Saturday, May 14, 2011

CROSS-fit #11 Alone

Sometimes it's true, no matter what anyone says, we're always alone.
Yeah, you've got your friends, family but at the end of the day, when the dark of the night howls over you...
You're really alone aren't you?
Wondering if you can continue on, wondering  if whatever you're doing will succeed.
Wondering if well, God is real or not?
You begin to doubt, everyone has those times. Everyone experiences them, some more occasional than others of course. No one can truly run away from these nudging thoughts can they?

Guess doing a WOD in Crossfit, the community is always there to cheer you on.
But really, you're alone.
Nobody is going to punch those pull ups for you, nobody is squating those weights for you.
No matter what they say, no matter how much they say..
"I understand what you're going through" or "I'm doing it with you."
Really, you're on your own. Fighting yourself.
It always has been this way, it's you, yourself, God and them obstacles in life.

Sometimes it's the hard reality which sucks, guess this is just one of the many..
But we're stronger cause of it.
As much as we are dependent on others, we're stronger cause of being alone.
Nobody forges elite fitness by getting another to train for you.
Stop staring at it, stop whining, stop saying that cause you're alone, you can't.
Yes, You Can. 
Tell yourself that whenever such doubts creep up, cause it's the only way to remain being who you are.
It's the only way to be more than a conqueror.

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