Let me Love you

Listening to : Cool - Gwen Stefani

It takes some time to really figure and get out of an 'emo rut'
Well, one is defined as being well, the biggest idiot on Earth.
You may have all the reason to act or behave in such a way.
However, at the end of the day, you can just tell yourself you were an idiot.
There're many reasons which can trigger such a rut. Examples of which would be...
Waking up too early / Grumpy.
Not enough sleep.
Waiting too long.
Being too tired.
Being offended by another party.
Notice none of these are symptoms of such a case.
How to get out of it??
You just stop taking self pity and get on with life. Cause you being such an idiot would not only make yourself feel worst but make others around you feel uncomfortable.
By being in such a rut, you just become extremely selfish.
You ignore the feelings of others and care only for yourself.
Being unable to hide your emotions is not a legitimate reason.
It just means you're childish.
You're an adult adolescent.

Before you start rebutting and saying that whatever stated above is incorrect.
You'll realise that you're already being ridiculously defensive and ignorant.
Thereafter, you start to take the offensive.
Which, if you actually let loose and speak your mind, will in turn, hurt others.
The damage you do will make you feel WORST and thus creating a very viscous cycle of self pity and then depression.

As strange as it seems. Everyone can be tempted and fall into this trap.
Yes, Everyone can. Don't look to your left or right.
You can be part of the sad sad viscous cycle.
The key is not to fall into this pit to begin with. How??
Base your life on things which will not let you down. Base your integrity and confidence on it.
What else can be more stable than that of God?
It may seem trivial.
But thats the best option you've got, why hesitate now?
Take the plunge and give it a shot.

If you think you don't experience it, you're wrong.
It can come in small or big packages. Many have overcome them and moved on.
But some sad few cases leave scars in their hearts and souls. It becomes painful after a while.
Then it'll affect your physique and health.
Yes, it strangely does.
If you're thinking that you're not going to go through this.
Think again.
Cause I have.
I just have.