And the seasons change

Listening to : The ice is getting thinner - Death Cab for Cutie

There's a season to everything ain't it?
Honestly, it all goes in one cycle, one really really big cycle.
It does at least for me, and honestly, it's a little irritating.
The same process keeps repeating itself, yeah, most of the time it's improved by a certain measure but....
The outline, the shape, the structure is all the same isn't it?
A season to be hopeless, a season to be a victor, a season to be a bystander, a season to help, a season to simply step out of someone else's life altogether, and a season to step right back in.

Perhaps it's time to change certain cycles, cause frankly, it ain't working at all.
Life is tough, don't make it harder for yourself.
Even if your life is great, don't mess anothers up.
I've grown to learn a simple aspect of life.
We aren't alone, we aren't our own World.

True ain't it?
I can't live life thinking that whatever I do isn't going to influence another.
Cause I've learnt first hand, that it does.
No matter what you say, no matter what you do...
You become the people around you and those around you become just like you.
It's a coinciding relationship, symbiotic in a sense.
But really, it's done....
I have to be aware, to emerge from my shell...

And I really thought, for a moment, a genuine moment, that everything was almost peach perfect.
Looks like life has it's way to bring it all back doesn't it?
Either way, change has to occur, massive change.
Conscience change, every step of the way...