know I can conquer it!!

I know my God saved the day, and I know his Word never fails,

I know my God made a way....for me....

God and well Science...

Well, recently since I have been studying like a mad man.

I kinda took a little time out to check some quotes out.

Mind you this is purely out of curiosity. No form of intentions made.

Well this was kinda inspired by someone who said something I will quote later...

All these quotes originate from the well renown einstein.

They link the theory of physics and chemistry to God.

Ain't it cool...its like...in lame man A maths terms...proving God...

Instead of continually proving boring Trigo...heh...

Here goes...

1. Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius -- and a lot of courage -- to move in the opposite direction
2. Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love
3. Imagination is more important than knowledge
4. Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one
5. I want to know God's thoughts; the rest are details
6. I am convinced that He (God) does not play dice
7. God is subtle but he is not malicious
8. The eternal mystery of the world is its comprehensibility
9. The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education. ( Ok fine...this is kinda not related...but its funny...)
10. God does not care about our mathematical difficulties. He integrates empirically
11. Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding
12. We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them. ( I like this)
13. Education is what remains after one has forgotten everything he learned in school
14. Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts

NUS

Well new joint to study. NUS. Heh. Ok fine...a little short to notify... but yeah, its a gd a place.

A few essentials...

Just for the fun of it and to destress, I came up with a few do's and dont's during exam.

Do's

1. Always, always pray!! That's the most important thing, get your spirit up
2. Get distractions away, studying outside may be good.
3. Music is good when things really get 'hot'.
4. Friends can be good or bad. Study with study peeps, not talking ones
5. Good food, makes a good student.
6. Caffeine may just do the trick to get you studying. Coke helps.
7. Burn the fats to destress. Exercise.
8. HAve a goal and vision in mind. so you can focus.
9. Like what you do, like to study
10. Remember to Rest. Even before exams.

Dont's

1. Study in front of com. Never helps, and even if you think you can study, you can't.
2. Never quantity but quality. Spend proper time and study SMART.
3. But never give in and use point 2 as an excuse to study an hour a day.
4. Eat heavy meals before studying, you'll sleep.
5. Multi-task while studying. Never helps.
6. Over-stress yourself. A happey student makes good results.
7. Burn the oil. Sleep when you're tired.
8. Think you know it all. You don't, so study...

Well thats about it, hope it helps...=p

Goodbye my friends...Hopefully this aint the end

Ok, Lets throw away the fact the the O's are drawing even nearer.

But today I just graduated.

Yes I am no longer a Maris. No more school song, officially that is.

Well it was a little emo today. No one cried.

But it was kinda touching to see how we all have changed.

Heh...we got a few pics...My class...2005 4F...

Well, its so many i have to post like 80 pics to upload all, so i'll like upload selected ones k...

No offence if ur face aint in here k...=p

This is my SS teacher, Mr goy, well....He's a cool guy, supposedly handsome??=p

Ok this is Cai lao shi, well he's real boring!!!woohoo!!! but still took a pic with him...=p

Right This is Mr Kuok, heh realise we're al ini V formation...=p

Right, Till date she's the best teacher, Queenie Chua, great chem teacher!!

My Sec 3 SS teacher, Tan Chin

We drank so much we got drunk......

MY DM!!! Dennis Koh...heh...got a shot with him...=p

AHHHH!!!! its so much to upload!! getting bored....bleh...upload another time ba...wait one last pic!!!

This is like the prettiest teacher in the whole school...wahaha!! =p...

Msn me if u want anymore pics!!=)

27

Right. I'm starting the stupid annoying countdown which everybody will hate me for.

Serious...the last time i put the countdown till chinese O's.

Many came and requested i stop doing that.

But I didn't, face reality peeps.

27 days to O's.

Let me repeat.

27 DAYS TO O LEVELS!!!!

Whoever who can't understand what i just said. Don't take your O's...

Well its like a redefinement of stress...

It's no longer the I chiong to please.

Or the I chiong to do pass.

Now is like, I chiong for A's...

Whatever you see with your eyes, is subject to change

It is finally over...but am i rejoicing?? I wonder

It's amazingly kind of emotional, Surprisingly.

A few days ago, I just attended my last official day in school.

Yes, my Maris days are over. They are over.....

Now frankly I'm extremely happy it ended, but well. For some reason, I'm kinda sad

I'm gonna miss this hopeless school. For 10 whole years. Thats like a decade.

I have grown from a little dimwit, to who i am today.

All in this school.

Ok fine, I'm getting a little emo here....Though I shouldn't be. But yeah.

Maris Stella, There were the good, the bad and the plain ugly.

Hmmm For the fun of it, and simply for the fun of looking back,

We took like a whole bunch of pics, will upload soon.

All Maris, study hard man...

last week

Well. this is it. Its actually my last week in Maris Stella. Heh actually I wanted to blog about something bad about one of the teachers but decided not to,

maybe cause i feel nice since its 3 days to graduation

or maybe i wouldn't wanna get caught by police.

Well yeah. Heh its actually dawning upon me that.

Hey Its over.

After 10 long years, its actually over!! No more horrible Brother Anthony,

No more white uniforms,

No more paya lebar school!!

I wonder whats going to happen after this??

My friends?? Hmmm...I pray I won't lost contact

Lets not k........All the best for you O's.......

Shine...Shine with the light of christ!!=)

Do what you love, Love what you do

It's a simple concept. A concept of success. I heard this phrase somewhere.

We need to know what we are called to do and do what we're called to do.

We need to love what we do and do what we love.

If we don't love what we're doing, we won't be successful in life

If we don't love what we do.

Start loving it or changing what we're doing till we start loving it!

It has to be FUN!!!

Why am I doing this??

It came to my mind a few days ago, how normal it is.

For someone to be so used to do what he's doing he forgets why is he doing it in the 1st place!!

For example, you study so hard, you forget why you are actually studying.

This sounds stupid, out-of-my-mind to post this. But yes I will.

Somebody spoke to me a few days ago and told me.

Are you doing this cause you have to or you want to??

Hmmm...Till now I still wonder. Do I do things cause I have to??

For the 1st time I'm kinda in a lost for words.

No real mood to blog......

It's been kinda wierd these few days. Very wierd.......

25

Seriously, its actually dawning upon me.

I ain't good enough.

25 points is like crap. Really man!!!

AHHHH!!! Means I muz work work work.

However, the relax mood is still on for some reason.

Definitely my results have improved, tremendously.

From 33 points to 25, not bad.

No fail, no C6. But it just ain't enough.

I'm NOT going to burn the oil.

I ran too fast, now i gotta take it a little slower.

Give me 2 weeks and I'll go crazy again.

2 weeks, I wonder if thats too short, or too long.

1st paper is 1month away,

Hmmm lets stress ourselves here.

1 MONTH!!!!

If you're not studying, study!!!

If you gave up...PICK UP!!

If you're getting 40 plus points,

Don't sleep the next few days..............

Perfectionist

I'm a perfectionist I suppose.

I seek perfection and want things to be really well done.

A simple pass is hardly ever satisfying.

Yesterday, I did not show that sense and urge for perfection.

Long story, won't really care to explain. But we all learn from mistakes.

Today, I entered school tired, sleepy but full of excitement for some reason?

Perhaps its been 3 weeks since our real school day.

And its been rather nerve wreching, waiting for prelim results.

However, As the day began, that excitement became worry, and nervousness.

It seemed that everything counted on this prelims.

I had expected it to be bad for some subs, and good for the others.

However I was disappointed but pleasently surprised time to time.

I had not reached my expectation. However, I seek to strive harder.

Much harder!! Its seriously not satisfying to see your grades in a devastating state.

Well whats done is done, we got plus minus 1 more month.

Jia You guys!!

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. - King David

Stage 2

Just finished preparing for Stage 2 duty tomorrow.

I'm actually kinda excited. I wanna redeem myself.

The last time I did Stage 2 for a "conference" or a big event was Emerge.

And that duty was the bomb of terror. Everything went wrong.

This time, I'll make it good. I want to serve much better.

Help me Father.....

Mentally I'm ready, Spiritually not yet.

Thats why I'm gonna pray now.....

Let's Conquer the Hall!!! - Brother Eugene

Be healed!!

Right, I just realised I'm not really getting better.

My cough is really getting annoying.

Eating is now becoming a chore.

It hurts to eat. Man how sad can that get??

I've kinda lost my appetite like that! Heh.

Well this is the worst. I was drinking water then I realised,

The water has a taste. The taste of blood. meaning. Some part of my throat is bleeding!!!

AHHHH!!!

I seriously Pray that I'll be healed. Not my will, but your be done!!!

Think I should go see a doc.....

Outpouring!!

I started the day feeling down. Perhaps cause I didn't really sleep well, or I was thinking too much about what was I to do the next day.

Seriously man.

At times I really wonder whats wrong with me??

Well back to reality. Frankly I wasn't feeling well. Not physically but in the inside.

It felt strange like something missing. Like I've lost that fire. I really didn't get it?

Everything seemed fine the day before. Now this? well I totally had no mood to do much.

Studied yes, was looking forward to a BS at 6. But I totally didn't feel like going.

I wasn't excited for some reason. Yes Wow!! FT2!! But hmmm.

I kind of dragged myself there. With a little encouragement from Vincent, things got better.

Lesson started. Kinda happy Pst Aeris was preaching, loved his preaching!

However little did I know it was a God appointment.

Pst began preaching. And wow!! It was really cool. He preached on the outpouring of the Hols Spirit and how it was like a waterfall. It seemed so in time for me.

When I was kind of down and getting tired. This was really a Word in season.

Not just that. I went home. Did QT. And wow wow wow!!

I realised this. At times we feel lousy but seriously, push on!! Heh I remember Ulf Ekman Saying this once. God likes to play hard to get...=)

Well this song you're hearing now in a way helped. Enjoy. It makes me smile...

Wo Ke Shou

It means "I'm coughing" in chinese. Amazingly, I'm sick. Yes Lionel Choong is actually sick. And Its real this time. Forgetting all those fake ones during NPCC. Heh. Well I'm kinda shocked that I fell sick. I don't think its normal or natural. The only time I'm ALWAYS sick is yes chinese new year. Thats when I stuff my sad little stomach with all those junk food. Well I went to the doc on Sunday. He said its a throat infection. OUCH!!!! That kinda pierced my heart. I mean it sounded bad. Then he said it can be cured in 2 or 3 days. Hmmm Well this is the 2nd day and it only got a little better. I dunno how this stuff works

I hate the taste of medicine. Always disliked it. And every morning I'm forced to eat a few tablets of sun chorella. Eeeee. What to do with 'Kiasu' Parents. Heh.

Well Its a real pain man. I pray that my throat gets healed soon. Its so so annoying!! For once I'm like actually following my doc's instructions when he said "boy no fried food". Heh I dunno But maybe its stress?? Hmmm.Ya Think its stress....Yeah Its confirm stress. =)

changing

Things don't seem the way they suppose to be these couple of days. I actually talked back to my mum when she said "don't study la, lets go eat dinner." Now I just hope I don't into a freak. Well at least I'm resting. Relaxing. Perhaps in a wrong way?? I realise I'm wasting my time in friendster. Which is so totally wrong.

What can i do?? heh...wat to do?? Think i'll go download songs....yeah...hopefully that seems interesting.

Well I was kinda looking back at some photos and wow. I realised everybody has changed. With the exceptions of one or two. People seem to mature at different rates. Heh. Well think i'm done. To all Maris...Enjoy your practicals!!!! =)

Practical??

A short one. Heh i found this kinda interesting...Though I have been studying like a mad man. I totally forgot about my practical tomorrow...Now thats funny...wahaha!! Thank God its physcis pract only....phew...=)

Empty handed

Life would be seem very regimental, standard, uniform these past few days. Frankly it has. Past few days were rather machine days, going out to study, coming home like 10 plus, pray sleep wake up to study again. Hiaz, well thats life. But today, one of my friends experienced something that I think would cahnge his course of life. Well he broke up. Heh. This is wierd man. When he actually broke up, I didn't know what to say, what to think. To be happy or.... I have always thought to myself this time is extremely crucial, its the time to study. But perhaps it seems to difficult without someone by your side. I actually brought myself to carry his burden. Someone once said, Don't be too involved with others till it affects you. I think even I'm getting affected. However sometimes its really good to know that i'm always taken care of. I will never run out of love. Hmmm... I'm always alive in your hands. It makes me remember how important God is.
Empty handed but
Alive in your hands.....
-Delerious

My Cup runs over!!!

God is good
The Devil is bad
And we win!

Whatever happens, everything happens for a good reason and we always seem to win!! Ain't tat cool?? Well I admit, there have been disappointments. But somehow it always seem that everytime bad things happen, and it passes...Something good happens!

It may seem so simple, frankly that has been the way it is!! I have been tremendously blessed by so many things these pass few days!! A few weeks ago, my Mum actually offered to get a new phone for me!! Wow man!! how often does that happen?? And its A Motorola V3!!!! WOW man!!

Last week when I just gave my very first fruits, I was given $200 by my grand parents as a real belated birthday gift.

Today I was real blessed by many usher leaders who indeed really pushed and inspired me!! its so coooool!! Not just that!! Cut long story short!! I was actually offered a job!! By Pst Lilian!! Wow man!! I was thinking of working after O's, I haven even started looking for one and I'm already offered one!! This is really a God Appointment!!

You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over - King David