Trust his heart

Listening to : Fix You - Coldplay

When you don't see his hand, trust his heart.
Once again, as simple as this phrase sounds,
it contains a very powerful truth.
God really does have your best at hand.
Even some, who really go about living our lives for the sake of God knows what....
He really does have your best intentions at hand.

It may seem very difficult to believe, when you've lost so much...
When you've gone through so much pain. So much anguish.
Don't ask why, don't seek to understand, but just persevere.
Be the one who fixes your mind up to tackling this problem

The past few days, there has been some who really are troubled.
With big issues to really small ones.
The only thing which I can really say is to keep on keeping on.
Be like the energizer bunny.
The one who just keeps climbing up that mountain.
When the people on your sides have backed off, you don't.

One important thing that I've learnt from Track is to really endure pain and love it.
It was quite a few days ago, I just said this phrase to Kelvin.
"The feeling of pain in the heart while running, that is SHIOK"
It really really is! You must really think I'm a madman now.
But it really is the case, it wasn't like this in the beginning.
But you develop a taste for it, a desire to experience it.
Because you know at the end of the pain are the fruits which you've really worked hard for.
The quickness of your body, the increase in fitness,
the larger increased capacity to endure and cope with PAIN.

I'm not saying that I wake up everyday to enjoy this pain.
There are times when I really don't want to go through it.
There are times when I just want to throw in the towel cause I'm just tired of going through it.
How often does this happen?
Almost once every week! In fact, it happens more often when you're on the verge of burning out!
But what really keeps you going? Its the vision in your head, in your heart.
You try to push harder and harder.
Sometimes you drag yourself to the track!
Sometimes you give in to laziness and give yourself dumb excuses when all you know is that you're lying to yourself.
However, everytime I hit the track, never once have I left feeling unaccomplished.
Yes, disappointed at times, but never felt that the session was a waste.
I've learnt and grown from every training, every session of pain.

Nobody takes it and appears as sadistic as us.
Really, nobody goes and joins something which enjoys pain.
But in this league, everyone does the same, to enjoy what nobody will dare to enjoy.
To enter into a trance which can put you out of your passion for life.
To be so involved that the moment you stop, you give it ALL up.
There's seldom come backs in the competition.

Very similarly, the walks of life is like that.
You keep up with the pace, you persist with the pain.
You may not know the extent of it, you honestly don't know when it'll end.
You wish it'll stop like NOW, you even wish to go to eternal sleep to get out of it.
Before you enter this period of pain, you'll be afraid of it.
While experiencing this period, you wish to get out of it.
After this, you'll come forth as Gold if you don't give up.
If you want to do some thing useful with your life, it'll happen!
Your life will suck big time at certain occasions.
You may even want to die like instantaneously.
But don't! Push of for the greater portion of Glory.
If this is your Passion, if this is what you live for, then the Pain is temporal.
For the Glory is really Eternal!